AND THE SECRET IS OUT!!!! Dropped merch for the very first time! Cara Nette Ven and I worked incredibly hard on this and we're so stoked for y'all to enjoy it! chillmuri-pxk-shop.fourthwall.com

y’all ever feel like a massive failure bc you feel bad that your mom MIGHT feel like a failure herself due to the fact her only child is devastatingly mentally ill? just me? cool aight happy colonizers day

The House takes 2 months off & finally reports back to work & promptly spends the next week filing censure motions against each other & attending black tie dinners w/Saudis while the clock counts down for 24 million people to have their health insurance premiums spike in 42 days.

Mark your calendars! 🚨 Celebrating turning 32 (old) and also the community hitting 70/30 with my most ambitious stream yet! A 4 day streamathon! Putting in a lot of effort behind the scenes and I'm excited to do something way out of my comfort zone! Big shoutout Laurel_Lazuli for the graphic!

To put this in scale, Elon Musk's salary from Tesla alone could fund the SNAP program for the entire country into 2034.

Live! twitch.tv/OkayKolby

yesterday would’ve been my parents’ anniversary too so like i’m already emotionally not in the best place thx

spent an hour of my day today getting told i’ve done some shit wrong and they focused solely on the negatives and now my brain is spiraling hehe i need to finish this project but i can’t focus on shit

look all i’m saying is what if we made showering/hygiene less mentally taxing

chat if i ignore my debt it just goes away right

dissociated HARD during therapy YEAH

therapy in 45 min and i didn’t shower or brush my teeth and i’m so anxious bc i’m gonna have to be like “hey yeah dint” and they’re gonna make me dig into why or my emotions or some shit like pls send help i don’t want to

reminder that you can’t pick and choose which genocide to stand up against. you either condemn EVERY genocide and occupation or you’re for the oppressor.

tell me why my anxiety got me apologizing to my boss for having “too many appointments” to work around every week (appts are all for mental health stuff) like no one would expect an apology for a physical condition right and they don’t even know it’s mh-related so whyyyyy am i apologizing

any minders if i just drop the chickens cuddling

If you don’t know who I’m talking about I mean MADDIE B RAPS!! YES the person who compares themselves to oppressed people of color!! YES the person who throws around the word nazi!!! YES the person who compared me and my friends to ICE AGENTS!!!! If you’re friends with them BLOCK ME

it’s also 9:30 and i already want to hit my pen-tagon am i addicted

sitting here an hour and a half into work like where tf is my motivation and i look over…haven’t taken my meds yet OOPS there it is

ok you know what’s funny with this whole thing is a friend of theirs was formerly a friend of mine and was a piece of shit so i really shoulda known

my boss didn’t outright say it but i think he wants me on the east coast schedule which means getting on at 7:30-7:45 ish. uhhhhh it’s almost 2am i’m so fucked for tomorrow

i fucked myself over this weekend with cat sitting and way overbooked. pls save me

btw everyone look how cute gus and jack are watching me aza

my therapist is gonna come for my ass tomorrow bc i was supposed to shower twice and my depressed ass has not done so. dooooo i cancel the appointment and what's my excuse

also guys i'm scared i've had to work lurk so except for sunday i missed EVERYTHING going on in the community and i have no idea whomst i should be blocking lmfao so i guess if you're a piece of shit who messes with my internet people i will fight u

aza-ed for top of the hour and now i gotta cough real quiet cause my partner do be sleepin

oh hey guys what's up i forgot i had this

GO! MY LABUBU MISSILE! KILL!

y’all see the most horrible/ugly AI videos/pics and believe they’re true but the minute y’all see actual video proof of families being ripped apart on the street, police brutality, and multiple active genocides, suddenly y’all wanna question validity. we’re lost as a society.

Cuts have consequences, illustrated. As seen on TV 📺

got mass reported for posting this on twitter back in 2021 lmao

top surgery might be in jeopardy and i’m trying so hard not to cry bc i don’t actually find out anything til tomorrow

The FBI’s core values, including integrity, compassion, fairness, and allegiance to the Constitution - and oh, yeah, diversity, are being painted over at the FBI Academy. Source: NYT.

they’re bringing back guantanamo bay and going to turn it into a concentration camp

tomorrow. 3pm pst/6pm est. @zefdeath.bsky.social and I. Live in person. Ripping Pokémon cards. Raising money for Project Hope. Banger pulls only. Very exctied y'all. We simply lock in. 😤

As someone that literally has a MSc on the subject, I need ppl to stop correlating DEI to « giving jobs to Black ppl ». 😭 DEI is about making programs and spaces more inclusive. Parental leave, tax brackets, jobs for veterans, flexible schedule, closed captions, elevators — all of this is DEI.

rolled into my (very conservative) hometown listening to karl marx lmaooo

These are the good guys supporting DEI. Reward them with your business. Costco Meijer Kroger Giant Grocery Ben & Jerry’s Ulta, Macy’s Old Navy Nordstrom’s TJ Maxx GoTo Foods ( Moe’s Southwest Grill, Mcalister’s, Auntie Anne’s, Jamba, Cinnabon…) Dollar Tree Walgreens Wegmans

hey y’all. i’m finally launching a gfm for my top surgery. if y’all wanna share or hell, even donate, i appreciate it so much <3 gofund.me/ccf0523e

yooooo trans rights are human rights and if you disagree, fuck off.

✨WHEEZING✨

About 75% of immigrant farm workers did not show up for work this week in Bakersfield, California, as the threat of Trump’s immigration raids looms.

We’re meant to calmly accept the absurd idea that any white man is innately qualified for any job or position, no matter what his education, resume or proven capabilities and any non-white man or woman inherently stole their way into employment via #DEI. This of course is pure, undiluted fascism.

When a single billionaire can accumulate more money in 10 seconds than their employees make in one year, while workers struggle to meet the basic cost of rent and medicine, then yes, every billionaire really is a policy failure. Read our op-ed here ⤵️

It’s never too late to start masking again. Repeat covid infections are not inevitable, no matter how much the government tries to say they are. When you wear a mask you help normalize them as public health tools. You make mask bans harder. You increase disability visibility, which we need now

the bruise on my ass is growing btw

400+ years after the "First Thanksgiving" most Americans have no idea that the Wampanoag people are still here. My tribe, the Aquinnah Wampanoag, is on Martha's Vineyard and we're still fighting for our land and rights. We’re also doing some cool stuff. 🧵👇 if you’d like to learn more & support us