Alright I've started Sinmaxxing, now where are my tradwives? FF14 full MSQ re-run featuring #alittlevice characters continues NOW! w/ @aikaenatsu.bsky.social @empresskrystal.bsky.social @aliems.bsky.social www.twitch.tv/thecatismari

Exploring Krystal's Tower?! Light party! FFXIV with @marithecat.bsky.social @empresskrystal.bsky.social @aikaenatsu.bsky.social Come watch at www.twitch.tv/aliemsss

(18+) | FFXIV | Will ARR finally end today!? Will we finally make it to heavensward!? with @marithecat.bsky.social @aikaenatsu.bsky.social and @aliems.bsky.social | !clip

"I can take you both" "Stop Underestimating me! You can't take us both in a 2v1 fight!" "A fight?" Going Live with FFXIV with DUMB! @marithecat.bsky.social @empresskrystal.bsky.social @aliems.bsky.social #SmallStreamer #VTuber www.twitch.tv/aikaenatsu

This has been such an amazing birthday. Thank you to @melodievt.bsky.social @empresskrystal.bsky.social nephilimcosplay and @aikaenatsu.bsky.social for making it extra special. Love you, little moonstones <3 Lets have fun for another year <3

I DID IT I MAXED OUT BEST GIRL!!! I LOVE FIREFLY SO MUCH! #HonkaiStarRail

Raft. I'm unfortunately on a boat. #smallstreamer @marithecat.bsky.social @aliems.bsky.social @alderfae.bsky.social @empresskrystal.bsky.social @kasnune.bsky.social www.twitch.tv/aikaenatsu

Couldn't have ever asked for a better late christmas/early birthday present! Ty so much to my wonderful gf @aikaenatsu.bsky.social for getting this for me, and to @shadell.itch.io for signing it (and for helping us with writing our fanfic for it lol)

You would not believe your eyes, if ten million fireflies~ TWO MORE TO GO!

I hate editing 😭

I think its criminal i have to work today.

Why did you transition, wrong answers only? So I could be good at fighting games.

I just sent in all the documentation i needed for a bottom surgery consult 🥺

The return of DUMB! We continue the trek through ARR! @marithecat.bsky.social @aliems.bsky.social @empresskrystal.bsky.social #SmallStreamer #VTuber #ENVTuber www.twitch.tv/aikaenatsu

A bunch of morons on a raft? More likely than you'd think! @marithecat.bsky.social @aliems.bsky.social @alderfae.bsky.social @empresskrystal.bsky.social #VTuber #SmallStreamer www.twitch.tv/aikaenatsu

Some headshot sketches for @aikaenatsu.bsky.social! <3

Depression beating my ass so bad I havent even been able to brainstorm ideas for writing. Why does it got hands like that?

Tfw your main character has your trauma so its easy to write but hard to read. This is shit sucks 😭

I hate feeling like a burden and feeling like I'm just not good enough. I'm just not enough. B

Going live for the first time in a while! We are live playing XIV! @marithecat.bsky.social @empresskrystal.bsky.social @aliems.bsky.social twitch.tv/AikaEnatsu #SmallStreamer

If I had a nickel for everytime I've become extremely self concious of my appearance when I'm about to go out, I'd have a lot of nickels. But it still doesn't feel good.

Thanksgiving was alright. Highlight of my weekend was spending time with two of my best friends in tge world that I hadn't seen in forever. Ready to be home.

Am I crazy. Or am I the only person who, when writing scenes, has a soundtrack in mind? Like, I was writing an intense fight prior to Hazel crashing out and becoming an explosion of emotions. I used "Flares of the Blazing Sun" from HoyoMix to imagine the choreography. #Fanfiction

STOP. This is a selfie checkpoint. You must repost with a cute selfie to proceed…

This is a very good point! It's 2025; most toxic yuri fans cannot even afford fainting couches!!!! What are they supposed to do if the .69 is too overstimulating?! Faint on a non-specialized couch!?

DRUNKAPELAGO POKEMON EMERALD DEATH LINK WITH @marithecat.bsky.social @melodicturntech.bsky.social #smallstreamer #pokemon #vtuber www.twitch.tv/aikaenatsu

FINALLY I GOT MYSELF IN UMA. I LOVE DIGITANNNNN! #Umamusume

The worst part of writing your own trauma into a character is reading it back and seeing how absolutely broken you really are. How you're still trying to pick up the pieces. But when that character finally heals from their trauma, you can only hope that one day you'll get there too.

Where are my lesbian friends?- asking so I can become a magical girl.

Happy Birthday to Keqing! My fave girl 🥺 #GenshinImpact

i figured i should make a post about this since its kind of important and i wanted to get the word out

I have a barebones idea and my friends that have read it said they love the idea 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

I started a side quest of brainrotting over the idea of writing my own book and its all I've been thinking about today. Little middle schooler me always wanted to be an author. Maybe I'll actually write a book after my fanfic is done 👀

I post more about my fic and writing on here than I do talking about streaming. Lmao oops

Part of me wishes instead of pouring all of my energy into a fanfiction, I had came up with my own story so I was able to publish it. But the other part of me loves what I'm writing and hope others do too.

www.twitch.tv/empresskrystal (18+) | Raft! | Day 2! lost at sea with @marithecat.bsky.social @aikaenatsu.bsky.social @alderfae.bsky.social @aliems.bsky.social and @kasnune.bsky.social How long until they drown me!? | !clip

Against my better judgement, I'm once again trapping myself on a raft with @aikaenatsu.bsky.social, @alderfae.bsky.social, @empresskrystal.bsky.social, @kasnune.bsky.social, and @aliems.bsky.social. Taking bets on how long it takes for me to feed myself to the sharks www.twitch.tv/thecatismari

LIVE ON A BOAT OR SOMETHING! With @marithecat.bsky.social @aliems.bsky.social @empresskrystal.bsky.social @alderfae.bsky.social @kasnune.bsky.social twitch.tv/AikaEnatsu

Offering $5 headshot sketches and $20 full body sketches!

Petah. The horse is here.

Post the last 4 games you played!

Chat I wanna be a magical girl

So the streamer Ludwig recently found out that one of his earliest regular viewers, who was trans, passed away and tonight he's doing a charity stream for the Trevor Project. So far he's raised over $46,000 in about 5 hours. www.twitch.tv/ludwig

I have 5 Google docs with everything ive written so far and its about 18,900 words total. Im proud of myself for actually writing this much. I had a habbit while growing up to start stuff ans never finish it. But I've put so much effort in, Im so happy. 1/2

I came up with a really angst future. That involves doomed Yuri between Hazel and Inessa and I got told it was too angsty. 😭 They're not wrong and it goes much darker than ALV does. So I'd never actually write it but-

I was writing too much angst, so I started writing a wholesome "epilogue" to the Fic where they all attend Pride together. Its so cute and I adore this idea so much.

Also for those who somehow dont know, I absolutely love Honkai Star Rail and Honkai Impact 3rd. The latest update to Honkai Star Rail had me CRYING for 2 hours. The story was so good. Amphoreus was actually peak across ZZZ, Genshin and HSR.

Editing hurts my head because on one half reading back what I wrote and it not being cohesive makes me want to delete everything. On the other hand, when I make good progress I feel proud. 😭 I've never been this invested in writing before and if makes me wanna bash my head in.

The first draft of chapter 4 has been finished finally. Im really excited to start writing the more fun magical girl stuff soon. Ive also finally figured out how I'm wiring the main character a bit better.

Where does one aquire Magical Girl HRT? Asking for me.