you know, there are things I delay watching because I know if I do, and end up liking it, I'll spend too much money on it (like figures, merchandise, etc). case in point: gundam

still thinking about panty's character design in "lord of the konan the great" npsg episode. so good. that episode was amazing

me working and thinking how I'd rather be drawing qori feeling miserable *SIGH* I just want to draw my man

WAIT............... I NEED TO MAKE A NEW GLADNIS HALLOWEEN PIC

the WIPs keep piling up

oh my god.........new panty & stocking's end......... i'm once again left flabbergasted HAHAHA well, another 15 years until we get the next season LMAO

commission done for Rune!!

my alarm has been zenos saying "qori goro" for the past 3 years now.... been waking up to zenos for this long *dreamy sigh* still cannot believe qorizenos is canon

man idk why I have so much anxiety playing multiplayer games- I'm always so afraid of messing up and other people noticing

nothing will beat the feeling of finding really nice art/artist that just inspires you to create something. how you gotta have to draw something in that right moment by how overwhelmed with emotions you are, from just looking at art

wish I didn't have to rely on the internet to make a living because I swear, I just want to go offline and never come back

commission done for @seaswallowsall.bsky.social !! 🏴‍☠️🗡️

commissions done for @feymeadows.bsky.social !! 🪓🖌️

commission done for @forgetsrotation.bsky.social !! 🐈‍⬛💜

I hate how inconsistent my brain is- there are days where drawing anatomy is so damn easy and natural and then there are others that I'm just 🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩

*squints eyes* curse mark in destiny rising

commission done for @forgetsrotation.bsky.social !! 🐈‍⬛💜

finally started play destiny rising and it's so fun........... I love the playable characters so much! their interactions to each respective ghost is so good as well I love the dynamics

me having qori brainrot and not being able to draw or play

we finished watching space dandy (god I missed this anime so fucking much it is still THE BEST anime out there....it brought me so much joy) and now my boyfriend is making me watch bleach.................please pray for me....what one does for love.....

con prepping as well 🫩...

commission WIP ✏️

I swear this man plays the best characters 😩🙏💦

all these ffxiv commissions are making me want to go back to the game and I can't right now... the despair

I managed to make my boyfriend watch space dandy 🎉🎉🎉🎉 he's so clueless and confused (we finished season 1) I thought he'd figure out the plot by now HAHA the amazing part is that he already made some remarks about some important plot points

VGen chibi commission done for wuffsized!

I'm lowkey tired (jk, I'm REALLY tired) of remakes and remasters

bro when will we ever get news on Dragon Quest 12!!!!!!!!!! COME OOOON

I want to draw so many things but I'm too busy and I'm too slow crying

the new borderlands looks so fun.......

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WAIT NEW UTSU-P ALBUM DROP oh shit oh hell yeS

d2 renegades is LOOKING REALLY GOOD I'M SO GOING BACK!!!!!!!!!

commissions done for @feymeadows.bsky.social !! 🪓🖌️

also I was thinking of fan casts for my characters and I'm having a hard time deciding who to pick for qori- tamaki hiroshi might be the closest I can think of who would somehow fit

j-rock just hits different

*sigh* I need to draw james bond and le chiffre (I'm rewatching casino royale)

slowly finally seeing the end of the current commission batch queue 😩🙏 (still some left tho) feel somehow bad for how long people have to wait to get to their request sigh

commission WIPS ✏️

woke up very anxious, had a very rough day mentaly and yet I managed to do the things I set for today. it wasn't much but still it got done so that is a small victory and! did some house chores which weren't on the list (small rage quit during drawing session so I got up and cleaned some stuff haha)

GOD why is the lighting in the garland tools 3d preview SO ASS

how do I convince my boyfriend to watch space dandy with me (I want to rewatch it with someone)

Snake Eater week!

been thinking of doing a Qori standee for myself and idk if I should go with his SMN look, MNK or DRK... SMN is technically his OG look

Finally printed the commission I received from @kumanaruu.bsky.social !! It turned out amazing :D

taking a picture before I completely ruin this with markers (I'm trying to do a photocard)

I don't really like how naked snake looks in mgs delta. it's giving me the same vibes as crisis core sephiroth vs crisis core reunion sephiroth they both completely lost their charm. I hate how softer and realistic they look. give me my blocky and pointy silhouettes

reposting these since I've never shared them here! drawing Qori all beaten up (by Zenos) is one of my favorite art subjects

commission done for @seaswallowsall.bsky.social !! 🏴‍☠️🗡️

I want to play destiny rising but I don't have energy for more gachas.....