got that synesthesia high and the feeling of missing people. will see them tomorrow. I'm okay.

Hey! If you do work on VRChat worlds (especially Udon, etc) and want to contribute, it would be mightily appreciated!

Get your gloves on, activate the zappers, and torrent those minion education textbooks, staff applications are open for DVS8! Please read the full text before submitting. cloud.devious.systems/apps/forms/s...

I blame @beepkitty.bsky.social for this: www.youtube.com/watch?v=wJDK... #slurmcore

I blame @beepkitty.bsky.social for this: www.youtube.com/watch?v=wJDK... #slurmcore

A hacker known as Martha Root broke in and deleted three white supremacists websites at the end of a talk during the annual hacker conference Chaos Communication Congress in Germany.

so yeah, weed is amplifying the bad spirals, able to push it back while sober. which is great except now i can't sleep and nobody else is awake and around. and i'm stuck waiting for food. yippee...

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i know its just in my head i know its just me but there's something that said "You don't belong" constantly, and i don't know what it is or how to shut it up. fuck.

Not just pubby...

HEY Just in case the current news is -a lot-. Please remember that Macaulay Culkin's middle name is Macaulay Culkin. That makes him Macaulay Macaulay Culkin Culkin. Now turn off Bluesky and chill for a bit, let yourself recharge.

So now I've read SHOWHOUND. @kallidorarho.bsky.social, you have outdone yourself. I don't know how to describe the accuracy. To someone who has experienced that feeling in the end. The realisation, the fear, and then the reality of it all. Fuck. Glad I started writing again as I picked it up.

💚🖤🦝🐶 Had the honor and privilege of working on a commission for another avatar for my close friend @100racs.bsky.social ! Another Astrawolf, but now with the character she's been representing herself with- Mags! (More photos in replies!)

Took a moment over the holidays to create a Noctide version of Magdalene! When bonded, her name is Myrrha 💚🧡❤️ Noctides are an open species created by @bassenji.com

finished RESCUE HOUND, and by extension, WARHOUND Vol. 1. I now have an intense need, one that's probably not healthy. Just once, to be in any of their positions...

ALSO Fuck, its been a long time since my phantom sense has been so hiked up that I haven't just felt people grab -my- horns, but felt OTHER people's horns get grabbed, and then felt the ECHO of BOTH mine and other people's horns being grabbed

LAST PUSH LAST PUSH Probably closer to £-120, but this is where it's CURRENTLY at I'M SURE THIS CAN BE £0 BEFORE JANUARY 1ST Just... eliminate it all!

so 2025 for me There were good times, sure! But for the most part I just suffered this year as I watched my friends become more and more targeted, and then it happened to me. But this last month has been a much needed release. I'm finding myself again, I'm feeling -who- I am. And it feels good.

Marcie Cy-Doll Purple dragon girls make some of the best cyber toys! Gift for @marstruc.bsky.social

fuck it, why not. lay it on me.

I submitted this. It continues to be true. Fact is that I get every character I've read so far, every PoV. Kotys, Leinth, Kione, Handler, but ESPECIALLY Sartha. What she went through, I did too. Different context, but near all the same things. It's so much healthier now, with support and love.

LAST PUSH LAST PUSH Probably closer to £-120, but this is where it's CURRENTLY at I'M SURE THIS CAN BE £0 BEFORE JANUARY 1ST Just... eliminate it all!

Northern Aspil, YEAAAAAAAAAAAAH (I just finished putting all sorts of little things on mine, I use it as a base for my Noctide, Lanthanide)

Hahahaaaaaaa.......... My car is finally just outright dying.... I'm *fucked* on finances, but I'm *going* to need a new car.... If anyone wants to help out with at least towards a downpayment, I'd be *beyond* grateful. I'm sort of desperate... venmo.com/celespuppeh paypal.me/CelesNisk

fuck it, why not. lay it on me.

2025 recapped

2025 recapped

i think i get it. i think i get why mechsploitation has become this... obsession for me, over the past couple of weeks. because i've already experienced the terrible things, and it's frighteningly comforting in how familiar it is.

I was upset last night. But I think I'm okay now... or at least, not as upset. It was temporary, fleeting, but I'm okay. ...I think there is a part of me that's undeniably dog-coded. Not sure if me, or... maybe a developing headmate. We'll see.

cried before sleep, brain kinda shunted unexpectedly, kept waking up every hour or so. could only make animal noises... huh

Okay, I now have to make The Post: Help me. My home is no longer a safe place to exist anymore. My family refuses to accept who i am or how i feel about them and what they've done to me, and when given the slightest pushback i got excommunicated. I am going to need to escape really soon.

I just wanted tonight to end well, I was really looking forward to it! Instead I spent 2 & 1/2 hours on my own doing nothing, stuck ruminating in my thoughts and missing out on everything everyone else got to do. what the fuck.

...fuck, I might have a hound-coded side. fine. i admit it. fuck. sometimesyoujustwanttobitedownonabitinamuzzlethatisalsoagasdiffusiondevicethatgivesyouthegasthatmakesitrealhardtonotbehoundmhmineedmoremechgamestoplayimabsolutelyfineiswear FUCK. #mechsploitation

Now you've got slurmbody that you probably know (I slurmed again, all over the slurmcore. it's fun. I like video editing) www.youtube.com/watch?v=n5oD... #slurmcore

I'm slurming again :3

Repost I guess. people have helped, not out of the hole. hopefully it'll be fine.

okay so I read the next story. imfineimfineimnormalimnotamuttimfireimdeathfearmeeeee

Repost I guess. people have helped, not out of the hole. hopefully it'll be fine.

okay i just got through the first two chapters of WARHOUND and i'm fine. i'm most definitely fine, and normal. unrelated, dragonpuppy is on the mind. not a puppy girl, I swear.

On the topic of A Christmas Carol, my favourite version is "A Christmas Carol Goes Wrong". It's an excellent adaptation, it's funny as fuck, and still preserves something of the same meaning.

Back in the hole again. Haven't overdone it for once, but still gotta clear negative balance. It cost me every penny I have to get my HRT yesterday, so... yeah If you want to help a girl eat tonight? and avoid debt. here's my Kofi, if you can help ko-fi.com/marstruc

everything hurts. not physically, but mentally and emotionally. need the right people to be around

Redding your Dead til I Redemption (2) I guess twitch.tv/marstruc

Back in the hole again. Haven't overdone it for once, but still gotta clear negative balance. It cost me every penny I have to get my HRT yesterday, so... yeah If you want to help a girl eat tonight? and avoid debt. here's my Kofi, if you can help ko-fi.com/marstruc

that's my first good night's sleep in YEARS

Aggressively they-corrected is all I hope for everyone I encounter.

So, I'll be honest. I just can't do commissions anymore. The amount of weight it puts on me when I can barely manage just functioning... I mean, hell, in the same hole again, month after month. Gotta just... get ahead of this.

Hey! I'm Marcie, I'm a trans 3D artist, I do a lot of environment art, but also a bunch of VRChat stuff! DM me if you want to discuss! ko-fi.com/marstruc

So I'm trying to be more optimistic, but then I sometimes open Bluesky.