where did my discipline gooooooo fuckkkkk

Okay i just seriously consider relapsinh every fucking day and its eating me alive

Im mad shut the fuck up

Hi guys i relapsed so im back lollll i needed to tell someone or i was going to go crazy

lately ive been seriously considering cutting myself again like ive technically been clean for a year now but those razors are calling my name

Ok taking a break from smoking too cause its making me really ugly and ashy i dont like it

well look whos back at it again

I also found something from like her freshman year about a school donation 5k and her getting promoted in rotc to staff her junior year i feel like ive accomplished wonderful things

I found my exs grandmothers obituary last night are u guys proud of me

I just want my pussy ate is that SO fucking bad

Me too!!!

Someone get ur girl on an album cover

I am sewwwwwwwww high right now

Me and mom

People are so STUPID. If u look at the girls videos from like literally 2 months back you can obviously see shes lost a significant amount of weight + shes talked ab her ed before i hate imbeciles

“Drop the workout routine” its anorexia babe hate to break it to you

Im in a bitchy mood today like you absolute BAFOON.

Miss me w this lana v ethel bs either get them in the ring or dont support the one u dont like… LANA HAS DONE WRONG AND SO HAS ETHEL!!!!!!! the difference is that ethel has spoken up, owned up, and apologized for her gross actions!!! Lana on the other hand….

Sometimes i look at guys with (probably fake and 98.9% polyester) affliction shirts on with baggy jeans and some eyeliner and think to myself “yeah hes hot” and its hard to determine if i think hes hot in a attracted way or a i wish i was you way

Just from walking around my school btw

Dont worry i dont post pro-ana content on mainstream apps😬😬😬😬‼️‼️‼️‼️ this is funny tho

Here to inform you all that something happened to tara and i am VERY upset abput it

Im gunna listen to it on the way out of town cause ill be on the highway and itll be like a revolutionary experience

ETHEL RELEASED HER ALBUM HOLLLYYYYYY SHITTTTTTT

I love new jersey so much

Nope i lied nevermind im not getting political with strangers on the internet im smarted than that

ok wait i need to speak on something im gunna do a voice message thing sorry i took my meds today

If u didnt loose weight from fasting idk what to tell you.. obv things that go into it like water retention/weight and if ur moving ur body, how long u fast, which will depict how much u loose. But its plain and simple, if you dont eat, you loose weight. Like i said: i hate liars

Also fuck those tiktok ads w fit people talkin about some “ive tried EVERYTHING. Fasting, cleanses, working out but this gummy saved me” bitch that apple cider vinegar gummy aint shit 😭 i hate paid liars

Also i pray i can fast today thru monday 🙏 i have a birthday thing to go to try n i really dont wanna have to purge in a random ladies bathroom.. if its just cake i might be fine cause itll be easy but maybe i can cover up doing chew&spit.. if i have to eat ill js fast till wednesday & gym

I start school monday idk what to wear lmao

Its kinda surreal to me that peoples ed pages (including mine and so many of my mutuals on ALL apps) are like grown mens porn of choice 😭 its obv gross and weird but also kinda surprising in a way? Like you clicked on my page to beat ur shit? I cant stop you i guess…😭

pretty

Started writing in a journal i got from salvation army not to long ago, I'm actually really enjoying it!! I promise you all i will write a book one day and you guys will be one of the first people to get a copy

Typed this while pissing btw

Im in the target bathroom rn and im being taken back to when i used to come in here to hit my vape

Catch me outside this hoe is going to the bahamas

Can u guys do my strawpage im bored

femininity makes me who i am

My ex is so foine

“Why are ur nudes in here..” 1 its my camera roll, 2 do u see a tit?? Cleavage?? Any undergarment?? No you don't, 3 i don't have anyone to send nudes to.., 4 um its a bodycheck 🤓 and your a stupid fuck who shouldn't comment on shit u have no clue about

No babe its not a disorder I've just been on a cleanse for the past few years

Finn and i are sending out our formal invitations to anyone out there who has a car and some money!!!! Restrictions: no age limit, be tall, have car, have money, at least 6 incher, and makes us giggle

I love when people arent embarassed of me like wait you wanna hang out????? You wanna make tiktoks with me???? You wanna facetime?? Like what

Found sheet music for bags on flute

If ur gunna do something fucked up to me let me know!!!!! You can do whatever you want to me!!!! i just want to be in control of the manipulation ❤️

This is funnh