OKAY I MADE MY HOME ACCOUNT!!!!! (Pokemon, ocs, maybe some random sketches) bsky.app/profile/step...

I'm getting my second meds this week. Happy to try two- one for serotonin one for dopamine. I do like how, inside my body, I feel like I made a positive choice!

Doodles from tonight

I showed my nephews my pokemon drawings and they said it was good One day I will wow them.

Any one of us could die at any time. Live accordingly.

Doodles from tonight

Burn it, Lum! 🏃‍♀️ #うる星やつら #ラムちゃん #ClipStudioPaint

heartgold won but I gotta represent my gen 2 king #agdq2026

The Recluse

I really want to believe in relationship anarchy but I need to learn discernment first. Not everyone deserves your loyalty or your affection. If it makes you confused or makes you feel limited and small- it's not love (romantic or platonic) it's control.

I think I'd rather kms than ignore a friend who's having a hard time. The loyalty bone is so big in me.

The grief is still so potent I kinda still can't be online LOL (when is it time to start doing EMDR for just logging in?) I hope ya'lls week is nice. :)

ugh I'm so tired from changing people's lives all day.... (one of my biggest efforts today was getting 600 dollars wiped from someone's account bc I whined about it)

tomorrow i belong to the savage mines. remember mint as she was: beautiful #ffxiv ⊹ #lalafell ⊹ #gpose

Hawthorn Digital painting

Wrathful ✨ #ffxivscreenies #greystarlight

#ff14 피핀

Happy New Year!! 🎉 #ffxiv #lalafell #pipdede

this should be the last time i have to ask for help, because my school refund comes in two weeks. but for now, i need to ask for help again. i'm short $250 for rent and our fridge is bare again, and all the food banks around us (that we have the gas to get to) are closed. we're struggling.

I peaked in my Kid Icarus phase

flehmen response #ffxiv

Dont u love ittttt

Now I have THREE people who don't mind me being clingy :3

🎍2026🎍 #FF14 #FFXIVART

Technically I still have time to do a horsey drawing bc chinese new year is later

2026 will have more days of me curled up in bed with my inner child. She'll have a cup of honey milk and I'll read her a good book before bed.

I’ll see yall next year ✨

🐊Followed to school

Raising an Arcanine🐶

Any way my heart is broken into a thousand pieces and constantly I'm expected to recover like a normal person. I love my husband but god damn sometimes I want to be alone to recover at a speed I'M comfortable with.

🐶Growing up too fast

She's so small 🥹💕

ALSO. I was let loose in a library with no supervision (If you read any Lockwood and Kingfisher/Vernon and liked it I will kiss you on the mouth)

I am drawing the most delulu thing rn

it’s time

We need more posts about reading books, holding hands, and worshipping the dark lord.

WEHHHH @softfantassy.bsky.social drew me Haruchefant and Rixen for crimmus!! LOOK AT HOW PRETTY IT IS THEY'RE SO IN LOVE (Rix is gonna climb that man like a tree when they get home) I'm gonna eat this and keep it on my insides forever :)

Next year Stephy's work is to care more about people who care about how they make me feel and a little less for those who keep proving that they can't/don't. Bc you could be the sweetest, juiciest peach? Some folks just don't like peaches. I want to blame myself a little less for being a peach.

I like Paradise's little feet..... .. . .

damn doesnt anyone want to call me pretty and let me watch them play games while I draw

(A yt comment said this was giving Janet AND THEY RIGHT) I think of Paradise in loveeee 🥰 youtu.be/GMFBblRPy88?...

A cute younger man called me pretty today...... ////

I get off from work. Wash my make up off and put eye drops in my eyes. I get a drink. I smoke a bowl. I start drawing. I AM THE GRIND.