I miss BTS stuff all the time so I just dont try anymore lol. Can always catch up when I can and w/ time. Looking forward to the new album.

As usual, I am trying to cope mentally by consuming stuff I like when I can. I think that’s really the only way that’s making me not crash out in the long run as well as the encouragement of friends here online & offline.

Thank you so much to helped me! It really means a lot🥺

Hello, been a while. Long story short: I’m trying to get away from my family (sounds dramatic but this really is the case for me rn), so I’ll need all the help I can get. Simply sharing helps too🥺 ko-fi.com/xant_witchy/...

Have to make my website today

I won’t be meeting any of my friends in the Philippines either. I’ve no time for myself since I have to take care of my grandma. August my birth month too so ofc I’ll have another worst birthday.

I dread the day we go to the Philippines this August. I just dread it because it’s not a vacation. I have to take care of my grandma & Idk if I’ll have to do it alone. I’m sure I’ll be a maid/caregiver for more than a month in that haunted place & I’ll hate it. I really can’t take care of people+

Nakakainis talaga ang mama ko. Sabi ko lng gusto kong magpahinga & bigla lng siyang mag-insulto na maginhawa raw buhay ko. My god, di niya alam kung gaano ka-busy ko every day. Na-ste-stress din ako but I never say it. She’s always like this. I hate her so fcking much a lot of times.

How good is it to but from jetpens

Tbh I really dont see the reason to go out and do manicure/pedicure if you can do it yourself. & I’m not so high maintenance so I never do it. My mom on the other hand wants to do it etc etc, so I just tag along w/ her if she wants me to. But like, I dont like coloring my nails other than colorless

After working on this video for months from scripting to recording to editing & then sound designing later, I’ll definitely feel more accomplished & happier because I challenged myself & learned a lot along the way on my own process. It’s like when translating. I start w/ scanning no. of cells or

I think the thing about this video editing stuff that makes it hard is that I’m trying to create art & it’s hard because I’m not familiar w/ many things & just plunged myself into it like learning Japanese by going straight into reading novels lol Pressuring myself to get better but at the same+

i wonder if maybe we should stop writing post-apocalyptic fiction just until we're sure that's not where rich people are getting their ideas

Watching Filter Cdrama & it’s a bit ridiculous but definitely has touching and lol moments Definitely somewhat light-hearted

Pen pals…

Something really tiring about extended relatives is that they call us for every money-related thing. Granted this time it’s for my mom’s cousin son who got shot but like… They run to us & expect every time.

I bought a variety of balls. ボール各種を買ってもらいましたっ☆

I hate this country every day & I don’t like my home country that much either because relatives. I just think it sucks wherever rn

Of course we didnt catch the clinic today

I really just want to finish these two parts of the video. It took me more than a month to do analysis & script so I’m so impatient to finish it already before I move on to another script/project. Thing is, I still have to add moving clips afterwards. So it’s really taking long & I’m just slow at+

Moms back hurting. Ik its been weeks since it started but its just… Im unlucky yk. I cant work on stuff I want to just when i need to finish stuff. I just wish curveballs wouldn’t be thrown at me.

Editing some audio and I forgot how painstaking it is. I remember editing my cover of a song in Cubase before lmao The way I had to learn how to do the EQ 😭😭😭

I have to do many things so ill catch up later with Hobi

Like at this point do i have to fill it up every time she goes to the bathroom. Its like Im serving the queen in this house. I hate it so much

There’s no question that I’m going to leave. It’s just a lot of things to move somewhere rn, but I definitely will by next year. She can solve her problems by herself.

Sometimes Idk what to do with my mom. Ive been working on stuff at night & she’s been going to the bathroom a lot of times even before. But suddenly she accuses me w/ not filling the water in the tank??? The toilet doesn’t fill up water automatically so it’s been a problem for more than a year now.

So. It has officially happened. I have been officially let go from my position at CDC. I wasn’t a probationary employee. I had stellar performance reviews every year. I’ll be ok. But please understand that many worked HARD to get into these positions and were doing great public health work.

Research is taking so much time my god

Got to research then record audio then edit video today like I already have script laid out but getting thru research always a pain in the ass. It’s all good tho, all good. One of the videos I have to make is about being a translator/linguist lol And I guess it just came out naturally I had+

Please, please archive your work. Please. I’ve recently been saving lots of my essays as pdfs just so the Internet doesn’t suddenly delete them all (this happened to a whole load of blogs I wrote for The Independent years ago). I don’t want you to wake up and suddenly find your work gone like I did.

look at her GROW! i'm almost done 😥 🧶🪩

Watching In Blossom and loving the suspense

And that’s why I want to be the boss lmao kcjcjnfnf

I must say I’m really the sort of person who can’t settle on one career. I’m the type who likes to do everything, & that does make me stress out but also I guess flexible? Nowadays I try to go with the flow on what I want to do & not care about others whose opinions are changeable/fickle. It’s+

Just realized I have to make 5 work samples for translator portfolio lol. I do have some pics but I want to make different ones. Editing portfolio, just 2. Proofreading, I’ll definitely dig for my old writing lol. I am having fun definitely tho since graphics design is fun.

Watching Blossoming You and it’s cute so far So far.

🚨BREAKING. From a program officer at the National Science Foundation, a list of keywords that can cause a grant to be pulled. I will be sharing screenshots of these keywords along with a decision tree. Please share widely. This is a crisis for academic freedom & science.

Elon Musk's mother moved to South Africa in the year Apartheid was created, and she and Elon left the year it ended. The last Apartheid Prime Minister, a man who refused to testify at the Truth and Reconciliation Committee, was a family friend who stayed at their home. This is not a crazy theory.

I did bowl over and get a pass but its only for 30 days. Idk how this shit will get fixed if it’s really the phone line she cut. I hate our apt. management as well. Anyway, it’s just such a stupid situation. So now she can’t watch her dramas w/o any stuttering. And I can’t work on heavy gpu stuff

The way I got to use my old ass phone to hotspot because my mom’s phone won’t work and she has a newer one. Maxed out on 100% because our internet is dead. I REALLY think it was because she cut off the phone line. I know it snakes by the bathroom door but that is no reason! To cut it w/o thinking+

Making portfolios because I’ve never really done them fr, & just thinking how many roles I’ve played over the years. Some jobs just have you doing 2 or 3 at once, & separating such roles really made me think how no wonder I was wrung out all the time 😭

📅 250201 Weverse Translations Thread RM’s Post ❇️ Hello to all of you, who I love so dearly. Have you had a good Seollal? Did you eat some tteokguk*? I don't know how I got here but I'm already 32 years old in Korean age. I see + (T/N: *Rice cake soup eaten during Seollal.)

Keep your messaging simple: “Trump fired everyone in charge of airplane safety, and a week later planes started crashing into each other.” That’s it. That’s the messaging. Don’t get bogged down disputing Trump’s false claims. Just blame him, in short and repeatable sentences.

Man, this reminded me of the school presentations we did before with props TT

the nostalgia is killing me 😭😭

Oh I forgot this line. I used to watch the live concert version

I'm annoyed that the app is back on principle and the discourse leaking out of there is now gonna be 300% more annoying as the braindead morons there become Trump bootlickers

Started using onesec app, & it’s so helpful with my focus so far. Psychologically, it makes you rethink about opening an app, & I like how that’s like magic in a sense. Usually don’t use apps like this, but I really need it to stop distractions.

Why cant I log in to vïkee all of a sudden. My aunt and her family in the Philippines better not be the reason