The grief is still so potent I kinda still can't be online LOL (when is it time to start doing EMDR for just logging in?) I hope ya'lls week is nice. :)

ugh I'm so tired from changing people's lives all day.... (one of my biggest efforts today was getting 600 dollars wiped from someone's account bc I whined about it)

tomorrow i belong to the savage mines. remember mint as she was: beautiful #ffxiv ⊹ #lalafell ⊹ #gpose

Hawthorn Digital painting

Wrathful ✨ #ffxivscreenies #greystarlight

#ff14 피핀

Happy New Year!! 🎉 #ffxiv #lalafell #pipdede

this should be the last time i have to ask for help, because my school refund comes in two weeks. but for now, i need to ask for help again. i'm short $250 for rent and our fridge is bare again, and all the food banks around us (that we have the gas to get to) are closed. we're struggling.

I peaked in my Kid Icarus phase

flehmen response #ffxiv

Dont u love ittttt

Now I have THREE people who don't mind me being clingy :3

🎍2026🎍 #FF14 #FFXIVART

Technically I still have time to do a horsey drawing bc chinese new year is later

2026 will have more days of me curled up in bed with my inner child. She'll have a cup of honey milk and I'll read her a good book before bed.

I’ll see yall next year ✨

🐊Followed to school

Raising an Arcanine🐶

Any way my heart is broken into a thousand pieces and constantly I'm expected to recover like a normal person. I love my husband but god damn sometimes I want to be alone to recover at a speed I'M comfortable with.

🐶Growing up too fast

She's so small 🥹💕

ALSO. I was let loose in a library with no supervision (If you read any Lockwood and Kingfisher/Vernon and liked it I will kiss you on the mouth)

I am drawing the most delulu thing rn

it’s time

We need more posts about reading books, holding hands, and worshipping the dark lord.

WEHHHH @softfantassy.bsky.social drew me Haruchefant and Rixen for crimmus!! LOOK AT HOW PRETTY IT IS THEY'RE SO IN LOVE (Rix is gonna climb that man like a tree when they get home) I'm gonna eat this and keep it on my insides forever :)

Next year Stephy's work is to care more about people who care about how they make me feel and a little less for those who keep proving that they can't/don't. Bc you could be the sweetest, juiciest peach? Some folks just don't like peaches. I want to blame myself a little less for being a peach.

I like Paradise's little feet..... .. . .

damn doesnt anyone want to call me pretty and let me watch them play games while I draw

(A yt comment said this was giving Janet AND THEY RIGHT) I think of Paradise in loveeee 🥰 youtu.be/GMFBblRPy88?...

A cute younger man called me pretty today...... ////

I get off from work. Wash my make up off and put eye drops in my eyes. I get a drink. I smoke a bowl. I start drawing. I AM THE GRIND.

"join this lonely lady on her nameday?" happy birthday mint!!!! the big 33!! #ffxiv ⊹ #lalafell ⊹ #gpose

That last catch during that bears game was bc of this youtube.com/shorts/lOjVh...

I like that valentines day cardigan.

A ravenous beast, learning to control himself and his cursed body. Having only been a few days in the source, he's been stuck in this place for the full 30 years it hit Xak Tural. He hones his ability to maim and kill in the hopes he can be strong enough to destroy the Resilient Son by himself.

AHHHH trying to finish my friends drawinggggggg on time for christmussssssssssssss 😭

your smiles and tears transform into the strength i need to go on #ffxiv ⊹ #lalafell ⊹ #gpose

I'm glad ppl are having fun with the new patches. I can't seem to pick up ffxiv anymore though. It came to point where I login and I would cry. I left most ffxiv groups. I'm sorry I won't understand a lot of the game anymore. I will still draw as much as I can.

hmmm

Might be getting a puppy sooner than I thought....

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