The existential depression of knowing you’ll always be too heavy for uppies

pride month PSA: the ZX Spectrum is the gayest chiptune tool you can use. it's got 'spectrum' like a rainbow in the name, it's got its own little pride flag, and like many trans women, it loves to make harsh, dynamics free electronic music (complimentary).

same. call me a Tracker Exclusionary Radical FMinist.

Gynx - Pop psychology memetic hazard (my bootleg):)

happy pride month

the way I look at the customers sometimes makes me think I'm not doing a very good cosplay.

alright y'all. keep me entertained while I cook dinner and do chores. anything goes. ngl.link/erratrix

making all potential suitors fold three packs of these, gluing a flyer to each and judging them with a stopwatch.

if you can't quickly and effortlessly breakdown a pallet's worth of cardboard merchandise boxes, it's gonna be a real uphill climb with me.

it's pride month baybe 🎉 i'm trans femme (+ other gender & sex qualifiers we don't need to get into), polyamorous, and am widely attracted to people who have done the inner work of seriously considering a gender other than the one assigned to them and reflect that outwardly - the louder, the better.

need to find a good costume for these contacts.

guess I should go do that

listening back to the progress I made on a song the night before and laughing maniacally by myself

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jfc the post about me buying enough THC to last me until I'm geriatric really escaped containment.

Working in a bakery is kinda femme. Working at a florist is more femme, whereas working at a meat market is butcher.

still not used to living in a state where it's legal, so walking into a store with $20 and walking out with EIGHTY edibles is extremely funny to me.

is the Belgium TB303 on the moekan original soundtrack cover art supposed 2 be a play on Roland = Poland

formally requesting that all sex toy retailers and manufacturers stop calling products for penises "male masturbators."

a little vibes video I hacked together with footage of the show at the sculpture park a few weeks back shot on my VHS-C camcorder

Michigan residency progress: a stranger earnestly said "what up doe" to me, so I'm basically a local now.

I went to a really cute local bookstore yesterday and they had two Tove Jansson books. I had to leave with one. I'm now the proud owner of two physical books (and a lotta zines). unfortunately, due to needing to travel light, i lost my books when I left my ex. excited to build back up again.

pride was fun! saw friends and “the gays” of all types…also spent time at the skate park 1/2 a mile away

customer compendium entry: Gal #001: pulled up her shirt unprompted to show me her braless underboob when asking for help finding something to fight sweating and chafing there.

what if I whipped your ass at the 3rd Strike cab? 👉👈

2 years 2 queers happy anniversary @chiptune.gay I love you so much 💖💜

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very lucky to have been able to share so much of my life these past two years with this amazing woman. gayest two years of my life 💖💜

not quite as good, but very funny to me. it's like a new zealander saying my name.

today marks two years since my first date with @missatombomb.bsky.social I'm so grateful to have you in my life. I love you, Miss Daffodil Danggirl "Danger" Cuteface Raspberry Special 💜💖💜💖

did a little cosplay shoot inspired by @kallidorarho.bsky.social a while ago with @chiptune.gay kinda wild what you can do with a little makeup and lighting and a Soviet VKK flight suit.

m8 day 15(?): starting to get a little more confident with it, but years of muscle memory fighting against some of the minor UI differences are my biggest hurdle i think.

chiptune is chosen adversity. you're given very little to work with and through clever use of those resources, you make the best of them to express yourself in spite of the challenges. it's not very popular or marketable, but for some, it's exactly the right thing. sounds like transition to me.

alright. learned the basics of working in Twine this evening for a potential interactive story project I've been bouncing around. what I want may exceed the scope of my vision for it, but it seems like a really easy way to prototype it without a bunch of sunk cost time anyway.

m8 day 15(?): starting to get a little more confident with it, but years of muscle memory fighting against some of the minor UI differences are my biggest hurdle i think.

made a bunch of turkey and cilantro rice burritos with a black bean and tomato salsa I cooked up and then laid in the sun for two hours

damsel: “i consent” snidely: “i consent” train conductor: “I DON’T!” isn’t there somebody you forgot to ask?

sharing this with the doll's group chat and asking "can impending locomotive predicament play be made sufficiently risk-aware?"

I feel like the groundskeepers at this apartment complex are out running some godawful machine outside my window four days out of every week. idk why it makes me so irrationally irritated.

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Virginia Woolf’s An Archive of One’s Own.

monochrome mommy-morial day

woof. bad omen. 1 in 1000 chance for that to break. maybe I'll buy a lottery ticket.

today, a chipmunk broke into my place of work and ran amok a bit. I wish I could share the video but I don't wanna reveal where I work

SHRIMP BRO

who wanna do some allorubbing w/ me

look, I know it's 5pm which is too late for a nap and too early to sleep for the night, but I'm gonna curl up in bed with my eyes closed and whatever happens, happens.

one of the strongest cases of media making me feel seen, as a middle-aged trans woman, is the clear y2k-era visual-kei influence in some of the music released by this artist.

Flux you and the horse you rode Æon