I need my new gastroparesis meds to come in ASAP this is heinous bleugggghhhhhhhh

Turns out my lacking a gag reflex my whole life has been a symptom and not just a funny little parlor trick, bummer

I move like one of those wobbly cats. Shaking around the house looking for my wateerrrrr

Today is a flare day ooughhghh,,.. every bad day i have makes me want a gf i can cuddle up to and feel safe by

Feels crazy that even now ive gotten confirmation of how bad the situation with my health is my mom has the nerve to say “You need to have self control” when i try to. Eat. Like okay girl ill just go back to starving myself again say less maybe then you’ll take me seriously and LAY OFF!!

Should i make her gf a Sea Urchin or a Manowar QUICK

Mandi the Mandarin Fish!!! She likes raving with her gf who i will draw next :3

Drawing fat fish fursonas is so healing idgaf i love the fat fishes out there

They’re turning me into a robot soon! (72hr EEG bc i keep having seizures as i fall asleep)

Questioning if im maybe poly bc the idea of having two girlfriends makes me so happy which is crazy bc i cant even find ONE girlfriend im gonna Plath myself

Want…. Girlfriend……… . . Someone be the Scarlet to my Vodka… .

Getting my mom into anime slowly but surely She Shall Learn To Fujo

Oh yall are in for a TREAT when Halloween comes im gonna be a Gyaru Vampire and my outfit already EATS!!! Im so excited i might even draw the vision so yall can get excited too

My mom mentioned yesterday that she wanted spicy tom ka to clear up her cold so i went to the local market and got soup base and chili oil and lemons bc she likes very lemony tom ka i love taking care of my familyyyyyyy !!!!!!

Reply with ur fursona i need a reason to touch my drawing tablet

Oh the downhill slope is steep this time huh

I want love so badly but the burden of loving me would be cruel to inflict on someone else so i guess ill just jerk off and die a loser, as is my allotment in life ig

Not allowed to read fanfics bc it just makes me feel miserable and unlovable fuck my dumb chud life

I can finally post this!! A gift for my friend’s bday of her and her boyfriend in her favorite ghibli frame! All done by hand bc AI is for cowards

Drew my lovely friend @wiquent.bsky.social ‘s sona Cas!!! Had lots of fun so i think i shall draw my sona next :3

I want to draw more but i cant be awake for more than a couple hours without horrible migranes so uhhhhh if anyone has quick sketches they wanna see lmk and i will try!!

Unemployed FFXVI arc incoming

Oguri Cap in my style for a friend! Kinda getting into these silly horse girls #umamusume #ogiricap

You have to treat a woman like a car or something

First art since i got sick!!! Melina from Elden Ring for my friend’s sibling’s birthday :3

Old drawings of my favorite couple from food fantasy <3333 anyways i re-designed black tea to have a more practical outfit (since shes an assassin) and gave milk some more meat and a cuter dress :3

For my 24th bday i get phenomena yayyyyy (HOW?????)

FINALLY finished this piece for pride!!!!! If anyone wants other flag themes I can make them but RAAAAAAHHHH lesbian flag tiger

Airbuds is a funny app bc i just got a text from my irl asking me if im okay bc ive been listening to No Surprises by Radiohead on repeat for two hours and apparently she was monitoring me(Im fine i just really like the bell sounds)

For some reason or another dogs are always inclined to listen to me when i give orders (my dog only walks well with me and ive never met a dog who wouldnt heel when i asked). Anyways if any dog-girls need instructions lmk apparently i have great commanding presence!

Woke (my psychiatrist) wants to silence me (taper me off diazapam) and im losing the war (my autism and ocd have never been more visible i mean good lord)

Might just have to spend the $7

Hooking a whole polycule’s worth of butches with this one lads

My mom just took a video of me eating gelato and i should really use that as a demonstration of skill for the lesbian dating apps bc i was Getting In That Shit. Tongue piercing being used as a Tool i tell ya.

Why tf does my bank insist on using the most cryptic free-form classical music for hold time. Im just trying to unlock my card and they have me listening to a violin in the most ungodly time signature ive ever heard

Finished my first client tattoo today!! The Boulder Bear from UCSD!!! It took me a couple hours but the store was so unbearable hot it felt like days

I believe in t4t caitvi (Cait reminds me of every tgirl ive ever dated and Vi is just like me fr) i have to draw them. I have to i have to i have to I HAVE TO!!!!

Head hurt, took a migraine pill. Stomach hurt, ate a banana, stomach hurt more. Took a stomach pill, made my head hurt AGAIN bc i had to stand up to grab the meds. I am Sisyphus, and my body is my boulder.

Today’s work :3 i love tattooing i just need to figure out whats wrong with my brain so i stop getting migraines three times a day!!!

Listen i know they caused addiction problems but dude COME ON!!! The drugs we have rn are also JUST as addictive but arent as fun i think we’re doing it wrong

Oh my LORD the gut pain today is crazy but i came up with a banger shirt idea yall lmk how we’re feeling (The horse is gonna be a zebra :3)

good morning everyone!! happy friday

Finished the sketch of all the legendary jokers for Merryment-May (making shit up bc i love clowns!!!! 😀😀😀😀😀)

Starting a betting pool for the results of my upcoming upper and lower endoscopy, winner gets buried in my tomb upon my demise :)

Sphynx

Made a quick sketch 👍👍👍 #mlp #art #Drawing

Cheese Sandwich 🥪🧀 #art #procreate #sketch #mlp #mylittlepony #cheesesandwich

Request from tumblr! #homestuck #art #fanart #gamzeemakara #nepetaleijon

Smoking that Higgs Boson pack the way yall cant quantify my spin

Freebird playing while my younger brother massacres my mom on mother’s day (in monopoly) feminism lost today boys