i want to resub :(

the fact that mint has to sit on a booster seat at the diner makes me want to bite my fist SHE'S SO FUCKING CUTE

PEPPERMINT NO THAT'S YOUR MOM!!!!!! (ME!!!)

my cat jumped on my pc tower last night and now my pc won't turn on. :') i kind of want to commit die

ooooogh JANUARY

my mom just ended up at the hospital again and my dad just asked me, in no uncertain terms, to give up my goal that i've been going through school for to stay home and take care of my mother permanently i kind of want to scream if i'm being honest

ham cheese. ham cracker. cheese cracker. ham and cheese cracker. ham and cheese

alright so i jinxed everything and mom is back in the hospital LOL 🫠 we're hoping it's just a weekend stay.

my dad's worker comp paychecks seem to be coming in again so we finally have some kind of income coming into the house. mom gets paid in two weeks from her new job too so everything should be coming up better. i really want to thank everyone here. without this community, we would have been--

happy trans day of visibility to all of my trans friends. ur valid and loved 🩷🤍🩵

I've listed a few old OCs for sale on my Ko-Fi. They're priced based off the amount of art they come with and my attachment to them. :') I don't particularly want to sell the idol or bunny girl but you gotta do what you gotta do. Individual links below. ko-fi.com/lalafellin/s... #adopt #oc

i've been feeling kind of bad about posting on this bsky lately because i haven't been playing xiv (my sub is down and also i'm just.. depressed and don't have the drive to play). i've been wondering if maybe i should make a seperate account? but then i worry this one will just die.. :(

unfortunately, rent is coming up, and i'm $300 short. my dad is being discharged from the hospital today, thankfully, and my mom starts a new (temp) job on friday. i can hope, pray, that i can stop reposting this soon.. but unfortunately, not right now.

"There's no direct translatable equivalent to the word 'nakama' in English." Wrong. The answer is oomfie.

oh lord i could cry with relief. my dad's worker's comp payments stopped coming in a few weeks ago because he was found "fit for medium duty" even though his job didn't have that. he went to send me his uber earnings today for rent and had three weeks of worker's comp backpaid in his account. 😭

sold!! thank you ♥♥

I've listed a few old OCs for sale on my Ko-Fi. They're priced based off the amount of art they come with and my attachment to them. :') I don't particularly want to sell the idol or bunny girl but you gotta do what you gotta do. Individual links below. ko-fi.com/lalafellin/s... #adopt #oc

i've been skimping on meals lately to make sure my parents are eating and my algorithm has decided to punish me by only showing me delicious recipes and food videos lmao

anyone who donates 10 dollars or more i will doodle u something. i can do something with my mouse, make ur char a chiikawa or a chibi head in kidpix for higher amounts. artistic lib

thinking of listing some ocs that i dont really use anymore for sale on ko-fi.. i tried toyhouse a while back but they didnt get much traction 🥲

unfortunately, rent is coming up, and i'm $300 short. my dad is being discharged from the hospital today, thankfully, and my mom starts a new (temp) job on friday. i can hope, pray, that i can stop reposting this soon.. but unfortunately, not right now.

as if life couldn't kick me in the fucking ass any more. mom comes out of the hospital just for my dad to have a medical emergency and get admitted the same day. i'm so tired.

i desire taco bell and a nap

listed my ps5 for sale on ebay and someone tried to get me to drop to $200 flat like they were doing me a favor???? get outta here bro

had to use all the money i've made from selling plasma to pay the power bill 🫠 rent due next week, sub expired.. i want to throw myself off a bridge

given the situation with my mom, i'm going to post my ko-fi for any help people might be willing to spare. everything'll just be used for gas to visit her and food. i've been selling my plasma to make up for rent/bills but i'm still pretty fucked after spending $6k to move. ko-fi.com/lalafellin

despite the abysmal costs of medication without insurance, i really do appreciate my doctor. she got me discounts and is actively trying to check in with me alongside her other patients ; - ;

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my spring break ends tomorrow and i feel really bad about it because i just kind of spent the entire week in bed lmao u_u but two days of my new meds and i managed to clean up things i'd left wasting around so hopefully things start getting a little better..

i don't deserve the friends i have auwhrhfjshdbfjf

saw the doctor today. officially diagnosed with major depressive disorder :') i can't afford the new medication hauehdudhehdnfbxhdjdj

as if life couldn't kick me in the fucking ass any more. mom comes out of the hospital just for my dad to have a medical emergency and get admitted the same day. i'm so tired.

🍬Name: Vivira Vira (Peppermint) 🍬Place of origin: The Black Shroud 🍬Job: Idol 🍬Race: Lalafell 🍬Gender: Female 🍬Age: 33 🍬Height: 3'0 🍬Social status: Beloved 🍬Marital status: Single 🍬Battle style: Ranged

went to sell my plasma today and they used my other arm cus of a slight bruise on my normal donating arm.. tell me why i left dizzy and nauseous with a pounding headache 😞

i wish i could individually thank every person that's donated to me so far. i wish i could explain the amount of tears i cried when i woke up this morning

got hit w/ an unexpected $300 bill so i'm gonna open xiv comms :') i'd love to do chibi/headshot stickers for fanfest, but is there anything else you'd want from me?? any input appreciated 🙏🩷

i'm not sure if anyone still uses the other hellsite, but my desperation has led me to places i wouldn't even go with a gun. if you still use it, and could rt this thread, i'd appreciate it a lot. x.com/lalafeIl/sta...

i miss peppermint. i hope 8.0 revives my love for xiv.. although i think a lot of the reason i'm not really doing much other than raidlogging is just because i'm stressed. i can't find enjoyment in anything anymore and it kinda sucks.

given the situation with my mom, i'm going to post my ko-fi for any help people might be willing to spare. everything'll just be used for gas to visit her and food. i've been selling my plasma to make up for rent/bills but i'm still pretty fucked after spending $6k to move. ko-fi.com/lalafellin

my mom's entire hemodialysis port just came out while she was doing a treatment. upside: the ambulance guys were cute. downside: my mom is back on her way to the hospital, there was enough blood to look like i was crime scene cleaner, and i am stressed out of my fucking mind. my hair is falling out.

happy women's month! make sure you send a woman you love $100

realizing that fanfest is dangerously close and we'll learn about the new expansion soon.... i'm excited........

❤️ #ffxiv ⊹ #lalafell ⊹ #gpose

❤️ #ffxiv ⊹ #lalafell ⊹ #gpose

small life update mom is finally out of the hospital for the 3rd time this year, and we're fully moved out of our old house and into the new place. i am very, very tired in all senses of the word but things can only go up from here.. i hope

went to donate plasma to make some extra cash and they couldn't find my blood pressure so i have to go back tomorrow. ; _ ; if they can't find it again i'm just SOL i guess..

happy valentine's day, you are loved 💖 if you don't have a valentine, you do now. it's me.