yeah i think im gonna take an imitrex and microdose basically immediately so i can head this off at the pass bc this storm came on so fast my ears feel funny and im already feeling that like hook feeling in my eyebrow. god i can never catch a break

pisses me off too bc i like rain and thunderstorms and stuff but i don't like what they do to my head -_-. i think maybe this is a little one at least? i can still hear the thunder but it sounds like there was only a bit of rain

oh we have another thunderstorm today. my migraine just stopped yesterday before i went to bed man.....i felt better when i got up but if it comes back today im going to go fucking apeshit i swear to god

this too

i changed my pic to that pfeil i drew recently but i might put it back to the stupid crying meme pfeil later bc that was really funny and i get really attached to funny profile images

AUGH I FORGOT TO DO LITTLE LADIES DAYYYY

fukinf porxie

getting really sick of my friends telling me the cursed blade is warping my mind. it's LITERALLY fine. i can stop fucking using it whenever i want. i think they're just jealous. like they know it'd corrupt them but i'm clearly stronger than its influence. in fact, i'm stronger than all of them...

Daily Affirmations: 1. Nothing wrong with me. 2. Nothing wrong with me. 3. Nothing wrong with me. 4. Nothing wrong with me. 1. Something's got to give. 2. Something's got to give. 3. Something's got to give.

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breaking bread with little lights 06. snack #julezen2025 · #julezen · #gposers · #elezen · #鐵雀 tumblr »

i should take a pfeilmet gpose of their hands so i can experience the hand size difference with my own eyes. they're so gross (i love them)

I have some pretty old drawing tips on my patreon from like 3 years ago I can share. This was part of my guide on making more dynamic and natural standing poses thats full of typos

this is disgusting. this should be a crime

i would take my imitrex at this point bc this migraine feels like it's lasting forever but idk when they're gonna get back to me on whether i still am covered by medicaid or not in which case idk how id get more so i am hoarding my very last imitrex until i know what the deal is with my insurance

sometimes i remember i made the "i would go to psych ward if" emet sexy nurse silica packet meme when i was like actively having a crisis and had entertained the hospital for maybe 30 seconds and it makes it a lot funnier to me in some kind of gallows humor way

THEY'RE REAAAAAL.................. ( made by vgen.co/LizAAAAAr0d !! )

shed your skin, show your texture (oc)

im thinking about making that pfeil my pfp but im really attached to undignified sobbing snot pfeil from the divorce meme

this guy seems normal

ok u guys liked these so HERE U GO simple little boot edit bc i think walking in heeled boots is fun and looks nice 🔗below! #vanillacreatives / #xivmods

I need all artists to know that using 3D models in your art is not cheating. Those free-to-use 3D models are literally there to make your life easier. Stop being so hard on yourself and just trace that 3D object. You don't need to be able to perfectly draw every object ever from memory!!

old thancred art i still rly like bc i forgot it was thancred day. #scribs

Crystal Exarch and Emet-Selch

very 6am lestat needs to go to bed thought but. you know how pfeil and raha date for a bit after shb but arent really compatible. if i was raha and realized 1. i was dating a yandere 2. who wasn't even yandere for me, i would kill myself for real

this guy seems normal

#ffxivart #emetwol #emetselch #shadowbringers 2/?

im done with my periodic aimless fat body mod complaining lol sorry about that. i think i always assume that if i bitch about it i'll talk myself into a solution but i never figure out what i want to do bc anything other than keeping my c+ would be deeply annoying

also even if i did edit the vanilla body and didnt go crazy with it pfeil is pretty significantly heavy so it wouldnt be The Same. like he doesn't have complete apron belly but he does have enough overhang it wouldn't be perfectly accurate. and if it was well then we're getting back to like.

i keep thinking about making some slight edits in blender to the vanilla body so it looks better with pfeil's scaling, like just a bit of tummy and love handles mostly, nothing crazy bc his scaling would be the thing to really change it, but then. i would have to upscale his clothes. right?

#vgen commission for PomoneCorse 🥀

"this edible ain't sh--" #ffxivgpose #gposers #yshtola

Rip Thancred, you would have loved limp bizkit (For Thancred Day) ( #FFXIV | #ThancredWaters )

i guess 25 is crazy young to some people out there but not ME because i am only 29

im relieved erenville is actually 25 bc it's impossible not to have at least 20% of a crush on him but wuk lamat does accidentally give the impression he's like crazy young

hermes trismegistos #art #FFXIV

i thought erenville was the same age as wuk lamat bc she said like "oh we've been close since we were little!" but apparently he's 25. this really explains a lot lol

hiiii if anybody is on the newest penumbra and is having some of their mods broken by the new forbidden file redirection thing, or just want to get rid of the pop-up, i wrote a little guide for fixing it rq 🕺 i prommy it's not too hard docs.google.com/document/d/1... #xivmods #xivmodding

pfeil used to sing and write music pre-bloody banquet, when he was around 17-18, but stopped after that. i don't think he really ever picks it back up as a hobby. he draws illustrations in his field journal, although idk how Artistic/Expressive that is? i could see him picking up creative writing.

Star Wars + Cats :3 Get them here! acggoods.com/store/human-... #starwars #cats #fanart

congratulations to everyone who has been transferring their period cramps to Thancred! It has finally worked.

march

i like my vauthry mii

I often end up drawing him lately #emet-selch

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Meddle + MeddleTools (grab files, import), AetherBlend (import, apply C+, rigging), FFGear (make gear materials look great). The world is your oyster.

emet-selch summoning circle to get him help me close this fucking bottle of prosecco because i only realized after i opened it i dont have a stopper and the cork wont go back in

IM HOOOOOOME i went out for dinner with my godfather and then just kind of futzed around in town for a bit :3 he got me a bunch of incense and a new burner ;w;