hormones rule

idk how much longer i can just hide aspects of myself from people and still manage all the same relationships

just voted for zohran mamdani 32 times from the rising stones 💚

i still have last years halloween pfp

alright my ego is back for a minute and i want to say this is totally reasonable. block your enemies, fight with your friends. there is no point trying to change someone you already dont like, save that energy for the people you love.

idk if its normal or reasonable but ive had a rule for myself for a while that i do not fight or argue with my enemies. so anyone i have blocked i just... either am on their side when theyre right or leave it to other people when theyre not

how do people like. talk to people. without feeling bad for taking up their space and time.

this is about uh. a friend who doesnt want to ever speak to me again bc of shit other people did. which is fine. his choice. doesnt mean my heart isnt broken. doesnt make the past few months of crying over it stop existing. i just have to live with it.

the past couple days have been a massive ego boost for me its super pog

THEY CALL HER YOSHI PRO FOR A REASON. BECAUSE SHES A FUCKING PRO

Pac-Man WR and first sub 27:30!! decent run for most of my strats, bad rng cost me 15 seconds and I chokoed the final boss pretty bad and lost 20 seconds there... sub 27 soon!!

yknow i pretend that im like. disagreeable and stuff but like. its obfuscation to protect myself from the fact that i do everything i can for other people and some people like. dont care about that. so ill pretend that its because im standoffish and not because theyre wrong

i may (gasp) write lore on my characters finally. ive enjoyed wriitng in character in the past too. i dont think my newest one is developed enough but i could write about or as ao for hours i just dont have the attention span

this isnt to hate on myslef btw im just manic and yapping in peoples ears and spinning in circles

i have got to be the most annoying person on earth how do yall deal with me

disregard everything ive ever said about gender before, this dog is my gender.

i talked too much last night. if im not careful people might find out i love my wife

im sos sick of being me

another day, another attack from the insurmountable loneliness

i feel like every time i meet someone or a group of people i have a terrible breaking in phase where i lose my mind if anything goes wrong and i hate myself for days and lash out at people and then a few months of normal and rhen something big happens and i go back to phase 1 til the group dies

spent some time lately thinking about when my mom told me that i never showed any signs of being girly or liking girly things and like. yeah. i just said a billion times that i wanted to be a girl. girls can be. not girly. i can be a masculine woman. i am one ! just interesting.

there was a period of my life, around the time i came out, where i would do anything to feel loved. and a couple times in that period, i talked to girls that turned out to be creeps. and then at the end of that period, i met the woman who would be my wife

ive been cutting down my last 5 years of photos as much as i can and man. im sorry to anyone whos known me that past 2 years. i fucking sucked.

dont know what the hell were supposed to do without ebt. could already barely afford food and rent and now we have literally 0 ability

i've gotten a couple recommendations but i could use more. especially hands-on experience

Hi! my name is luna (or turtles), and i am a disabled indigenous trans woman. for the most part i exist on social media to talk speedrunning and other video game stuff and occasionally politics and food stuff as well my character in FFXIV is Aogami Daimeishi @ Famfrit, say hi if you see her

i think its time i maybe wrote some more. maybe about me, about my characters, about life, idk. something though.

i just remembered the one person that got really bent out of shape about me calling hornet a lesbian. funny moment

www.twitch.tv/turtles10000... hollow knight steel soul 100% attempts. posting here so my wife doesnt do it for me

i miss having a family

theres so much information and knowledge in my head and i can never use it because i cannot Do anything.

6am and i csnt fall asleep. terrible things on the mind.

"i just don't like—" ok then block and mute "it's harmful—" censorship is more harmful to actual victims than pixels on a screen "fiction affects—" literally nothing unless you don't have a brain that's able to make distinctions "but i—" no, shut up, go away, shoo

glasses broke down the middle, my shoes are more hole than material at this point, and we have no money to get or fix anything

i need everyone to remember that everyone in unova is gay

hi friends. twould be appreciated if someone could send like $10-15 so i can get my [bitch] wife a new phone charger like all the things (venmo/paypal) are @turtles10000000 other ones dm me bc i have to check and didnt feel like it while typing

finding out that my favorite boss in silksong was gay is like a dream come true

no offends if this is you but if you're thinking "this is going to make the right do fascism" they're already there. they blew up a boat with 11 people on it for being immigrants. they're kidnapping US citizens and trying to rendition them to Uganda. do you think we're on a trajectory to peace

of course there will be reactionary backlash to this, but the reactionary engine has enough momentum that it's self-sustaining at this point. there is a movement to categorize transition as domestic terrorism, and they didn't need one of their ghouls to get his neck exploded to come up with that

i feel like at least once a month ive gotta have moment where i see something in spanish, read it, realize i havent understood anything ive read, look back, and realize its in portuguese

i was never comfortable with the clanker thing because i knew what direction it was going, but seeing white people immediately jump to shit like "george droid", "rosa sparks", etc... like wow, y'all can't even *pretend* that this "we need a slur for AI" thing was anything but antiblackness

Truly I know the answer; at the end of the day everyone would prefer indigenous voices were silent. It happens online, it happens outside, it happens in politics, it happens everywhere we exist. Despite the horrors indigenous people are strong, resilient, powerful, creative, and my all.

i have no friends in real life. i cannot begin to express how much it hurts. i dont know what to do. everyone has either blocked me or stopped talking to me because of shit i didnt do. i hate being lonely all the time. what did i do to deserve all of this

less than 8 hours from silksong and i am calling the "112 in a week before silksong drops" challenge i somehow set for myself. i started with a single playthrough 2 years ago where i only made it to 108 without a lot of the hardest parts of the game, after 40 more hours, i hit 111 on a new file.

Travis Swift is going to be such a great football player name

1 Racist vs 20 thermonuclear bombs . can jubilee make this video?

tbh Geometry Dash kinda mid. Have you heard of Umineko When they cry

im gay!

my poor wife playing FNV thinking its minecraft