I am so lame, I don't even say it in a self depreciating way, I just am

As a cat person, this is obviously a sign of affection

I climbed a tree and got scratches ^^ #notsh

BTW I always recommend starting with highschool level books when educating someone , including yourself. This friend started reading them too.

My friend is ragebaited by her right wing ex and I am the one who has to stress myself arguing 🙄 (At least she is the one typing cuz I am practically reciting a highschool history book)

A cat's purring is so comforting ^^

pro recovery for those who want to, if they don't want to, cool, if they want to get worse, hope they know when the risks outweigh the benefits. I am against permanently making life harder than it needs to be, but if judging won't help, I won't judge...or try not to.

My cuts stinging put me in a good mood again ^^

I am usually a ghost so it's strange posting so often here. Maybe cuz I don't need to question my objective and effectiveness of saying something a hundred times before posting

Maybe cuz I am the expectator type not the projecting one but I am not really interested in the pure romance things, it's just boring to me But that's another reason I like lads, you can just not interact with what is not your thing #lads

Envy people whose nightmares are monsters or imposible scenarios, it's over once they wake up

My stupid brain giving me nightmares about my studies Day ruined before waking up

Had to do a tiny little one cuz the urge to taste blood was killing me #shbsky

gosh I love sh, no drugs get even close

Its been a while since my heart beat so fast lol for a second I was "what the hell?" Forgot things like this happen 😅 Maniacally laughing, I am crashing so hard I am even happy

This styro is healing so pretty (I was admiring it and cut on instinct but swear I will let it heal)

This is not what I meant when I said I like getting my blood sucked 😢

I want to want her to stay but I want her to go home so I can throw up and slide a blade into my skin

her company is pleasant but my body still thinks I am in danger, I still feel like a bother, and I still feel anxious and tired Probably will feel this way forever, but people like her makes it pleasant despite that

Obviously I went ahead and ruined all in a boredom episode, its a bad idea to cut hair when you want to cut skin. Sincerely my energy to give a shit is already out so it will be whorever until it reaches my hips again. Anyway, it was kinda fun while the thrill lasted

So, I chopped some more this morning, my inspo was jennis joplin in this photo (cuz these feathers are hair in my mind) but I think I ended up with a long shaggy. My friend liked it, and I am satisfied with the results.

Its just stupid hair, I am used to carve scars on my skin, why the hell am I even nervous? Its not like I even took proper care of it

Correction, I cut my hips length curly hair to my waist, I am fucking nervous bear with me

cut my waist length curly hair on my on (full haircut with layers) First time I do something like this, panicking until it dries and I see the results.

It's so annoying I can't edit my posts, cuz I see the typos but someone already reacted to it so I don't want to delete and post it again

Sometimes I think "why is being with this person, so pleasant?" while said person hands me the objective of their addiction for free

Sincerely I don't know if I can get better, I still feel like I'm being raped every time I talk to someone, sometimes I enjoy it and it makes me feel dirty

I find that social media helps me organize my thoughts but the urge to just isolate myself in my head is overwhelming

I am insufferable, but I hate acting pleasant, I wish I was insufferable to the point of not carrying.

We think we know someone, specially someone who as a helper that never asked anything in return but we find out we where just a charity case and they are the type of person to proudly state they would vote against your existence.

Tired of trying, I wanna die so badly, tomorrow will be another day, let me just give up tonight.

My heart is bitter, my mind is dirty and broken even my consciousness is evil, I don't blame anyone for making faces, just hate me, it's easier for me too

I want to be kind whithout feeling dirty I want to be selfish whithout hurting others So I want to be independent, but no one lives alone

Its not that they won't understand me, they can't, they don't know how, or at least that's what I chose to believe in order to be a kinder person

I want to be understood, questioned, chalanged, I want to understand, question, chalange and feel like I am talking to a equal again, I don't wanna forget how it feels.

I spend so much time thinking with myself that I feel isolated talking to others, and its not a problem I can fix by more social interaction, I understand them, but they don't understand me, so I simplify to what is easier to absorb and I feel like a liar, cuz that's not what I think at all.

I wanted to make goth plushies but as I have no money I just save inspo on Pinterest, can I call it a hobby?

No will to do anything, so I just scroll. Any tips on what to do when bored outside of: Sh, jerk off, do drugs, play lads, anime/films/series/manga/manhwa/comics/fanfic/books/tiktok, exercise, cook, clean, bother my cat? (Always accepting sci-fi and science documentary/book recomendation)

Sleeping on the balcony cuz I can

Being bullied by the way I hold it 🙄

Please don't take it away from me, I can't take it, It's everything I ever wanted and the only thing that makes me want to live.

I love both my university and my major, even when I feel that I don't belong, I love my major so much it is painful, it hurts when I am not enough, but still, I rather die than give up my one true love.

Slow at healing as always, blessing and a curse (Before or after the decor? Feel like I ruined a classic look) #selfharm #sh #shbsky #slitbsky

Wenn ich noch einmal höre, dass Cannabis ja Psychosen auslösen "KaNn", während Soziopathen, Vergewaltiger, Mörder und Lügner regieren, Bürgis unter Kameras ermordet werden und ihre Führer lügen wie im Endfaschismus, gibts echt harten Stress. Versprochen.

I made pudding, why the hell did I make pudding? One Egg 35g of sugar(+10g from the caramel) 125ml of milk 318kcal🍮 #puddingrecipe?

The thing about having a unhealthy relationship with food, love cooking and growing up poor is that sometimes I catch myself having to make the choice between eating and trowing up, eating and not trowing it up or letting it spoil in the fridge. I am gonna feel horrible either way.

Fuck commas and fuck grammar