So... While waiting for Mari to edit more of Hazel's Sin, I began writing a fanfiction based on Thundamoo/Natalie Maher's "Magical Girl Mechanical Heart" story. The first chapter is out now on AO3 and ScribbleHub! #Fanfic archiveofourown.org/works/81751981 www.scribblehub.com/read/2254151...

You know what's better than one fan fic? Two. I started another one because my EDITOR @marithecat.bsky.social has not finished chapter 1 of Hazel's Sin.

I don't really know why I try anymore. Nothing I do matters.

Philly Regionals for YGO thread

I picked up Magical Girl Mechanical Heart. I went into it with expectations for it to be darker than my average book... That expectation got blown out of the water. This story is absolutely incredible and explores a lot of things often not done so in other books. I highly recommend this series.

Using a gif who is your favorite female video game character! "I dreamed of a scorched earth. A new shoot sprouted from the earth. It bloomed in the morning sun and whispered to me. Like fireflies to a flame, life begets death."

Happy Valentines to @marithecat.bsky.social we spent it playing YuGiOh like some nerds. Got to meet MBT and DistantCoder!

Live with @marithecat.bsky.social @empresskrystal.bsky.social @aliems.bsky.social playing FFXIV! #SmallStreamer www.twitch.tv/aikaenatsu

An Aika Stream? On a Tuesday? More likely than youd think! Live now with FFXIV raids followed by Phoenix Wright with @marithecat.bsky.social #SmallStreamer twitch.tv/AikaEnatsu

Man this grass patch is heavenly. | Light Party! FFXIV: Heavensward with @marithecat.bsky.social @empresskrystal.bsky.social @aikaenatsu.bsky.social Watch at www.twitch.tv/aliemsss

www.twitch.tv/empresskrystal (18+) | FF14 Heavensword | ARR is finally over! We have been betrayed We are on the run with @marithecat.bsky.social @aikaenatsu.bsky.social and @aliems.bsky.social | !clip

Playing more FFXIV with DUMB! @marithecat.bsky.social @empresskrystal.bsky.social @aliems.bsky.social #FFXIV www.twitch.tv/aikaenatsu

I must become the goth baddie.

I love topping mitsurugi players. Cause they always pre-prep.

Does it need editing? Yes. But am I proud of how much I've written? Absolutely. I keep putting off editing and writing more... #Fanfic

Its my birthday 🥺

Remember when I said chapter 1 would be ready by New Year's? Hahaha hahaha. Kill me... please.

Alright I've started Sinmaxxing, now where are my tradwives? FF14 full MSQ re-run featuring #alittlevice characters continues NOW! w/ @aikaenatsu.bsky.social @empresskrystal.bsky.social @aliems.bsky.social www.twitch.tv/thecatismari

Exploring Krystal's Tower?! Light party! FFXIV with @marithecat.bsky.social @empresskrystal.bsky.social @aikaenatsu.bsky.social Come watch at www.twitch.tv/aliemsss

(18+) | FFXIV | Will ARR finally end today!? Will we finally make it to heavensward!? with @marithecat.bsky.social @aikaenatsu.bsky.social and @aliems.bsky.social | !clip

"I can take you both" "Stop Underestimating me! You can't take us both in a 2v1 fight!" "A fight?" Going Live with FFXIV with DUMB! @marithecat.bsky.social @empresskrystal.bsky.social @aliems.bsky.social #SmallStreamer #VTuber www.twitch.tv/aikaenatsu

This has been such an amazing birthday. Thank you to @melodievt.bsky.social @empresskrystal.bsky.social nephilimcosplay and @aikaenatsu.bsky.social for making it extra special. Love you, little moonstones <3 Lets have fun for another year <3

I DID IT I MAXED OUT BEST GIRL!!! I LOVE FIREFLY SO MUCH! #HonkaiStarRail

Raft. I'm unfortunately on a boat. #smallstreamer @marithecat.bsky.social @aliems.bsky.social @alderfae.bsky.social @empresskrystal.bsky.social @kasnune.bsky.social www.twitch.tv/aikaenatsu

Couldn't have ever asked for a better late christmas/early birthday present! Ty so much to my wonderful gf @aikaenatsu.bsky.social for getting this for me, and to @shadell.itch.io for signing it (and for helping us with writing our fanfic for it lol)

You would not believe your eyes, if ten million fireflies~ TWO MORE TO GO!

I hate editing 😭

I think its criminal i have to work today.

Why did you transition, wrong answers only? So I could be good at fighting games.

I just sent in all the documentation i needed for a bottom surgery consult 🥺

The return of DUMB! We continue the trek through ARR! @marithecat.bsky.social @aliems.bsky.social @empresskrystal.bsky.social #SmallStreamer #VTuber #ENVTuber www.twitch.tv/aikaenatsu

A bunch of morons on a raft? More likely than you'd think! @marithecat.bsky.social @aliems.bsky.social @alderfae.bsky.social @empresskrystal.bsky.social #VTuber #SmallStreamer www.twitch.tv/aikaenatsu

Some headshot sketches for @aikaenatsu.bsky.social! <3

Depression beating my ass so bad I havent even been able to brainstorm ideas for writing. Why does it got hands like that?

Tfw your main character has your trauma so its easy to write but hard to read. This is shit sucks 😭

I hate feeling like a burden and feeling like I'm just not good enough. I'm just not enough. B

Going live for the first time in a while! We are live playing XIV! @marithecat.bsky.social @empresskrystal.bsky.social @aliems.bsky.social twitch.tv/AikaEnatsu #SmallStreamer

If I had a nickel for everytime I've become extremely self concious of my appearance when I'm about to go out, I'd have a lot of nickels. But it still doesn't feel good.

Thanksgiving was alright. Highlight of my weekend was spending time with two of my best friends in tge world that I hadn't seen in forever. Ready to be home.

Am I crazy. Or am I the only person who, when writing scenes, has a soundtrack in mind? Like, I was writing an intense fight prior to Hazel crashing out and becoming an explosion of emotions. I used "Flares of the Blazing Sun" from HoyoMix to imagine the choreography. #Fanfiction

STOP. This is a selfie checkpoint. You must repost with a cute selfie to proceed…

This is a very good point! It's 2025; most toxic yuri fans cannot even afford fainting couches!!!! What are they supposed to do if the .69 is too overstimulating?! Faint on a non-specialized couch!?

DRUNKAPELAGO POKEMON EMERALD DEATH LINK WITH @marithecat.bsky.social @melodicturntech.bsky.social #smallstreamer #pokemon #vtuber www.twitch.tv/aikaenatsu

FINALLY I GOT MYSELF IN UMA. I LOVE DIGITANNNNN! #Umamusume

The worst part of writing your own trauma into a character is reading it back and seeing how absolutely broken you really are. How you're still trying to pick up the pieces. But when that character finally heals from their trauma, you can only hope that one day you'll get there too.

Where are my lesbian friends?- asking so I can become a magical girl.

Happy Birthday to Keqing! My fave girl 🥺 #GenshinImpact

i figured i should make a post about this since its kind of important and i wanted to get the word out

I have a barebones idea and my friends that have read it said they love the idea 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

I started a side quest of brainrotting over the idea of writing my own book and its all I've been thinking about today. Little middle schooler me always wanted to be an author. Maybe I'll actually write a book after my fanfic is done 👀