Hi harmonies! Sorry for the stream announcement being deleted. I realized I'm really not in the right place to stream, even if I want to. I'm doing okay, but I need to take care of myself first! I hope I see you all soon.

Good afternoon, harmonies~! Had med adjustments from my psychiatrist yesterday. I am hoping this helps! Making lots of life changes to stabilize. Today I had therapy, I got food from their food pantry also! 🙏 It went well, being without my SNAP sucks. Take meds, brush teeth, and take care!

I don't think I've come across a poem that taps into my ethos when it comes to navigating queer community within the context of a hostile world as much as "We Have Enough Dead Friends" by Lena Oleanderson. I strive to make my home a sanctuary where other faggots feel safe and cared for.

Playing Okami for the first time at 5pm EST! Aka, about 46 minutes from posting! Let's be doggo. :) I don't know what to expect, but I look forward to trying something new with you all! I've missed streaming! 🐕 twitch.tv/dozystudioz #Vtuber #Vsky

I know a lot of folks are struggling to purchase food and will be unable to get any holiday gifts this year. if you or someone you know is in that boat, please fill out this form to get one of my old sticker designs sent to you this holiday season! 🌲💗 forms.gle/K3iyAMQLMTd3...

important reminder: food banks usually prefer money to direct food donations because they can buy at discounted rates check with your local food bank to be sure but now is the time to help out

cheek puff sneak peak #envtuber #clown

As is, I'm currently fighting every day just to stay alive and healthy. It sounds dramatic, but is true. I've had a major loss of appetite, difficulty eating and sleeping, and recurring nightmares. Thoughts of self harm, suicidal ideation... I hope it eases up and to stream more than anything.

Hello harmonies! I am, indeed, still alive. Trust me when I say I think of streaming daily. I really do. I am hoping and praying I can stream soon, but this has been a very bad month for me mental health wise. My seasonal affective disorder is no joke. I'm working to fix my sleep schedule!

Hot Eldritch demons, LIVE in your walls! Squeak is the most adorable monster you'll ever see. 🖤❤️ Happy to finally share a showcase of this beautiful model! 🎨 Art: @cyberpyunk ⚙️ Rig: @AlyceKnidd 🎵 @itscoffeerun

Happy birthday 🎉🎈🎊🎁 To my loving hubby who does so much and deserves way more than he thinks he does 💝 @copricoma.bsky.social

Hear we go I'll start! I'm Beaux, I like the color blue a normal amount 💙 and I don't believe in style consistency ꒰ঌ(っ˘꒳˘ｃ)‪໒꒱

I really, sincerely am sorry for my inactivity. I truly meant to to return to streaming last month but life has gotten into the way more than expected. The move has been harder than anticipated to adjust to and I'm trying to significantly change my lifestyle too. It's a difficult thing!

EXAMPLE WORK - GodGame Fan Expansion I made these for my own fan expansion of the card game GodGame: Thrillhouse Edition, made by SocksBX, rox300, Phi and others. I've got a lot of practice at replicating the styles used by other projects - if that's what you're looking for, maybe I can help you?

EXAMPLE WORK - Fashion Shoes These shoes were modelled based on a sketch and discussion, and then 3D printed for a fashion student's degree project. I wouldn't suggest wearing 3D printed shoes for everyday use as they aren't super practical - however, they look excellent on the catwalk

going live now come see the horse youtube.com/live/g6pyKCq...

The boiler in my house has broken and needs urgent replacement. Not unexpected, given that it was literally older than me, but this will cost £4975 and I cannot afford the whole amount myself. Please commission me or donate if you're able. ko-fi.com/penrost776/g...

Hello, harmonies! Working on getting my sleep schedule back to normal. Should help with streaming & mental health. Had a med adjustment, which may help or delay. Using my SAD light therapy. Take care! Doing my best to return as soon as I can.

Good morning again, harmonies! Well, it's 5pm, but... I slept in a lot today. Going to be hanging out with a friend later and want to make sure I have the energy! And went to bed late, lol. Remember to drink water, take meds, and brush your teeth!

Just finished another #VGenComm! This time it is a watercolor art piece for @dizzystargazers.bsky.social , thank you for your commission! 💜 (Sorry for the reupload!) #VSky #Art #VGen #VirtualPalette

Good morning, harmonies! Sorry for going AFK for so long. The past week or so was really grueling and my therapist is also off this week. So I was pretty exhausted. I should be rejuvenated and ready to stream soon enough! I miss it already. I keep thinking of stream ideas.

I diiiid it!! ˙˚𓆩(*´▽`*)𓆪 ˚˙ Finally got the time to make a showcase for my Petra png~ Excited to add this style back into my arsenal, toontuber is now an option in my png comms on VGen <3 ☆ミ #vsky #vartist #pngtuber #vgen #commission ☆彡

My best seller this weekend was most definitely my traditional comms. I finished 12 during con and have at least 8 to work on this week! So many thank you's to every commissioner ଘ(੭ˊ꒳​ˋ)੭✧｡･ﾟ I only offer these at cons so every single one is super special and made with lots of love ☆ミ

Random inspiration for an #adopt Wildly proud lol if anyone wants them just lmk I’ll clean up and post on my vgen when I can

Good afternoon, harmonies! A tiring day... Therapy, as usual. It went well. Remember to drink water, take your meds, and brush your teeth. Take care.

Good morning, harmonies! I need to turn down the BGM in my just chatting, correct my follower alerts to "harmonies"... And figure out how to make it so my newest subscription updates. If anyone can talk me through the last, I'd appreciate it. Remember to drink water, take meds, brush teeth!

A precious friend of mine is playing SilkSong. Do consider giving her stream a look! She is very funny and cute with a lovely relaxing voice. She does not have a Bluesky hence me promo-ing her. www.twitch.tv/adamantinech...

Thank you all so, so much for the absolutely insane turnout and support. As usual, I'm dealing with serious post stream fatigue... So I don't have the words to express how much it means to me. I was truly afraid of going live to 0 viewers. I had so much fun.

A slight warning in regard to my upcoming stream is that I will not be masking my DID/OSDD (unsure of which at this time) in hopes it makes it more sustainable for me. At least, I'll try, haha! Thank you all for your support.

It has been a long time since I've streamed! I hope to see you all at 4pm EST for some relaxing time in Animal Crossing! Admittedly, a bit scary to return, but I miss you all! 🍂 www.twitch.tv/dozystudioz #Vsky #Vtuber #Twitch

Hello, harmonies! I'm really, truly sorry for the radio silence. I've been going through a lot mentally. I am doing my best to balance my life and focus on myself! Sadly, this means I've not been streaming as much as I want. I do hope to change this soon. Brush your teeth, drink water, take meds!

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i wish i could make more memories with you

Changes to international shipping have left me shouldering a LOT of fees - so I'm opening commissions for the time being. If anything you see here looks like something you'd like, get in touch here or on Discord (penrost)! Alternately, if you just want to lend a hand: ko-fi.com/penrost776

Hey harmonies! It's been a while. Life has been busy and I've been trying to focus on my physical and mental health. I've been doing a lot more exercise, which has been great for me but leaves me veeery tired. I should come back soon! I think I'm adjusting. I'll see you tomorrow! Goodnight!

Hey harmonies! It's been a while. Life has been busy and I've been trying to focus on my physical and mental health. I've been doing a lot more exercise, which has been great for me but leaves me veeery tired. I should come back soon! I think I'm adjusting. I'll see you tomorrow! Goodnight!

Hey harmonies! Sorry for the uh, almost week-long silence. I've honestly just been struggling with my life situation. I've had to prioritize self-care and sanity. Though it's funny that it looks like the Vshojo and Ironmouse situation just killed me for a week. Take meds, brush teeth, etc!

Please show some support for Bibi! I grabbed the strawberry & bats design <3 If you're in need of a cane upgrade, I can vouch that her products are very high quality and super cute!! Fashionable mobility aids can really boost self-esteem and help normalize their use in society!

I don't have much original to say about what has happened with Vshojo - but I am mortified and very sorry for everyone involved.

Ironmouse is a huge inspiration to me as a disabled person. I hope that she finds a lot of success as an indie. Vshojo took advantage of nearly all of their streamers as far as I've seen. They really failed them & I'm glad the talents stood in solidarity. I'm sad this happened to anyone.

I'm sure this is no surprise, but the situation Ironmouse had gone through is absolutely heartbreaking. I respected Vshojo a lot, and it really reminded me that none of these corporations are perfect. But Ironmouse was not in the wrong, was taken advantage of, and I am mortified.

I'm really a bit bummed this week didn't work out well for streaming. I was looking forward to it, so I apologize. This weekend I will be heading out to spend time with family & will be AFK. I hope to recharge & have a great time with my return next week!

Hello harmonies! I'm sorry. It is already Wednesday with no schedule release. I really did intend to get it out, but life has been incredibly hectic and I've not had a moment to breathe. I will stream Star Stable at 2pm EDT tomorrow, as usual! Remember to drink water, take meds, and brush teef!

Hey, So if you've been watching me at all recently you'll know I've been getting viewbotted and it's not been resolved for months. If anyone has any idea how to actually contact twitch directly or can repost this or is a partnered streamer with some direct line; I'd really appreciate it.

I'm really glad I've never had a chat that has felt it appropriate to bully me when I've been vulnerable. They bully me other times, but it's always harmless fun. Making me pet a horse in game ~30 times, for example. I am very grateful for my community. Thank you for being respectful!

A further example of why the Bully The Streamer mindset needs to go die in a fucking ditch. If you think that trying to have some "banter" with a streamer being open and raw about their emotions is all in good fun, then you're socially maladjusted as fuck.

Good morning, Bluesky! I keep reusing this joke about my current Terraria efforts because it just amuses me so, so much. Anyway, I'm live now! twitch.tv/lampdevil

If we could get to at least 50% I’d be much better off than I am currently

Good morning harmonies! I'm... So tired. It has been a BUSY week. My schedule may not get out until Monday depending, but I never stream on Mon anyways. Huge family gathering that was just exhausting yesterday among others. Take care! Remember to drink water, take your meds, and brush your teeth.