god some day i just want a Handler. that sounds nice, really nice. really good.

I hate having to ask this, but I need to find £200 to pay off the internet bill that -someone- failed to pay for 2 months. (I'm not the homeowner) I need an internet connection in order to work. If anyone can help me out here, I couldn't state just how much I'd appreciate it. ko-fi.com/marstruc

I hate having to ask this, but I need to find £200 to pay off the internet bill that -someone- failed to pay for 2 months. (I'm not the homeowner) I need an internet connection in order to work. If anyone can help me out here, I couldn't state just how much I'd appreciate it. ko-fi.com/marstruc

internet might be out, but at least I can learn about anal toys. holy fuck I get it.

i am -extremely- hound right now. excessively hound. what the fuck

my profile is no different to normal. mhm.

This now stuck on the mind, Hound is *railing* against the cage in my head. Holy shit. This is just... hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhfuckwrfwrf

As nice as it is, I still want an XM28... hell, even just a non-functional replica... damn.

SYNC ACTUALLY FIXEDDDDDDDDDDDDD AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Gacha is preying on you

Georgia was skating to MORTAL KOMBAT at the Olympics exhibition gala

WATERMELON??? REAL????? (NOT CLICKBAIT) ft @100racs.bsky.social

Karaoke was a success. I did it. I'm a world builder...?

hhhhhhhhh acting as a Handler definitely gives a good rush

These were really good posts explaining Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria I had to pull over On a personal level, this is one of my hardest things to deal with. Thankfully its not constant, and I've learned outward reactive regulation, but inside its still this, and sometimes the sad slips out >> 1/2

HEY @discord.com, WHY THE HELL AM I BEING ASKED TO REVERIFY? FIX YOUR GODDAMN SHIT.

Hound that can't sleep: *whiiiiiiine* Handler down the hall: ... Hound: *whiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine* Handler: ..... Hound: *whiiiii-* Handler begrudgingly putting on a coat: Okay, I get it! We can go for walkies Hound: *skitters over, grabs its mech passkey in its maw, sits by the door grinning*

I need to start Hound-posting, fuck

Post your favourite "Lord of the Rings" character. Wrong answers only.

i seek oblivion temporarily in this moment, just to not think. i shouldn't, it's not good for me, but it makes things not bad. ...i've heard this is the argument heroin addicts make in their head. hmm. and yet the thing that can bring me that momentary silence, is the same I'm prescribed for sleep.

Please support this if you can. The disabled have to live in enforced poverty. When’s the last time you can think of a significant expense that cost less than 2K?

i'm tired of these nights.

You know what I'd do if I suddenly won the lottery? Well, after moving out, that's priority uno. I'd get art from all my artist friends so they don't have to worry about a month's rent at minimum. <3 Also I might think about doing something more NSFW myself... hehehe.

I'm not saying there's no space for having a talk with someone who looks like they're struggling, ask if they have gender thoughts, etc. That preserves agency.

So, uh... I find it REAL creepy the way a lot of my fellow trans folks joke about slipping estrogen into people's food or shooting them with estrogen filled darts. Consent is consent. You: "We deserve bodily autonomy!" Also you: "Someone should dose that egg." Fuck off.

The difference between James Bond and Agent 47 is that James Bond would be on the Epstein List while Agent 47 would obtain the Epstein List to find info on his next target.

man i got no idea what to do now. tonight feels like a bust.

Dog doll doodling~ 🐶💕

and now i need to figure out what i'm doing the rest of the night/day.

i think its finally done. i can finally rest. 124 uploads later, and it's done. karaoke (maybe) done. holy shit.

KARAOKE GOT SYNC, BABY. THANK FUCK! THANK YOU @primebie.dev

aw fuck i done gone overdid it wit the darn weed

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MGS4 ON PC BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Sometimes you get inspired. Sometimes you gotta contain yourself, literally. Lanthanide, my Noctide, donned in a Toysuit of my own design. I've always had an interest in toysuits and objectification. @100racs.bsky.social and @forbiddenflrsh.bsky.social are to blame for this, in a good way.

I KNEW THAT PRICK GOVE HAD TO BE INVOLVED IN THIS SHIT. FUCK YOU GOVE, I HOPE YOUR GRAVE IS SHALLOW, I WON'T BE THERE TO SEE IT.

Sometimes you get inspired. Sometimes you gotta contain yourself, literally. Lanthanide, my Noctide, donned in a Toysuit of my own design. I've always had an interest in toysuits and objectification. @100racs.bsky.social and @forbiddenflrsh.bsky.social are to blame for this, in a good way.

why do i feel so fucking incorporeal

I'm a fucking dog and a dragon and a cryptid all in one body. what the fuck. why three shapes. why can't I sleep, holy shit

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i think i'm gonna crash out, fuck.

Woah! New inmate into the cell block! Turns out this poor puppy was some kinda weird mech pilot in the war! Good thing she's all safe and locked away in here, huh?! 📸: myself Purple Dog: @marstruc.bsky.social

would like hour+ panic attacks to stop please

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EYO Y'ALL! (Now I REALLY need to update this pricesheet with the new 'sona look) I'VE GOT 4 COMMISSION SLOTS OPEN! Whooooo would like to pick up some sweet sweet arts?

just gonna-