I find this both fascinating and really good because 1) LLMs are way better at coding than they are at other generative tasks and 2) LLMs are AWFUL at coding are both true statements.

"If you start over every time you mess up, you will get incredibly good at the beginning" I held this very thought when speedrunning Skies of Arcadia Legends. I COULD keep resetting for better RNG, but I would only be learning the start. This thought earned me a couple of short-lived world records

Skies of Arcadia

I guess I have a resilient mind.

TADC episode 9 helped me call my family and ask for help.

I return from darkness to post this

In an angry, depressive fit of self destruction, I removed myself from every discord server I was a member of and deleted my own servers. As for myself, I am not in a safe place mentally and do not feel safe alone. I've contacted my brother, who will collect me as soon as he's able. I'm sorry.

No. I don't have the energy or willpower for any of this anymore. I'm done. Tired. Exhausted and just want it all to stop.

Mood is very low. I am filled with frustration and anger. It seems the more I try to heal, something comes along and adds another needle to the stack. Regardless, it's SoA:L Speedrunning season and I am torn between wanting to remain isolated for my mental health and returning to streaming runs.

I am still not in a good place. It's been months and I feel like I've only gotten worse. I'm sorry

I am now on a waiting list for cognitive behavioural therapy. Sure hope they don't kick me in the nuts.

Stream time! We're back into Skies today with @switchfg.bsky.social and @pagecartoons.bsky.social! We "beat" the first major threat (for now it surely won't come back) and we're back to sail the skies and find out where the hell we're going! www.twitch.tv/crimsoncleric #Orc #Femboy #VTuber #Donathon

Me too, Alejandro.

I'm having a crisis of self. I will stick to existing commitments but nothing more. Please be patient.

GET IN HERE we're playing Skies of Arcadia www.twitch.tv/crimsoncleric

Straight up, if I like a project enough? I do that shit pro-bono, and I'll shill the fuck out of it. I know what it's like to be creative and broke. But at no point would I ever use it as an excuse to use a device built on theft, instead of just *fucking asking for help.*

We're back! At long last, we're in the skies again! Come hang out as we try to remember who voices who and how! www.twitch.tv/pagecartoons

Fucking WHAT

Something was bought from my throne. It was apparently delivered two days ago. There was photographic proof and everything. I didn't get it. It was stolen before I could collect it. I'm going to shut down my throne. It's not worth keeping if everything people buy for me gets knicked.

Monday night and we're Archipelagoing again. This time it's Stardew Valley, along with Tyrian 2000, UltraKill, and Sims 4! Come hang out! twitch.tv/pagecartoons

Iconic old Riveting Tales dub by @voicesbyzane.bsky.social . Every part of it is perfect.

We got a lot planned for the week! 3 days of collabs and the return of the Pokemon Ruby Nuzlocke! And all of it...FROM MY NEWLY REDONE OFFICE LETS GOOOOOO! #twitch #vtuber #furry

🤝 same

Welcome to Taskmaster!!! Would you like to play a game?

THE APPLEBOY RETURNS, THE APPLEBOY CONSUMES!!! Doing more Esoteric Ebb with @rainathemouse.com (Voicing Dex, Strength, and Wisdom) and @pagecartoons.bsky.social (Voicing Con, Intelligence, and Wisdom) www.twitch.tv/crimsoncleric #Orc #Femboy #VTuber #Lewdtuber #EsotericEbb

It doesn't matter who is wrong or who is right no I'm not up thinking about this, annoyed that I lack the talent to make it

Live! Playing Portal. Come hang out! www.twitch.tv/pagecartoons

Did ya know while I've played and finished Portal, I've never actually bought it for myself until recently? Let's play Portal tonight. Come hang out when I go live, link to follow soon!

No April fools jokes from me. Still waiting for the one that started in 2024 to end.

We're continuing out Archipelago from last week! Come hang out with us as we try to finish what we started! twitch.tv/pagecartoons

stop doing extension and flexion stretches like 1 and 2 unless you want to give yourself carpal tunnel or make your carpal tunnel worse. www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sshe...

Still one of my most favorite playthroughs with @pagecartoons.bsky.social 💚🎺

DO YOUR STRETCHES AND THANK ME LATER

AI is stupid and if you use it you're actively making yourself stupider. Retain your ability to think critically and create with your own hands by dismissing AI and doing things yourself.

Is it Llanfair­pwllgwyngyll­gogery­chwyrn­drobwll­llan­tysilio­gogo­goch nation.cymru/culture/mass...

Am alive somehow. With no caretaker, too!

Trapped in a bad nighttime headspace.

Heard the audio from Adventure Time Distant Lands and....well. :) #animatic #tadc #caine #kaijufluffsart

to be loved is to be seen

Some Skies of Arcadia coasters someone requested

I am live! Archipelago Monday with Craig and some of his buddies! www.twitch.tv/pagecartoons

mental health crash

Found this. Repost from the dead bird site. A modern major parody.

I'm also here!

Stream time with Donathon Day 9! Doing Esoteric Ebb with @pagecartoons.bsky.social and @rainathemouse.com! We're gonna get this Cleric to his end goal one way or another!!! www.twitch.tv/crimsoncleric #Orc #Femboy #VTuber #EsotericEbb #Donathon