My heart hurts

I can’t move past my feelings about Ruin the Friendship right now, but the album is really good

I was not expecting Ruin the Friendship to render me sobbing, y’all. It just hit so so very close to home, especially this week 💔

There’s a specific type of fic that Eddie makes really uncomfortable if I try to read it. It gets confusing sometimes because Steve is So Real to him. I think he makes me feel more insane than any of the others do 🙃 #TheSaturnSystem

me talking about it anyway

Look at this thing

Shang-Chi and the Ten Rings is surprisingly really good! I really had no idea what I was going into and I’ve been hooked the whole time

So today we are going to have a little mini alter intro. Boo is four and is probably the most well adjusted of us all. She loves my little pony and unicorns and disney renaissance music. She wanted to say hi and show off the toy Wifey got her yesterday. So send her some love if you can 💜

If you haven’t yet, you should check out the first Big Bang fic! Such a fun way to start off the event!

What a wild way to kick this whole thing off! Super super excited to read more!

Had the most horrifically triggering psych consult and then was told she couldn’t see me… 👍🏽

I’m so fucking done with psych providers

HAPPY FIRST DAY OF HALLOWEEN 🎃🦇🧹🕯👻

OMG MY PHONE HAS BEEN REDUCING MY VOLUME!!! I THOUGHT MY HEADPHONES WERE DYING

I hope Summer Glau is happy 🥰

HAPPY STEDDIE BIG BANG DAY!!!!

OMG WE FINALLY GOT TICKETS TO MTRENCH THIS WEEKEND! THANK GOD

Heading to bed. I have 95% of my meds tonight so cross your fingers for me that I sleep

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That boy had a bigger effect on my life than I think he ever knew

His family had already been there today 🥹 there were flowers and balloons and they had put a couple pieces of his and his brother’s favorite candies on their stone. I never realized before that his little brother was my brother’s age 🥺

One of the saddest things is that they took my friend’s fb down after he died so there’s like no pictures to look at. And he’d had huge albums from prom and senior trip with some rele great pictures. I sort of understand, but it’s still sad

It’s been a while, but we’re gonna go visit him and our other friend that’s buried nearby (both died in 2010) idk how to explain, but this year feels significant.

They made it to the hospital but now the hospital is demanding huge amounts of money before instituting any treatments. @bexmashaba.bsky.social is in dire need. Please give if you can.

Wifey is a godsend

hello friends, can any one please send me $40 to get to the hospital right now? i have $20. it's urgent & as you know, i try to avoid the ambulance 🙏🏽 please? asap 🙏🏽 paypal.me/thelongestroad

i will update everyone on what's happening with me as soon as i can but rn i have to get to the er asap 🙏🏽

Sub Eddie is my favorite Eddie

Apparently now kids tie their loose teeth to NERF GUNS 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 brilliant

I’m so moody today

Ugh I love him so much #DJO ##JoeKeery

I lost my glasses and I need my glasses to find my glasses.

[insert coherent rant about my friends bullshit here]

Ok it’s official… I broke our vacuum… I’m so upset

Found out today that a treatment center near me, that I’ve been to multiple times, was under investigation and has a lawsuit against them for neglect and abuse. Unsurprised. Their programs are terrible and I definitely attribute part of my ED relapse to them. My time there last year was fucking HELL

Billie of the Day ✨

A happy ending where they’re just both up to shenanigans and tomfoolery together. And yes, Eddie totally taught Steve how to ride just so he can be the passenger princess 🤣 [ #steddie #steddiefanart #eddiemunson #eddiemunsonfanart ]

We decided it’s time for a Firefly rewatch. They fumbled this fucking shit so hard

Why is my entire family so fucking weird!?

I THINK WE SHOULD CALL IT YOUR GRAVE!!

they’re still tryna warn us about cleaning our ears with Q-Tips as if we don’t want the brain damage, read the room sweeties

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...anyway, our bartender at work pointed out this morning that my body was bodying a lot more lately, and frankly I've been riding that high for the past twelve hours, so I guess that's a thing I'd wanted to hear!

My mom read the first two chapters of Till the Last One Dies and said she ‘really really really’ loved my writing 🥰🥰 she hasn’t read like anything I’ve written since high school (which honestly isn’t much) and I was SO nervous for her to read. She was there for these events but was unaware 😂😂

CW: murder In a few days it will be 15 years since my friend and his little brother were murdered. I will never forget getting that call or the weeks that followed. RIP. I hope where you are is more peaceful than here 💔

I imagine this opening for Good Omens s3 like right at the beginning and then it’ll be 80 min of them making out. Anyway, this is actually legit the director told me himself don't ask him tho he goes to a different school shut up #goodomens #ineffablehusbands #aziracrow #goodomensfanart #goodomens3