I have to visit psychiatrist twice this month, also from my last visit the psychiatrist asked if I want to be admitted to the psychiatric ward.....I went for once this year, I need to work I can't be admitted again I need to work

sorry......I think my burnout is back but I still want to draw/paint T___T maybe I will draw lineart instead of painting while I am trying to recover

do you guys prefer the green one or the slightly purple one? I can't tell, I am feeling burnout but I want to paint

Welp guess it's time to rush my shuake zine 🫠🫠🫠🫠

very simple composition I am doing lately because I am still feeling a little burnout, but I still wanna try drawing and painting. I like to challenge myself back then but now I want to try to finish at least one painting as soon as possible

sketch vs final

In order words, hold my hand

very long trauma dumping ahead

In order words, hold my hand

I'm playing very safe on composition nowadays. I used to create composition that I feel challenges me, but for now since I am still recovering from depression and burnout, I just want to create something just to feel alive

korrasami

lately I am drinking lavender tea with peppermint to ease my anxiety but it is not making me productive with my work 😭😭😭🙃🙃🙃

temptation

temptation

Someone on my FB is a terf and supporting that terfy writer and I immediately blocked her after she said trans community is stupid You can't be queer and be hostile to one of us. Transphobic can eff off. I hope non of her vgen clients are queer supporting this terf bs

I have done a lot of paper works (mostly for my mom) after my dad's passing I don't have the energy to draw tomorrow I will need to work in the office Thank you all for your kind messages, I read them all and appreciate them a lot Goodnight

I'm back at home. I am thinking about on the day we pick up my father's bones. When I see his skull, I feel like this is very surreal, where is his skin? His body? There's nothing but just white bones and ashes. He really isn't here anymore, I hope I can meet him sooner.

"I don't know why I should give birth to a daughter like you" Great thing my mom said to me on the 5th day after my dad passed

My dad passed away this morning. I'm going to missed you so much dad. You always spoiled me, bought me a computer so I can do digital drawing, paid for my rent during college days, buy durian and I ate them all.

how to draw Akechi again???? I don't remember

hi hi sorry I was admitted to the hospital. Injected with Valium on day 1, didn't work. Injected with fluoxetine in day 2, might require monthly injection. I don't know man I just want to be normal

"tools aren't everything" true. Also if anything were to happen to my favorite pen brush and it's 2 backup duplicates I would die within the hour

Friday walked for 21 minutes to a mall to have dinner with colleagues, reached home at 11pm, Saturday woke up at 4 pm and cleaned room a little, went to friend's house for sleepover by public transport which was 1 hour and a half away, forgot to bring my medicines and didn't have a good sleep,

agent that is trying to sell my rented apartment told me she is struggling to sell it yaasssss don't sell it please don't kick me out(yet) bdkhugfhogfh

Okay I just saw a clip of The Farewell starring Awkwafina and its actually not that bad...??? Why is her acting is so over the top in Crazy Rich Asians????

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as I burn the world

#ローズの日 小さな妖精さん🌸🌷 透明水彩、アナログ絵 Little Fairy Transparent watercolor, analog painting #イラスト #kawaii #art #創作 #일러스트 #透明水彩 #一次創作

Lead : I like your illusts of Haruka and Michiru Me : should I make a zine for them? Lead :

2003 - 2025 No AI!!

Hellowww kawan kawan, I will be at CAFKL9 this weekend, my booth is C49-50. I have some prints and zines, would love to see you there~~ #cafkl9 #cafkl2025 #cafkl

描く方選んだので本でるのまた遅くなります。

New print for CAFKL!! Went to my regular printer and the product they gave me is up to expectation, pricing very reasonable too so I am glad! I am not sure if the price is because I'm a regular customer or what lol but I'm really grateful!

so tired.......

On my third cocktail and the izakaya manager gave me a dessert as a treat 🤣🤣🤣

Izakaya manager : this is our popular drink Me : ok I will have that now Izakaya manager : but you haven't finished your drinks...? Me : I can multitask

I really needed a rest so today it is just eating and gossiping, talking about art and entertainment etc. I will continue worl tomorrow 🙏

Hitori de kushiyaki

Treat myself day before I restart my deadlines

Facebook kept showing me clips from Crazy Rich Asian and I want Michelle Yeoh to lecture me about life while making dumplings I don't know how to make dumplings so she can judge me more

This is kinda mean but.....I don't want my landlady to find a new buyer for the apartment I am renting.....I'm too old to move to another place again jdjrbrbtt

old sketch

something kinda ???? today. My colleague was interested to know how do I do zines and attend events. He said he tried to do it but didn't receive the outcome he wanted. He said he invested a lot of his time and effort, but his sales are not great and wanted to give up

兎と亀 #童話シリーズ

-軍狼- #art #illustration #OC

舌切り雀 #童話シリーズ

Here's hoping I will get a decent psychiatrist to help me 🥲🥲🥲

翔泳社さまから出ている画集の新版が出ます！ カバーイラスト、着物は同じですが、スタイリングはガラッと変えました。装いを新たに。どうぞ宜しくお願い致します。 www.amazon.co.jp/dp/4798190292

in my boring colours jail

Quote with your red art 🌹