Cosplaying a renaissance painting with @bexlaw.bsky.social ✨ 📸: Cal.bodies

I have a job interview on Friday.

Finally getting back to my pile of dms and am I crazy or is it insensitive to reach out about my mom passing in order to get work? My mother doesn't have any money. If you're not into a trade fucking tell me.

I literally cannot sleep more than 3 hours now and after a weekend in the sun and me forgetting allergy meds, I'm up with an allergy attack and I'm crying. Can't wait to start clearing mom's things from her place so I can cry more in a few hours.

So much disrespect from a show runner I've kittened for at least 5 times now. Fuck them. Really over all this goddamn drama and how people treat stage staff.

Happy pride weekend! I'm going to be in my best friends act and I'm so nervous.

I've been revamping masks I had gotten that were only a few bucks and I just remembered I have a kitten mask I could have done for this weekend. 😵‍💫

I lost my mother last night. And the strange thing about all of this....? My ig story got over 200 views. My usual count if I'm not posting anything 'problematic' is maybe 120. Usually it's under 80 views.

you fucked around and now the Episcopalians are doing memes. are you happy now. are you

This week's line up. Shibari night tonight with costumes.😈 Thursday Rocky Horror night at Euphoria. I have mickey ears for this but not a full Columbia costume. Then all weekend I'm kittening at Pride and I'm beyond thrilled to be a part of my best friends act. 🎈🪡🕯

Los Angeles County voted to declare a state of emergency in response to federal ICE raids. Normally reserved for natural disasters, the declaration allows the county to mobilize resources and offer assistance to residents impacted by the raids.

Got out of the shower and found my dog eating her feet. They're raw and it's a reason why we haven't done long walks in a few days. Then I noticed she also was able to scratch her ear until it bled. On top of all that, we don't have the forms to do POA for my ill mom.

I wasted all my goddamn time applying and waiting for an interview at a grocery store. And the hiring manager gaslit me into thinking they're not hiring at all, when in fact multiple employees told me what they did need when I was in store. I guess I'm glad I never got out of bed this morning.

return to halloweentown is not canon.... that's not my marnie!! #halloweentown

Beyond in love with how this shot came out!!!! I can’t recommend @marcmanchester.bsky.social enough!!!!

My interview is today and according to the weather dude it's going to be shitting at the time I need to leave. Fuckme

Cry havoc and let slip the frogs of war. -Nora Reed #Portland #Frogs #Antifa #AntiFascistFrog #FrogBrigade

Do I have time to hand sew a tulip skirt for pride weekend in a week? I'm going to be stage kitten for the adult tent 😻

Guys my AAA24 quarterly zine shipped out today and I'm really hoping I win that car. Imagine how silly that would be. *I cannot drive

Kinda wanna paint in the rain later.

Gotta love job application questions. I just answered yes to the same version of can you work under stressful situations about 3 dozen times.

Wish me luck I'm going to beg for a job across the street and we're due for another wild rain storm. I'm walking. Lolol

Last year I was too sick for Halloween content... and boy oh boy will I be making up for it this year 😏 🎃

Feeling like Damon and I'm about to shut all emotions off once again so I can get to mf work.

Y'all wish me luck. Mom gets to go home today but she's being rude and crazy about it. I don't feel good and my stress is going to be through the roof now that mom's back home unsupervised and back to her old habits.

Selling original nipple art made by yours truly on my ig! Normally they're priced but I'm desperately trying to avoid bills going to collection and having power and phones turned off. So all things posted are best offer. Ps please cover shipping I'm truly about to bust open my 🐷 bank for pennies.

Really love my goofy himbo boyfriend so much. Lost track of how many times I squirted and made him cum on my feet. Finished with an intense orgasm and kisses and a puddle cuddle. Happy full moon babes.

Cold fall mornings are peak living.

I foolishly joked about moving the entire apartment around so that way our bedroom was in the front room, and we would each get a stream room. He thinks it's brilliant and now we might move everything in the next few months. Just can't move the couch, so our room would have a cuck chair AND couch.

Ok so yesterday wasn't so bad. Started off rocky but we made time to finish a bj video edit. My allergies had me sneezing truly all day. Visited mom, we helped our best friends with a flat tire, then headed to the train park for birthday boy. I adpoted/ rescued a labubu.

Literally have so much to do today and not only do I not have coffee, but I forgot the weed as I was running out the door. Please fucking kill me.

I'm fully obsessed with Silent Hill rn. Watched gamers play it and damn there's so much lore. Good job Konami on such a stunning game!

I just need to go to the beach. I used to go almost every year and each time I wasn't fucking happy because of the people I was with. Now I just want to go and pack a picnic. Find shells. Smoke a joint. Drink good things. I don't need anything besides my throw rug and a bag of snacks.

October be gentle and kind to me bc i need a break.

Really wish I could get a refill for a discount at my local coffee spot.

SO to my neighbor/ ghoul friend for the bath salts and muscle relaxers. Tonight is my only hope for a good bath before they repair the pipes tomorrow

Lol mom had one session of PT and they said she's going home tomorrow. 🫠 Excuse me I kinda don't trust any of this.

My partner would be the one to show a silly tiddy pic to another, not knowing they were mine. He now owes me 5$

Literally can't relax. Every time I check my phone it feels like I'm expecting the collapse of society, or the world ending. Or losing my mom. How do I not become so absorbed into it all? Where's my break so I can job hunt endlessly again?

Pryed open at the dentist #gaykink #gaysub #gayfetish #gag #ftm #ftmporn

Mom was moved into a post acute care facility and we're looking at what the next steps look like in terms of living arrangements. I'm going to be a bitch and say full stop, mom isn't moving in with us. Our shit apt isn't going to be the answer to this.

My partner saw a lotto ticket that said 3 tacos. I said oh that's an all girl orgy. The guy ahead of us was disgusted & said that wouldn't be a good time. Ok player let's pull up your pornhub history & let me trip you on your way out. Better yet, let's have an all male orgy called 3 weiners.

I'll be dreaming of the cafeteria chicken pozole for the rest of my life.

Really hate being the only child, last of her bloodline, any other blood family is blocked online kinda caretaker. I've been crying all morning. Mom's doing good but she can't stand and walk around, yet. I can't find a rehab center and she's "due" to check out at any moment.

The nightmare doesn't stop

He said hold up. 2 week old bruise from Perversion

Call me crazy but I wanna go out tonight. 🥲 I need a mf break and a bath and a sugar daddy.

When both my mom and dog need me and I haven't caught up on emails for a lead on jobs. I'm gonna have a good cry tonight.

Ready for the Rapture tomorrow I suppose 😆🙄 Me & my favorite demon, @octavekitten.bsky.social 📸: @filmzlut (on ig)

So rapture is supposedly tomorrow and I've been spiraling all weekend. But I'll never shrink myself down for them. They can choke.