if I'm autistic, then explain why I've been sitting in the break room harmonizing with the ominous beeping sound for the last 15 minutes

I wasn't built for customer service, I was built to be hooked into a machine that converts yearning into energy and forced to have bpd episodes for the public good

oblique strategy: make a new hole

I had so much fun playing on this!! I got to cut Hellraiser (2022) and Hellbound into nearly 600 samples - I used those samples to build weird little instruments in Ableton, and those were used for all of my parts on Lore and Lauderant! thank you Mae for inviting me and letting me be insane <3

I'm not wasting armor, I'm Olympiamaxxing

I regret to inform you all that I once again feel creatively inspired

very amused by this malfunctioning record

I've put together a Lyath decklist and I have some concerns about time

chat how many times can I listen to Love Will Tear Us Apart in an hour before it qualifies as a BPD symptom

let me see you stripped down to the bone

I slept like shit and I'm ready to have a bad time

generally I'm pretty unhappy with Cradle Of Filth of late but I am also v excited that I found a copy of Cruelty And The Beast on vinyl just now, given that it was the first black metal album I ever listened to

the black metal inner circle is, when you get right down to it, virtually indistinguishable from several twinks in a polycule

cranky and overstimulated at work I am going to start biting people

new favorite sign just dropped

Cursive fucking rules live btw

if we're going into a Kayo meta, I think I'm pretty happy to be on Valda? Cranial/Spinal Crush are both pretty relevant, you get a bigger fridge, and you get a lot of free Seismic Surges

the first local prerelease isn't until next Wednesday but as far as I'm concerned this one is really just up to the homies for the most part #fabtcg

Only 5 days until my new album comes out! I haven't gotten that many preorders so I'm not sure if people are waiting for vinyl or if it's just not reaching as far as usual, but please help me get the word out on this!

apparently it's odd to have strangers taste-test your hair at a monster truck rally

all of this work is really cutting into my yearning time

Do every stupid thing that makes you feel alive Do every stupid thing to try to drive the dark away Let people call you crazy for the choices that you make Climb limits past the limits Jump in front of trains all day And stay alive Just stay alive youtu.be/e2zreotds8U

tomorrow I'm gonna go see Cursive and I'm hyped as fuck

#fabtcg #armoryrecap small Armory at a new store tonight, but I'm ecstatic to have these in Reno again! I went 3-0 on Valda and won a treasure pack, which contained a gold foil Not So Fast! this is now the funniest card in my trade binder

Emma gets Scott pregnant

clarifying that my erection is at half-mast as a symptom of intermittent bottom dysphoria and not to mourn charlie kirk

continuing to be fixated on Mischievous Meeps in Pleiades

five favorite of my own songs, in no order: Woundlicker + FLCOY - DONO CRISIS 2 Teeth Garden - Trivial Fursuit pt. 2 Woundlicker - All Departures Woundlicker - Razorgirl Sonata (unfinished, unreleased) Slutshovel - Spit Three Times (unreleased, unreleasable)

it's all been a ploy to get their dental records, and now I have them, right on the inside of my arms

god I can't fucking wait for BH Sonoma

More Indecisive Women Rotating Between Several Instruments

Reasons to make music: -killing time before something more interesting happens -get to generate download codes -spite -trying to communicate with dolphins -spreading a sinister ideology -need hold music for company’s service line -woke -not good at podcasting -want to find out what a “flanger” is

chat do you think 24 cards that draw cards and do something else is too many for my Pleiades list

actually the bullets were engraved with "NO MOSH, NO CORE, NO TRENDS, NO FUN"

you know, Forged For War sure is a lot of value if you're willing to run three pieces of Ironhide armor and Rampart

it took exactly 30 seconds of being at work today before I heard some boomer-ass opinions I had to bite my tongue about

#fabtcg #armoryrecap felt off my game tonight and it showed, went 1-2 on Valda and got very annoyed about Oscilio lmao which is fine! I had a good time hanging out and learned a few things from my losses

I can finally wear my trenchcoat again, nature is healing

good fucking riddance, onto the next one

okay so Tower Pleiades

downloading MuseScore, rip Finale

anyway I am just horrendously fucking smitten with (amongst others) my Canonical Husband (who earned the title by pointing at me and yelling "THAT'S MY FUCKING WIFE" at people and/or introducing me to people as their wife more times than I can count)

recent romantic duets: Dragula Break Stuff Werewolf Gimmick No Children

Thank you so much to LSS for this opportunity and for the community that supports us. We love you all🤍

gonna sing You Don't Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison and probably fucking die it turns out that Drain The Blood is just not as comfortably in my range as I want it to be lmao

knives

I am at karaoke with someone I've been down real bad for forever and singing Sisters Of Mercy and having such a good fucking time

programmed to serve / prone to malfunction

Marina is simply an angel and if you're alienating them from a game they do so much good for, you are fucking up unambiguously bad