given the situation with my mom, i'm going to post my ko-fi for any help people might be willing to spare. everything'll just be used for gas to visit her and food. i've been selling my plasma to make up for rent/bills but i'm still pretty fucked after spending $6k to move. ko-fi.com/lalafellin

went to sell my plasma today and they used my other arm cus of a slight bruise on my normal donating arm.. tell me why i left dizzy and nauseous with a pounding headache 😞

i wish i could individually thank every person that's donated to me so far. i wish i could explain the amount of tears i cried when i woke up this morning

got hit w/ an unexpected $300 bill so i'm gonna open xiv comms :') i'd love to do chibi/headshot stickers for fanfest, but is there anything else you'd want from me?? any input appreciated 🙏🩷

i'm not sure if anyone still uses the other hellsite, but my desperation has led me to places i wouldn't even go with a gun. if you still use it, and could rt this thread, i'd appreciate it a lot. x.com/lalafeIl/sta...

i miss peppermint. i hope 8.0 revives my love for xiv.. although i think a lot of the reason i'm not really doing much other than raidlogging is just because i'm stressed. i can't find enjoyment in anything anymore and it kinda sucks.

given the situation with my mom, i'm going to post my ko-fi for any help people might be willing to spare. everything'll just be used for gas to visit her and food. i've been selling my plasma to make up for rent/bills but i'm still pretty fucked after spending $6k to move. ko-fi.com/lalafellin

my mom's entire hemodialysis port just came out while she was doing a treatment. upside: the ambulance guys were cute. downside: my mom is back on her way to the hospital, there was enough blood to look like i was crime scene cleaner, and i am stressed out of my fucking mind. my hair is falling out.

happy women's month! make sure you send a woman you love $100

realizing that fanfest is dangerously close and we'll learn about the new expansion soon.... i'm excited........

❤️ #ffxiv ⊹ #lalafell ⊹ #gpose

❤️ #ffxiv ⊹ #lalafell ⊹ #gpose

small life update mom is finally out of the hospital for the 3rd time this year, and we're fully moved out of our old house and into the new place. i am very, very tired in all senses of the word but things can only go up from here.. i hope

went to donate plasma to make some extra cash and they couldn't find my blood pressure so i have to go back tomorrow. ; _ ; if they can't find it again i'm just SOL i guess..

happy valentine's day, you are loved 💖 if you don't have a valentine, you do now. it's me.

i'm about $120 short still unfortunately and i've exhausted the help of my friends and family. i'm sorry for reposting this so much

tried to walk too fast with a heavy box and ran face first into a concrete wall and hit my fuckin eye on the corner of the box after hitting the floor so now i just have a massive bruise on my forehead/nose and a black eye. i'm taking bets on how many questions i get asked tomorrow during class

i'm sorry. i'm dealing with an emergency. between my dog dying, my mom being in the hospital for a month and this rapid move, i've run out of funds to afford my medication. i'm short $200 and since i don't have insurance, i have to pay out of pocket. i am so stressed.i'm sorry. ko-fi.com/lalafellin

in somewhat decent news, i got the rest of my bedroom to the new house today so i can set up my pc and look at mint's face.. she heals me

Feels like it's been ages since I posed anything, trying to find some inspiration again 😮‍💨

i'm sorry. i'm dealing with an emergency. between my dog dying, my mom being in the hospital for a month and this rapid move, i've run out of funds to afford my medication. i'm short $200 and since i don't have insurance, i have to pay out of pocket. i am so stressed.i'm sorry. ko-fi.com/lalafellin

nice

harrassing my raid co-lead for food/pots and i spawn in to a certain nomad 👀 @edgylalafell.bsky.social

i want chicken tendies and a nap. 🫠

my dog died today and i spent $6k in the span of 3 weeks trying to move my family into a new apartment because our lease wasn't being renewed but at least i got an orange on m12s p2

not ffxiv related but i got cringe art of my selfship w/ an hsr character.... does anyone wanna see...................

"Do you mind?" 😒 #ffxivscreenies #greystarlight

I AM THE ONLY PERSON WITHOUT A TOME WEAPON AND THEY HAD ALL THE DPS ROLL ON THE COFFER RERHEURHEURHAUOERHAO'UFBDASF

AWAUHUGAIGUBSDFJKHNSDFRHSDJLFHDB

Him face 🥺

idyllic can suck my big fat pp THIS MECHANIC SUCKS

Metem watching the Upstart randomly bustin' it down with their opponent on live television (He is out of a job).

i want to get off mr. president's wild fucking ride

mom had a stroke 🥲

we killed m9s in two pulls :') and got to about the second-to-last mech in m10s.

tomorrow i belong to the savage mines. remember mint as she was: beautiful #ffxiv ⊹ #lalafell ⊹ #gpose

tomorrow i belong to the savage mines. remember mint as she was: beautiful #ffxiv ⊹ #lalafell ⊹ #gpose

raiding tomorrow... 6 hours a day until sat/sun where we run 12 hours... remember me

my refund hits this week and i am SO EXCITED awuaufgahguab. i just need to get through a couple more days. if anyone would like to buy me dinner for the next night or two....... 🥹

got you on your knees i never claimed to be the nice type 💖 #ffxiv ⊹ #lalafell ⊹ #gpose

i've been thinking about opening gpose/writing commissions. i feel bad having to ask for help so often and having nothing to give back.. but i also don't know if there'd be any interest?

got you on your knees i never claimed to be the nice type 💖 #ffxiv ⊹ #lalafell ⊹ #gpose

this should be the last time i have to ask for help, because my school refund comes in two weeks. but for now, i need to ask for help again. i'm short $250 for rent and our fridge is bare again, and all the food banks around us (that we have the gas to get to) are closed. we're struggling.

random lil' nova screenie to motivate me to get her ex6 weapon 'cus i've been lazy #ffxiv ⊹ #lalafell ⊹ #gpose

this should be the last time i have to ask for help, because my school refund comes in two weeks. but for now, i need to ask for help again. i'm short $250 for rent and our fridge is bare again, and all the food banks around us (that we have the gas to get to) are closed. we're struggling.

white gold #ffxiv ⊹ #lalafell ⊹ #gpose