New hair day :3

Counter-idea: You go straight for the protector alter. You show the entire system that even their strongest and kindest is no match and that dissociating and switching will. not. help. You broke the guardian in front of their eyes and now each soul within that head is property.

It's my birthday and i'm right where I want to be 😃👍🎉

I hate my brain, sleep and stop thinking about stuff

"Your bra strap is showing" fucking weak, get on my level. #art #pinup

Haha floret haha plantfucker, she says, the vine tightening around her neck

We always end up fantasising about having our vocal cords surgically cut or removed. Not even as a voice dysphoria thing. We genuinely just think it would be really hot to be rendered permanently non-verbal. Only communicating with a set of pre-recorded words and phrases. Just like a real doll. 🥹

But what if you're both???

Oh fuck shit fuck honestly I was expecting Kione or something

Trying really hard to not be pessimistic with the heat wave today

Brilliant thread, well worth saving. It rhymes with my approach as a hypnotist, which is pick up and play is great, but I'm not doing that for hypnosis, LOTS of communication with a potential playpartner before, during, after...

It's funny when people close to me show me this stuff with a vague understanding it's for me, but still have to check

I’m so stoked I’ve got the motivation to finish this short story now, feeling great about the evenings progress

Probably a silly question but if I kick my own ass into finishing the thing I’m currently in the middle of writing - would any moots be interested in taking a gander at drafts? Ping my inbox if so It’s mind control erohorror because of course it is!

Until, eventually, they fully accept they're at your mercy, completely open to your programming, knowing that they no longer have any choice at all

Telling someone to try and wake from the trance while you have them deep under your control, just so they can feel how impossible it is to escape. Feeling trapped under your control, knowing they're too weak to fight it, to fight you. Watching them struggle less and less, giving in more and more...

Not my coworker joking about imagining me putting subliminal in all the apps and me being all haha yeah imagine that’s a topic of conversation I’m having a normal reaction about

Programming Language communities can be divided into either Cults or Polycules

I think I’m picking up on some common “damaged but very competent” thread running through these questions

was just reminded of this existing again so yeah i'm definitely weaponizing this one :)

Just finished @kallidorarho.bsky.social's Houndstooth. She's done it again, I'm WORSE. It was such a treat to see a slice of Knossos outside of Sartha's experience, and to see how people are feeling and rationalizing their existence within the system.

Now I finally have an ebook management system I like working on my home server that syncs to my Kobo - I can finally marshal my brain to go and actually read stuff again. I think I'll start with Kallidora's Houndstooth - other suggestions very welcome - brb when I'm oh so much worse

Dreaming of the Kennels again

OHHhHhh I’m so done for! This is- aaaaaaagggghhhh!!!! 😵‍💫

“Like a Sinclair C5 you are timeless, and you’re also completed by someone climbing into you, both legs first” - people who love me say the nicest things to me

I’ve been told I’ve been replaced as a hound

A family member just said “The Red Queen has spoken” - referring to me, and honestly I don’t hate it 🤔

It’s like my every dream come true 🫠

its… name is… s-arth- s- b-rina?

Wife gave my fire-belly newt a name: Isaac - because he’s newt’in

Once again indulging in my “I will make you a delicious meal” service task make brain go brrrr

Why did you transition, right answers only I know it’s not particularly original but the pandemic & living through “a time I can’t assume I’d survive” I realised I found the prospect of the remaining years of my life as a “He” utterly intolerable and needed to do something about it

Hound that was thrown away in disgust by its Handler for being too into it and ruining Her gratification

honored to be crowned USA Today’s Gold Standard Lobotomite, “the Lobotomite that all lobotomized girls should aspire to be”!

YOU’RE LISTENING TO SISYPHUS FM, THE HOME OF NON-STOP ROCK

its… name is… s-arth- s- b-rina?

Defanging on the mind lately

I'm so happy with my muzzle commission! I'm still a person I'm still a person I'm still a person I'm still a person I'm still a person I'm still a person I'm still a person

Today I learned to do overhead cracks

Nearly finished the first Symphogear season, a nice normal tale about love and friendship and ridiculous amounts of firepower

@operant-lavender.bsky.social you totally haven’t done similar

Holy moly! I ammmm!!!!???

@mechanizedmalice.bsky.social this yours?

Forced vampire thrallsistercon

If I don't stop doing things I won't have time to think about how not fine I am

She put a mirror in my bedroom opposite my bed today - not something I’ve ever had before and I keep getting by glimpses of myself as I get ready for bed and uhhhh I’m feeling myself quite a lot~ it can stay!

Hypnotised my wife again for the first time in a long while after being Hounded by that accursed book - still got it!!!

5 topics I could give an hour-long talk on: 1. Retro Computers & Games - too many machines to name here, but I have a collection 2. Hypnosis 3. Cooking 4. Programming/Data Science 5. Biology, doctorate and former career - now manifests as special interest plants and animals I WILL tell you about

Got sent an image of a tweet about a battle sister forgetting to scream “REPENT HERETIC!” On the first day of the job and yelled “SAY SORRY WEIRDOS” instead, now it’s lodged in my brain as a stim