Earlier today, I was notified that someone was at my door. This is who it was:

oh I guess I should qrt this. hi I wrote this! please be normal to me. this thesis is less about ffxiv and more in that ffxiv and ERP are a mode through which (my) gender and sexuality are negotiated, and how fan studies/games studies/trans studies doesn't "see" or think about ppl like me (yet)

(forgot tags whoopsies) got inspired by a single scene from ado's tot musica amv and painted my friend toc's oc facade with a cool oil brush that i like #art #painting #DigitalArt #OC #trr #TheRedRhapsody #notmyoc

I will cast abominable filth upon you, make you vile, and make you a spectacle.

thought i was ill then i ate soup, now i'm fine, makes you think

God Swallowed the Sun (commission)

I have never checked what lists I'm on so I did and absolutely none of them matter except this one

You can love someone you love even if you don't love yourself🏳️‍⚧️ But if you love yourself, you can love both yourself and the person you love. Your love becomes twofold. So take care of yourself. Your soul is beautiful.

11/17/2025 only i can stop me ‼️

new sticker in the shop!! 💉⚧️

#oc animal that uses a strange mist and glittering lights to confuse predators. smooth and cold to the touch, and just ever so slightly squishy

MORE CASTS DONE. this is the last of this batch because I’m tired, but more will come NEXT WEEK. ko-fi.com/oddoblivion/...

Caviar drinks from a water bowl by scooping a little water at a time into his paw. It's so cute. I guess it saves splashing water into his snoot? #raturday #ratsoffediverse #petrats

playing sorry we're closed went from "i have a minor kin situation happening but it's fine" to sirens blaring and the situation becoming extremely dire

face hugs with mama

hard not to feel miserable and frustrated with myself every time my leg problems make me need to stop and rest during outings. worried things are going to be like this forever even though i've been doing what i need to

vashie from a very indulgent tt trend #trigun

Old Ocean Unfinished, July 2024

went out of town overnight with my mom so we could be closer to the location of my dad's military service today...i felt Nothing which i feel fucked up about but. grief is different for everyone i guess! and at least that's over!

he/they he/him yaoi women. together. anything can happen 🤒 #ancienar2

Draw those yaoi boys with boobs

i dont remember if i posted about it but i got a second interview for the big supervisor position...? ive never done a Second Interview before so i dont know how to prepare lmao

first instance of spellwork i've done in years. money bowl specifically done with all my loved ones looking for jobs/having money troubles as well as myself. buncha stuff in here...

GDT frankenstein was a beautiful piece of work but also a meat tenderizer to the face at this time in my life

more pro-HRT propaganda 🫵

One side of this ivory "memento mori" features a human face crawling with worms and insects; the other side shows a skull - the flesh eaten away. Date unknown. This unusual object is from the Wellcome Collection in London.

Being a massive pervert is free, fun, and incredibly fulfilling – but watch out! Vast social forces are arrayed against it...

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Legato from a month ago

We're socialized to constantly apologize for being too outwardly excited about things, but this world is so full of terror and misery that I'd rather see those bursts of light and passion shine through the cracks wherever you can find them.

My therapist said I’m prone to catastrophising. That’s bad, isn’t it? It sounds bad.

A better look at the little garlic sprout friends from my 2026 tea towel calendar (orders are open now if that’s your jam www.hannakin.com.au 🌱)

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no srsly if your feed feels off check out this section. some massive overreaching in the filters going on here despite the fact my base settings are extremely permissive 💀

leak

He discovered joy and its wonders but what awaits him will shatter his psyche

"he who spat out the words of god from his cigarette burnt lungs" #trigun

Calling all horror content creators 👻 I just launched the demo for Shutter Story - a game about investigating haunted family photographs. Know anyone that would like streaming this? Tag them here! 🙂 #screenshotsaturday

commission for @theophagy.bsky.social! thank you...! #vgencomm

I do feel absolutely insane about how many eulogy posts for Björn Andrésen /exclusively/ use pictures of him as an underage boy, the very image that cast a shadow over the rest of his life. Björn Andrésen was a 70 year old man, not an ethereal boy stuck in eternal youth. He was real.

literally every time i go get a massage. Every Time. the masseuse tells me some variation of "your tension level is fucked up and scary"

you know it's bad when your therapist is expressing deep concern about your workload

You replied "lmao" and yet your ass is still connected to your body. That’s fraud

apparently my sister's elderly mostly blind and deaf pug decided she was going to take a swim in the pool yesterday, because my sister sent the group chat a security cam video of herself using the pool net to scoop her out

Every once in a while you can still find something good on Facebook

porn is not evil. sex is not evil. pleasure is not evil. kink is not evil. none of them are things to feel shame or embarrassment about. none of them deserve the heavy-handed censorship that they're facing. resist oppression (even if you don't partake in what is being oppressed)

please watch movies and read books and play games and look at art, please view it with your own eyes through a lens you made yourself and not just through video essayists and ending explained videos please im begging you