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At youngest’s swim lessons and one of the lifeguards looks like a young CJ and just like that the #CJizzy virus is no longer dormant. Must write this…

I logged in specifically to share this:

youtu.be/RB_hPOaojLQ?... One of my favorite bands as a teenager/young adult comes out with the first new album in 18ish years and has single-handedly broken through my depression-induced music avoidance. My current #Edizzy -coded dopamine listen:

You do not have to be good. You do not have to walk on your knees for a hundred miles through the desert repenting. You only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves. Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine. -Wild Geese, by Mary Oliver

Someday I will be able to regulate my nervous system around my mother but today is not that day. I love her, for the record, it is just always such a struggle to parent my kids around her. 🙃

I’ve seen it so many times but the “I remember everyone that leaves” line in Lilo & Stitch has never failed to make me cry.

I, for one, am rooting for the hippos.

VERY COOL PERSON: It's four-twenty, you know what that means? ME: Hell yeah! [starts shoving blackbirds into a pie]

Rhys looked good as hell last night and unhinged as ever. No pics to share but 10/10 show.

Rhys tonight!! 😎🥳

the depressed and abandoned babygirls club 🥺

Seeing Rhys in Boston on Sunday!!😎

Loving that depressed rat’s apparent choice of lifestyle after the end of S2 #GoodOmensS3

Me: I feel better on this new med and I’m gonna start doing things I enjoy! Discontinuation-worthy side-effects 3 weeks in: The lie detector determined THAT was a lie!

Manifesting… gonna work on my guns 💪 #CalicoJack

:))) #OFMD #OFMDMemes

A slightly younger and relaxed Jack in his natural habitat: whips and cannons Love that rascal 😌❤️ Thanks SO much to the lovely @starswallow.bsky.social for commissioning her man to meee 🥹💕🫂 #OFMD #ofmdfanart #calicojack #calicojackofmd

anything goes at sea

Throwing this one into the wind to see it if I can get back into the swing of writing… #CJizzy where Jack puts on some weight but Izzy secretly loves it because his tummy is the perfect shape and size to rub his own cock into while he rides Jack on the sofa.

My purring lapwarmer

Pictured: me clawing my way out of my very long depressive episode with the help of spring and a new med

Ed, Jack, and Izzy clearing out the captain’s cabin after the mutiny. #Hornygold

In happy news- more foster voids incoming today 💗

Staying light out later… maybe I’ll be a person again soon and participate in activities I enjoy. Like talking to all you fine folks about smut and angst.

The second I saw this scene I knew I had to draw it. It's Ilya simultaneously at his most meow meow AND peak little shit... Both of which are my favourite things. #heatedrivalry #hollanov #ilyarosanov

It said Share You’re Going so I am sharing. I tried with the emojis. Pretend the goat is a chupacabra. 🏴‍☠️🎭🐐

Potentially taking on a supervisory role at work… time to channel my inner Stede (stay whimsical while I’m shitting myself with anxiety).

I did it, I signed up for the reverse bang. Please clap so I don’t cry in fear. Next up: finishing my goddamn wips.

Rhys is coming to Boston in April, I have to survive the snowpocalypse at least until then…

Looking at jobs on LinkedIn and saw openings at Hitachi. Already planning my “how did you hear about us?” You think they have an option in the dropdown for “let’s not talk about it”?

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Maybe if I sign up for my first writing event my brain will kick into gear… nervous, though. 😬

Copy and paste the bunny and then put something else in his hand (\_/) ( °-° ) />🍴<\ The big boy hungers

...So, are you coming to the cottage? Hello hello hello, my heated ineffable dears! You're so NOT READY for what I'm cooking🍾✨️🔥 I'm taking slow... for very good reasons 👀✨️ #heatedrivalry #goodomens #goodomensfanart #IneffableHusbands #heatedrivalryau #spicyomens

Two nickels

All of my friends from all of my fandoms meeting at the hockey yaoi like it’s the Council of Elrond 😌

The one thing that is good about wide leg jeans coming back in style is that I can stomp around the office and feel like a powerful Clydesdale.

I want to read Game Changers but it’s out of stock in paperback and I refuse to deprive myself the gift of being able to read something out in the open for once and not have to turn my phone away from prying eyes, so I wait.

How about that hockey show huh #heatedrivalry #hockey?

Good morning canyon, what do we think #Edizzy think of Heated Rivalry?

Something something Mary catching Stede jerking it to Heated Rivalry just as she’s about to tell him she wants a divorce. #ofmd

Re: #HeatedRivalry I wished on a star and was given this show.

I finished The Bear this morning since everyone managed to sleep in and I had a moment to myself. Can I say it’s a crime that there are no Sugar/Fak fics? What the heck?? Gay Hockey is next if I can get away with it somehow…

I do think Stede should play the concertina. I believe he would enjoy it and i believe nobody else would enjoy it

#Edizzy watching Is It Cake? Holiday. Ed gets super into it. Izzy isn’t as interested but just by glancing up, is able to detect the cake every time. Ed thinks he finally has it, but the knife cuts through the first cookie jar like butter and he springs up and kicks the trash can, exclaiming “fuck!”