demi in that we need to trauma dump at least once before we smash

mcbride did WHAT now

if i’m not the nicest friendliest sweetie pie in the room at any given moment iwkms that’s the helly guarantee

winter enjoyers love saying shit like “when it’s cold u can put on more clothes, all u can do when it’s hot is get naked” as if that’s somehow a problem

we should dare to dream of a better future, like one where society is so transsexual with it that cıs women get prostates for fun

a giant purse is actually a portable Pile if u think about it

chased this nerd upstairs into his crate with the album pomegranates by nicolas jaar 2015

i genuinely do not understand why “transsexual” making ppl feel excluded is supposed to be my problem

why do i have to type on computer for money. is anyone looking into this

should probably start winding down my months long slow burn crashout. unless

welp

“look i’m getting there, ok” says “man” with timeline full of trans women who has a pretty good idea why

guys guys there was a man with a weed eater i was walking down the hill, and he stopped making a racket and smiled all big and warm, then waited until i was a respectful distance away before he made a racket again it was nice :)

need her to hit me with her car then take me back to her house and tend to my wounds and bring me flowers and buy me clothes and tell me i’m so pretty and then we get married

i’ve heard a few bi friends extolling the virtues of toxic dick recently, and i’ll never truly understand bc i’m gay, but i have definitely wanted a woman to hit me with her car before so i think i kinda get it

hello bug

ohhhhhhhhhh the mega burnout hit after i fled bc i was using Work as a means to feel saaaaaaaaaaafe

sorry for both losing 15lb and blasting thru an O in a single week there’s been a lot going on lately

crashed out in front of my friends 3 times yesterday but i am safe and loved here so it’s okay :)

it might be time for another Big Tattoo, i’m afraid

in retrospect, weaponizing our kids against me to try and halt my transition wasn’t very girliepop of u honey

like, was i a pain in the ass after i started injections? idk probably! u know, on account of reprogramming my endocrine system in an extremely hostile environment

a couple weeks after i started injections she said “the kids and i hate who this stuff is turning u into” i kept trying to make it work for almost three more years unsmart lady

thankfully i am Quite Done dealing with this😇

literally me tho

very little of what happened between coming out and fleeing the country was normal. hm u ever come to a conclusion and feel like u got hit by a bus

did u know? it’s actually not normal to escape months of misgendering and deadnaming by moving into the basement behind the laundry room

might start processing some shit on the TL hope that’s okay sorry for making it about me love u x

i managed to stay in the closet for 30 years, so it’s not too surprising i also convinced myself a rlly quite abusive dynamic was normal and fixable

can’t believe i’m out here in my 40s like “wow did u know having sex can be fun and chill instead of weird and triggering?” what have they done to us

oh my god it happened again

i totally forgot about my hrt anniversary but my friend got me a cake so it’s cool

guess who celebrated 1 week being newly single with incredible lesbian sex. ME (helly)

not much of a hornyposter but what if a woman with a cute and modestly sized strap railed me into subspace. and maybe the strap has bunnies or kitties or stars on it idk

it’s not “designer pussy” btw it’s fucking healthcare

wait are u telling me the clinton campaign staffer who crashed out defending taylor lorenz said something stupid and harmful about transsexuals

the divorcification of helly

u can’t be talking like that, cis baby

what if we got blazed on the free use beach bench

hello nova :3

i should call her

liquid glass is cool actually :(

big day for lichen heads

forest sprites working overtime on the trail by my house

They could reduce grocery prices by removing the regulations restricting robbing the supermarket

signed up for sapphic line dancing classes, feels like i just crossed some sort of threshold

stupid slug man

went to meet a friend at da bar and walked into the wrong bar and ordered a beer

the annual burial single is, once again, fire