i wanted to go to bed an hour and a half ago but kept myself awake by having a big ol’ ugly cry over the state of everything rn also i have unpleasant bowel movements which is just the cherry on top of all the snot

TRYING! NOT! TO! LOSE! IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

the last 20 minutes of the docuseries are sooo fascinating on my first rewatch. the happiness montage. the chiefs x last show new romantics mashup. her saying she “had to use all the tools and mechanisms available to her at the time”… there’s so much there

guys i finally did it after talking about it for literal years now, i finally dyed my hair red!!!! it didn’t turn out as cherry-like as i wanted it to but that’s fine. you buy box dye, you get box dye (also i might’ve missed a couple of tiny strands oops

i promise i’m still v much a gaylor/performanceartlor/nr-believer, i just don’t have the mental capacity to engage with it other than surface level eg liking posts/tiktoks from time to time and i want to be more involved i really want it to be my escape, but i can’t force that i guess😶

it’s feeling very very difficult to exist in the world right now. it’s so dark and sad and every day fifty new terrible things happen. 😭 my heart hurts so much for the earth and its people.

sometimes i really wanna go back to being 15, just me and my laptop, and my friends laughter through shitty earphones on hour 5 of our daily skype call, scrolling down my own tumblr, admiring it, being excited over hitting 200 followers, idk i’m definitely romanticising bc i was depressed af but yk

guess im going back to the sims 3 i can’t handle the youngest sibling and their antics rn

sooo ea is really confusing me rn since anadius unlocker doesn’t work anymore, i decided to just play with the packs that i actually did buy back when they were released and maybe get a couple packs one by one when they’re on sale on some dodgy third party site. so that’s what i’ve been doing for +

just saw someone say josh hutcherson is famous because of the fnaf movies 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 we are losing the ancient scrolls (the bridge to terabithia movie or the hunger games movies i guess lmao)

moon window

I go through these periods of depression on and off and I'm so deep in the trenches of feeling so angry and miserable and terrified of the world. Nobody around me gets it. They don't even know what I'm talking about and I don't have the energy to explain. Everything is corrupt

ugh this sounds so silly but i ordered some green and didn’t realise i had to pay in advance and like manually as in i had to do online banking stuff, i thought i could pay within a month (like i was able to do before) and i have been waiting for three days and now im completely out over the weekend

went to the mall today and got several washi tapes, a new notebook to further replace my notes app, two books, cute napkins and postcards, a small dish with a small croissant carved into it, an actual edible croissant, and overpriced moisturiser that went from 14€ in 2021 to 20€ now, like hello???

It’s very funny to me when people say that choosing to be child-free is a “selfish decision.” Like . . . Yes?? The choice to reproduce or not reproduce is inherently self-centered. Either way, I am making a choice about what *I* want *my* life to look like. Altruism is not in play here.

i love snow so much !! my heart feels warmer in the cold

PLEASE LOOK AT THE MOON TONIGHT SHES SO BIG AND PRETTY!!!

she is so gay

dude fuck america frfr

If clarity’s in death then why won't this die? What died didn't stay dead. Check the pulse and come back swearing it's the same after three months in the grave… in my defence I have none for digging up the grave another time.. Two graves one gun.. Whispered at the grave should've kissed you anyway

Miss Americana 🪞

I genuinely cannot cope with the fact that humans have hunted and desecrated natural habitats to the point of hundreds and thousands of species extinction

888 days from the end of harry’s tour on tour (his last music related move) to the posts yesterday. three. eight. 🫠 include the end date and you get 127 weeks.

Heated Rivalry 🤝A Cinderella Story It’s a love story, baby just say yes

We belong together 🤝 You belong with me

Exile ends in 3,2, 🏳️‍🌈 ?

They're the same picture

You know what's so sad, Whyley talking about how he and others have never had to filter themselves, meanwhile Taylor has to filter herself so much 😭

remember when

i’m not a big reader but i did manage to read 16 books this year yay - every hunger games book thrice and - how to stay sane in an age of division yup yup, i’m okay

happy birthday queen 🎂

i’m not a princess this ain’t a fairytale 🤝 i’m not a bad bitch this isn’t savage

The persona is huge, but the person is soft

god i love vamplor

i did something bad is album 6 track 3 6/3 last year is when she finally played Glitch (mashed with Everything Has Changed, paired with Chloe et al.) and of course she gave us a rainbow in her outfits that night 🌈

don’t mind me i’m just thinking about how taylor basically spent the entire first episode of the docuseries telling us that’s she’s miserable and nobody even knows

I’M WATCHING LATE BUT EXCUSE ME??????

🎃Pumpkin Post thread since today is 5/13 on the Taylor Nation timeline.

i love her so much

i can’t wait an entire week for more

it’s actually insane that anyone can listen to “what if the way you hold me is actually what’s holy? if long suffering propriety is what they want from me, they don’t know how you haunted me so stunningly, I choose you and me religiously” and think that’s about a …white heterosexual relationship

no self control i got the midnights cardigan

my house has always been on pretty girl ave the pretty girl ave moves with me

best thing about being a non-native english speaker is that i WILL be mix and matching dialects, regional wording, spelling (fuck us spelling tho, why are there so many z‘s? unless i’m feeling zesty, then i’ll gladly take cheeky z) you know, world englizh tingz

i work in retail and today we had 10% off everything and i had to manually deduct 10% on every single item individually for ~8 hours straight get the fucking fire exit door i’m off (no discount)

im in such a complaining mood rn

i ordered the midwest princess vinyl with the curtain sleeve and received one without it great thanks

my tshirt already came hehe quality is really good imo but how is this a Large lol (unless it said oversize and i didn’t realise)

if i hadn’t had to buy a whole ass kitchen a couple of weeks ago, i probably would’ve spend soooo much money on that merch drop, it sickens me (both that i couldn’t and that i would’ve)

i folded this is a veeery cute merch drop i got the this ain’t a fairytale tshirt bc horses