I need to get actual tattoos

This is my first winter in a place of like, situational stability and Jesus fucking Christ without crisis endorphin bandaids keeping my head above water my fatigue is unmanageable some days. It’s 3:30 and I’m so exhausted I can barely think let alone do anything I meant to do today. Fuck.

the thing that drives me insane about genAI/chatgpt bullshit is that brother, the process IS the work IS the entire thing. no artist comes to art for the final result. the final result is inextricable from the fucking labor that came into making it

“Sometimes you have to wear the costume before it becomes the clothes” is one of those lines that’s gonna live in my brain forever.

I've noticed some people online operate under the belief that one must continuously suffer in order to be considered valid. Improvement, healing and positivity is seen as a negative trait; You get labeled as over-privileged or vapid, your past struggles and traumas dismissed entirely.

went to this section of the bookstore and all of the books were about you?

Back up/pirate any queer Netflix content that hasn't ever been released physically (Nimona, Umbrella Academy, Sense8, etc...) before it poofs out of existence.

I’m gonna be honest I miss Utah soda shops 😔😅

I love that a clip of my absolute worst PTSD trigger was just randomly on screen in this “movies you missed” type YouTube video when I looked up :/

Playing splatoon the way god herself intended: high as fuck and blasting the faggiest tranny pop I can find

I’m really glad I got to see the rerelease of Shin Godzilla in theaters. Seeing *that* scene in a theater was incredible

I don’t think I’m ever going to post more than a smattering of my movie thoughts bc I don’t wanna get movie nerds from discover in my replies 😂

It’s probably gonna be a soulless cash grab but PODRACING IS BACK BAY BEEEEE LETS FUCKING GO REAL FAST AND REAL LEFT IN SPAAAAAACE

It turns out that basing my style goals on a what I think looks cool, but not necessarily what *feels* like me was kinda doomed from the start. But it was a good way to stumble into what feels like me!

I Have reached the Fantasyland Bullshit Go! mini arc

Angel is a bizarre fucking show

It’s weird being out of living years of nonstop crises, that I had to be the rock in and into stability long enough to feel my brain hard shift out of overgrown traumatized teenager mode

Actually I think anyone who tries to restrict the bounds of how anyone expresses themselves is a boring myopic dipshit 🤷🏻‍♀️

Actually 9-11 was a botched Taco Bell marketing stunt.

These things literally drop loot lol they're are BEGGING to be destroyed Moreover, ICE must be destroyed

some significant part of this is just catch-all fear for “this is not the child I ordered” I think

Gotta do my multiple times a day ritual of shifting the vertebrae in my neck back into alignment

without downloading any new pics what’s it like dating you

It’s weird having a cat who actually likes me and enjoys being around me and cares about me. Every cat I’ve lived with we didn’t have that kind of bond, the closest was my poor demon boy who died of dumbass but he was too busy being an evil bastard at us (I miss him every day)

Sometimes your past follows you in the form of a haircut. #art #pinup #necromunda #warhammer

I need some leather opera gloves, probably with lace trim.

This is your occasional reminder that, if you like Neil Gaiman's stuff, but can't bring yourself to like it anymore for justifiable reasons, Tanith Lee is the author he is credibly accused of extensively cribbing from, and her work is on Audible, and AMAZING.

I really should be a weird pervert goth freak living in some old castle or once dilapidated country manor with my girls, creating rumor in the local towns.

He’s at the urgent bell He’s got that urgent smell

another one

I forgot just how *fun* splatoon is

Skilled and/or passionate application of violence, and no hesitation in doing so is one of the traits I find the most attractive in a woman.

A year ago I was sitting in the shattered ruin of a life that had been slowly killing me physically and emotionally, counting the hours til @furry-garbage.bsky.social came to get me. I couldn’t imagine in a year I’d be unthinkably happy, vibing to goth music and flitting around making our breakfast💜

Idgaf if it’s corny of me The Light Behind Your Eyes is a song that I’m always gonna feel in my ribs

I really need to get a dedicated audio player and just load music onto it

piracy discourse is so exhausting and passe, but i will observe that every truly great collector of physical media I know has a big harddrive of pirated books and movies. you literally cannot have one without the other

Ten years lol

2 WrOngs DoNt MaKe a RiGhT" I’m not trying to make a right, I’m trying to make a point.

Giving my pet head scritches with my claws while she rolls me a blunt

I have not been on my normal HRT setup for ~8 months and I basically no longer have good credit in just trying to scrape through this. I hate that I'm still doing this and I'm probably going to add a goal for December but just... anything helps. Fingers very crossed about this week's job apps.

I need more shawls and wraps and scarves, they’re quickly becoming a staple of how I want to dress.

I love movies that feel like parables, tall tales, etc.

My girls like this look so everyone gets to see it too now 💜

You might not think you needed to see Kate Bush dressed as a bat today, but you were wrong.

when all of this is over if it is ever over and i look back (if i live) i will be satisfied that i did all i could

all of the kindest trans women you know have near-mythical status as evil transmedicalist mean girls in someone's eyes