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there was an r18 cosplay competition and I've been trying to think of a single r18 but not literally illegal in public costume i could possibly make or wear and i literally cannot think of one

trephacard my beloved #castlevania

i bought a crop top at the con and i have no regrets but i was like, damn, i am 35, i am slowly growing closer to 40 everyday. age is so fake. my mil is always like "people in their 30s shouldn't wear things like that!" and then i go "i'm 35" and she goes "well you can pull it off" like MA'AM???

you know i used to think i was kind of a theatre kid. i am not. i an not a theatre kid. i am. not.

going to my child's play after a Sunday morning at the con and I'm like. good god im tired

managed to keep nico on for a whopping 3 hours and then punted her off and yelled I'M NEVER COSPLAYING GIRLS AGAIN THEY'RE SO UNCOMFORTABLE

cosplaying nico and opened the app on my phone to show the card and heard audible gasps

putting on a nico yazawa cosplay in 2025 feels like a liminal space

you know, i think my local con is actually not very much smaller than colossalcon, and the AA/dealers is definitely way bigger. how fascinating.

Reunited #ApothecaryDiaries #薬屋のひとりごと #shimao

made it like 6 hours in the rin wig and then died

Oh wow Morbius did that well they should put it in theatres again

finally wore a rin for the first time since The Incident! it went well

playing date everything and it's weird to me that everyone is calling it a parody of dating sims.. they said that abt dream daddy too. they're just ... comedy dating games... ?? like, would cupara make people melt down bc it's a comedy otome or does it not count bc it's japanese lmao

image taken right as someone said "3 dazai 1 chuuya is NOT an ao3 tag"

the wedding ring stays on in the dazai cosplay

people constantly hate low rise jeans but my weird pelvis means i have only ever worn low rise and will go into my grave wearing low rise and in fact regular rise becomes low on me anyway half the time

me: (puts in contacts) me: (automatically puts glasses back on) me: wait why can't i see

okay some kind of obscure rei lore is that i know how to pronounce Hawaiian and know some words/phrases bc i have Hawaiian family and it's SO funny to me when people can't figure out Hawaiian

everyday i feel like this

I'm out of bandages...??????? ????????

How do I explain to offline people that my favorite Japanese mascot said "we can only be liberated from queer oppression if we are truly seen as human" and then started wielding fireworks like a rocket launcher on the side of a mountain without sounding like I've totally lost it? Chiitan forever

i am genuinely astonished the universal answer to this is not just "also die" bc like realistically???? Nah, dude. not a single one of us would want to be alive in that. i MIGHT stick around long enough for my pets but without any vets their time is limited and idk how long I'd live without medcare

lol. lmao, even

updated an old DEADMANZ poster i did years ago for ensemble stars zine🤘 #enstars #gideoffillust #fanart

yeah i super failed that test. rip

interacting with teenagers has made me so much more comfortable saying "i don't know what that means"

instead of dropping out, i stood in the kitchen doing shots of vodka with my roommates. the true college experience

the difference between high school and college is that in high school when i cried for an hour because i didn't understand i had to just give up and contemplate ending it all but now when i cry for an hour because i don't understand things i just have to drink straight gin and take a shower

maybe i just wont go into chemistry after all

me: are you going to the con this weekend literally everyone: i forgor

i dont know why i bothered to make this for my local con but you know

i generally get off work at 3 and reg at the con opens at 3 so i guess I'm wearing dazai to work tomorrow

i compulsively apply songs I'm obsessed to to fictional characters I'm obsessed with and the playlist i loop at any given time is whatever character(s) have taken my brain hostage but sometimes there's a song i love that doesn't stick and then twenty years later i abruptly find who it's for

you can all flog me for this if you like but i have found ai to be really useful for learning some extremely specific shit bc you can just go "ok, but why" 18 times and unlike a human it doesn't get mad. anyway it's all that's keeping me sane in chemistry bc autism brain

all discourse aside, there is one machine with consciousness. it's printers. they are alive and conscious and they hate you and they'd take your arm clean off if you let them. never trust a printer.

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my three day line up for the con is dazai/maid rin tohsaka/who the fuck knows, so I'm thinking of getting a cute little Halloween bag to give people candy as rin

god i should write for shuake week...

remember this phenomenal fucking post

ordering a figure from amiami while playing the fun roulette of what will the tariffs be like in a year?? we just don't knooooow!

Commission of Ludger and Sprigatito for @poutymuffin.bsky.social! First time drawing a Pokemon, so it was a fun challenge! Thanks for letting me draw the cuties! 🥰

the secret to fandom is accepting the fact that you can view fictional characters as complex and nuanced and thoroughly enjoy the themes baked into the show AND ALSO imagine them bouncing on it crazy style in whatever way your peenor decides would look hot

went on Pinterest and it gave me this which i liked so i went to pin it and it went "do you want to add this to your DAZAI BOARD?" like... what... no

(reading bing an ben 6) i don't think... fabric works... like that...