why brain sad brain want drugs drugs drugs drugs drugs kill me killy brain make me stupid make me an ignorant make me not remeber nothing make me physicotic make me not me

any moots that like sp or adventure time? eah?

wana die

hi guys didnt kms

kindness is punk rock. i shall forever stay kind

dying

got cheated on

back online, was going through it this past week

I WENT TO THE GYM

I HATE HOW I AM I HATE HOW I AM I HATE HOW I AM I HATE HOW I AM I HATE HOW I AM I HATE HOW I AM I HATE HOW I AM I HATE it i hate it

it’s so hard to act normal and be normal when i feel like dying every minute.

depression punching me in my face

someday, i will have my own place. my world won't be confined to my room. i will stumble sleepily through my house in the morning, opening the blinds. i will sit out in the backyard and look at the stars. i will go out whenever i want to. i will survive long enough to have that.

recovering is one of my top 3 fears. what do you mean i can’t pop a few on a friday night??? i cant have a couple shots?? i cant just not eat the entirety of thursday?????? its scary

people will ALWAYS use your word against you

don't treat me like a three-hour brunch friend

“junkorexic july” “ana august” “starving september” man idgaf just get this fat OFF OF ME

ykw if i hate everyone then i can’t get hurt by anyone #glitchinthematrix

cptsd is an evil bitch that needs to get put down

@vheartsv2.bsky.social my backup just in case

edsky find me

God how i wish she thinks at least some of these things about me.. to be loved the way i love

saw a girl having diet coke and plain cucumbers at lunch today. my heart aches for her.

idk what to do right now. i wish my body were pretty, i wish my waist were small and my stomach flat but just enough to be “skinny fat” i guess. want to keep my ass and bewbs.. wish my waist were down 3 inches and my stomach down 5 pounds. im so sad.

“u should gain weight” do u want to vomit when u look at me?

going to kms where did my depression and self destructive mutuals go

actually binged. kms.

i just need to lose 10lbs

i’m so sick and tired

i now remember why i never keep cereal in the house

i love my new vape

im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never e

Someone send me percs

just saw someone so fine i never wanna eat again

rt because i’ve been seeing even more of these videos without interacting. “being skinny is the outfit” “body tea!”

hi guys i’m back

nobody will understand everything i know except for me and that means im fully, and utterly, alone.

nobody understands everything about you but you and that means you are fully and utterly alone

school is going to start up soon and i’m excited for all my stem classes but also terrified i won’t know enough math to do the science!! just leave my test tubes and beakers alone :’)

i think i’m too realistic. i’ve been told it’s negative or pessimistic but it’s just real life.

@profanity.accountant curiosity killed the cat

going on tw1tter last thing at night so that I fall asleep miserable

i HATE health crap. i wish everyone could be as depressed as i am (i don’t im just mad)

watching it’s sunny in philadelphia and dennis is fasting, making me crave hunger sooooo 24h fast!!!! woohoo!!

“just be you” until the real me isn’t some perfect lil bitch that u idealize me as

i love being a girl who likes girls like ehehehehehheeh i like uuuuuu and u like meeee and we are girlssssss ehehehheb aand we are lesbiaaaannnnsss ehehhehehehe