Finished the first draft of chapter 1 of my story. Now I just need to proofread and get it test read by some people!

how it feels finding reasons to go on in this fucked up world

Best Worst Idea of Your Life (2022)

Ooooohhhh~ the bed is so soft after a big Derby workout- gosh I wish I had someone to give be a big massage right now!

One of the benefits of having a Sabrina Hound is it makes delicious meals as a primary affection language. It’s very proud when She likes its lamb!

I’m wondering if I should release my story chapter by chapter on ao3 as they get done, or when it’s all finished 🤔

I did not know this was a thing that existed but my word they look mean 🫠

Insane, unsafe and nonconsensual, you get it

Just one more beat to write and I'll have my Chapter I drafted!

the best part of WARHOUND is when Sartha said “IT’S SARTHIN’ TIME” and sarthed all over Handler’s boot

Off the top of my biology nerd head, if people send me one of Newt, Axolotl, Hedgehog, Snake, or cool birb, I will be delighted.

1000 words of chapter 1 drafted let's goooo!

Unpacking yet another moving box, and found my draft thesis and immediately imagined it being crushed under a boot i'm worshiping with a dissociated fervor... I um, I think I really am cooked

AAAAH I nearly forgot to log lunch in Obedience again, I've already piled up 3x Twenty Strikes and 2x Write a Devotion to Her.

Bingo!

I can feel each light pulse in my core!!!

She took some photos of me this afternoon because She was glowing about how I looked. Naturally I did not resist this at all, like a good girl.

Consent-extracting technologies like ‘gun’ and ‘sleep deprivation’

Nite nite, I’ll leave my window open like a good prey/victim x

Hypnosis is good for me…You! You I said you!

This week I have supported two people through A&E, yesterday until 4am, smashed work, done flat/cat sitting for a friend and fit family time in whilst dealing with some heavy complicated feelings, and planned out the mechsplo I want to write - I think I’ve been the Goodest Girl this week actually

Caught one of my newts chillin’ finger to scale

God really want to feel teeth sink into my neck whilst I whimper and write like a pathetic victim

I think I’m going to be very kind to myself today and go to the city get myself some nice new lingerie and things for some nice ritualistic baths

Feeling pretty and brainwashabble today

bsky.app/profile/mead... one of my proudest series read ARCHON 🧪❤️‍🔥💉

The horse op-ed is an instant classic. I can't tell you how much joy this piece gives me. It should be taught in every introductory writing class in no small part because the horse arguments are so compelling. "I have noticed that human children get to eat cake. But I am bigger than the children."

By the way, if you're enjoyed As Above and you're left wanting more (or left wanting Kione Monax to suffer), this is right here waiting for you.... ;)

Archon made my heart ache for Amynta & Kione, and go still frozen at how deep the Handler’s cruelty and manipulations cut. I’m a fan of villains so it takes a special something for my brain to go “oh they’re bad and scary actually” - this did it.

Want to Sleep. But also trans-lunar injection burn! trans-lunar injection burn!

Repo The Genetic Opera is an Easter Film No I Will Not Elaborate

I did so much scaffolding and note taking and writing in my Obsidian last night, I've not been this excited to create and write about some characters in a long time!

Ah yes, the decision paralysis when trying to come up with names to fit your characters.

a comic i'm launching early next year where i put a trans pilot in a transformer because that's the level of writing you can expect from me 75%of the time XD

while i'm at it here are some samples of achilles shieldmaidens. made 60 pages so far, and a bunch more to come

some of the initial painting that started the whole thing. it was a funny new years day when i said, i'll draw some mecha pilots and their robots because everything has already been done with the genre so i'm in no danger of thinking up a story... IT TOOK ME A SINGLE NIGHT TO THINK UP A STORY!!!

Hound that hit 30 points in Obedience and now it gets a treat!

Bark! Bark! Bark-Bark-Bark-Bark!

I love getting new sex toys

Yet again opening the window and ringing the dinner bell for lesbian vampires who want a new bloodbath pet that is easily housetrained

For the love of god PLEASE!!!!!!

Leaving the window open to sleep… you know, just in case a lesbian vampire fancies some dyke food - if you’re cold they’re cold and all that

Unmedicated ADHD: my plans for today are none of my business

Listen, I know this beautiful and brilliant lich lady is evil and cruel and has terrible plans for the mortal world and makes me do horrific necromantic work, but she calls me a good girl, so like, I think it's okay

Whenever I get my hair redone there’s always a point just after root bleaching where I look like Super-Shadow

a prediction

In the years since Handler's rise to the halls of power, She has not been idle. The Empire is ascendant, fortified with fresh horrors of Her devising. And worst of them all - as one rebel pilot is about to learn - is Her sinister Hellhound Corps Coming soon... ;)

I love submissives who offer up their weaknesses. Not their kinks, not their likes, but their actual weaknesses. Their fears. Their anxieties. Their addictions. The little ways in which they can be truly reshaped, mind and soul. It's such a pleasure to learn those cracks, and to pry them wide open