Oh yeah, I graduated university a few months ago. I don’t feel accomplished at all :)

“junkorexic july” “ana august” “starving september” man idgaf just get this fat OFF OF ME

Sorry for being gone so long chat, Bluesky logged me out lol #caterpillarsky

Haven’t been on much because the state of the world seems to be a never ending nightmare. Frankly, I feel like this is one of the only places left I can share my thoughts EDs seem to be pushed out of every group they’ve made a community in. No one in my “real life” gets it, and they don’t want to.

Anyone else feeling impending doom and ED habits are the only things keeping you sane right now? Because I feel like I’m about to have a stroke. I can’t believe this timeline is real.

I would post my true ED thoughts if I wasn’t scared someone would call me pro or something. My perception of my body is messed up big time and Twitter has traumatized me

Guys I’ve been out of commission since Christmas because I caught a nasty virus of some kind. Like I literally spent all of last night shivering and coughing, my skin feels like it’s on fire. Save me 😭

ITS CHRISTMAS EVE LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOO

Biiiiingo. Though I’m mostly certain it really started because of stress in general

I love vegetable soup night because it feels like SO much food for so little calories

Hello everyone, my college semester has finally ended and I can get back to posting about being totally 100% normal and not weird with food at all (trust me)

MY FRIDGE AND FREEZER ARW BOTH BROKE THIS TIME WHAT IS MY LIFE

i hate men w tiny waists because that should be ME.

Can’t wait for this semester to be over so I can focus on my eating disorder 🥴 I haven’t been able to buy my safe foods in so long

I’m gonna have a mental breakdown from college lol (I went walking down the street in below freezing weather to feel something other than the pain in my chest from an anxiety attack)

Can’t find the post with these but uhhhhh here’s my #edsky card!

A salute to everyone dealing with Thanksgiving dinner and families today 🫡 it’s rough out there!

This is about to be the worst Thanksgiving ever. If one single person comments on my body I’m going to buy an Uber home which would be extremely expensive since it’s so far, but I literally do not care.

Left for like a day and now have 200+ followers 🫣 welcome everyone! Happy to have you while I post about my silly little eating disorder 😅

My favorite calorie/weight loss calculator’s webpage is down and I’m lowkey freaking out

Another day of two coffees. Is it good for me? No. Is it easier than eating? Yes!

Was going to visit my family this Thanksgiving but I got some news about them that makes me really just not want to go. Like I really, REALLY do not feel like going anymore… but I’m not going for Christmas so I feel like I have to? But I don’t want to suffer for an entire week… I don’t know :(

My dear #caterpillarsky followers, I recommend this blocklist. There are now users targeting individuals like us and the LGBT+ community with harassment (when I posted about it earlier a bunch of these accounts liked my post)! bsky.app/profile/did:...

Can’t figure out what to do for lunch… do I drive or do I sit here and stare at the wall? Tough choice.

Be careful when subscribing to blocklists btw. Some people are starting to use them to trick others into blocking things like LGBT+ people under the guise of them being harmful. Blocklists are great, but they can still be used for harassment. Sample of what I mean (names censored for privacy):

Do I have a big test tomorrow at 8am? Yes. Am I studying for it? No. Will I? Probably not. Will I do good? Def not, I studied hard for the last one and it didn’t help. This class is so hard that, despite being required for everyone in the college, most people barely pass it. Barely, if not fail it 🥴

If you don’t have anything explicitly #caterpillarsky (or related) in your bio/intro/recent posts I probably won’t follow you back just because I don’t want to end up on “normie” Bluesky. A looot of people are extremely hostile to ED groups and I don’t want to make it easier for them to find us 🫶🏻🦋

‘TIS THE SEASON ‼️‼️ zero calorie soda my beloved 🥹🫶🏻

Due to influx of new people I’m reposting my intro for #edsky, #caterpillarsky, and #edtwt for people to find me 💜

having an ed and having friends is so hard why do u guys just always wanna eat bro

Lunch for 365 calories! Yogurt, sandwich, zero sugar soda, and baked chips.

How many calories do we think bowling burns? 🤔

Good morning everyone. My fridge is finally FIXED so I can actually buy FOOD now. It’s been months 😭

Went on Twitter for 5 minutes and regretted it. Holy shit it’s so bad now. It was bad before but it’s so much worse

Single serving bowl of mac and cheese for lunch 🍝

I want to cry. They put my bf on a 6am Black Friday shift when he was supposed to have that day off; instead he has Monday. Now he can’t come to Thanksgiving dinner for the third year in a row with me. I don’t even want to go now, even tho this is the only time I get to see that side of my family.

I’ll eat almost anything if it’s in my calorie limit but some things I’m scared to even look at

Terrible picture but yesterday was so cold #caterpillarsky. Minestrone soup from the stove to the rescue (170 cal) 🥹

I can’t wait to delete my Facebook account. I can’t do it yet because I rely on it for some school projects and talking to people, but I have so many people I never want to hear from again.

If it even helps one person, I'm sharing it.

Well… guess I’m not eating today. I don’t think I could if I wanted to. “With fear for our democracy, I dissent.” -Justice Sonia Sotomayor

I’m supposed to get up at 7am for a law class. I know he’s going to talk about it, and I don’t want to fucking hear it. I don’t. No matter what he or anyone else says I don’t want to hear about it. I don’t want to go but there’s a quiz and he doesn’t do redos. I hate it here. I hope I don’t wake up.

I am on the constant verge of a panic attack. I cannot breathe. I feel sick. I’ve cried three times today. I want to wake up from this nightmare

A food meme for #edsky and #caterpillarsky that I got from Reddit lol (Blank copy in the replies)

I want to post more about my #caterpillarsky thoughts/troubles/daily eating but everyone keeps getting their accounts taken down and I’m scared 🥲 it’s been so nice to have a community again and if it’s taken away from me I will spiral more than I am rn. This holiday season is rough for me already.

Being able to do whatever I want in life sucks sometimes. The choices are paralyzing. I need a nap, I don’t wanna do this anymore.