I’ve been sitting outside this Dr office for 1h40m now while they’re all at lunch, waiting for my ride to pick me up, so I called the company, I somehow fell through the cracks ig so now I’m fucking hurting sm

I know, when my pcp sees how much weight I’ve lost, he’s going to ask “did you do it healthily?” And he knows I’m going to say “no”. Just like every time he says I should quit smoking, I smile and say “I will as soon as I leave :D” then go out and light one up -_-

Brain hurt and leg/hip rly been bad lately but I see pcp today and I’ve printed off the files and noted things I have questions/want explanations about. I also really need more gabapentin 😭 (and to get paid soon for other meds)

I haerd you liek ditto so I put a ditto in a Pikachu in a mimikyu for you.

I’ve always wanted one (1) Miku figure/model so someone pls get me this, it’s the most beautiful I’ve seen thus far

Small, overweight, overweight, underweight (lw), now I’m overweight again. I hate pipelines.

I’ve hurt so badly since my colonoscopy. They made me lay on my left side. And my lower back and hips have hurt so fckin much since then. Couldn’t even try to do my little exercise walk yesterday. And this morning I’m stuck to my heating pad like glue 😭

"Remember when we first met in Kvatch? I told you that I didn't want any part of the gods' plan. I still don't know if there is a divine plan. But I've come to realize that it doesn't matter. What matters is that we act. That we do what's right, when confronted with evil." --Martin Septim

Found the files that “they didn’t have” at the hospital online. Found out some interesting things. So this is what my neurologist is going to hear next week:

Since I couldn’t

Fucking good, ga gas prices are horrible and ppl are starting to get sick of him (most sane ppl, and I know ppl who voted for him that hate him now so..)

I need to delete more junk photos on my phone, cause when I do go back through them, I find the absolute GEMS

Realized I’m just trauma-bonded to my last other (male) ex. That man has always always let me down and never comes through hardly, but he has sometimes when it counted. We were friends since school, and have the most shit in common. I wanna be his friend. But he’s still mad/sad and pushes me away.

This is fucking world war apocalyptic type shit dude fucking scary and the kids are learning in school how “awful” Iran is (a bunch of bs lies) and how we NEED to do this. I’m sick of grading papers that say “my favorite story today was how we bombed iran!”

I have about 80weeks to lose 40lbs. But I’m kinda speedrunning it idc I already have loose skin and shit. I just need to look okay being the spectacle cripple at the wedding walking before the bride. Or wtv. Sisters not even really trying to plan much :/ doesn’t even have a dress 😂

Colonoscopy yesterday was uneventful 😞 I lost a good bit tho that morning I weighed lol 😂

The face of an eepy kitty waiting for her breakfast to be ~prepared~ Training is actually going pretty well. Her box and litter came yesterday so after this weekend, she’ll start learning to stay inside. (But she gets bored in my room. Any suggestions on how to keep her her entertained?) +

Yea. I did that.

Let myself have some pancakes yesterday cause today is mandatory liquid diet for colonoscopy tomorrow :3 pls remove all my intestines while you’re in there :3

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Savaşı sikeyim, piç

You know you’re chronically ill when you’re hoping they “find something” in a test so someone can maybe HELP, because omg proof! :o

(She’s older than him 😆)

I started my day sending a voice message to my sister in Turkish saying “good morning beautiful sister and old older brother. [sister] is not old, [bil] old. Very old man. I’m sorry 😢 “ lmao learning new words is great cause I can tease my bil like a real brother I never had 😭

Guess who a hasn’t been resting like, at all. And also guess who just crashed yesterday and slept half of yesterday and tonight out of exhaustion. Eeeh.

In so much pain today. I really needed to just rest ALL DAY yesterday and not try to push things a little more. Now I’m gonna be like dying all day 💀

I’m gonna crash out fr

How am I supposed to grade papers that teach factually incorrect things to middle schoolers. I can’t.

WTF ARE THESE KIDS LEARNING AAAAH WTFF I’m having a word with my mom when she gets home. Srs.

I’m actually triggered by this poem omg x_x

That moment when at almost 4 am you're up crying because the *eyes of ana* are the ones you see your body through suddenly and it just.. hits you. idk if I can even shower today haha I need a shower but I don't wanna see myself at all :D

I wish more ppl would understand that, yes, I can do it. But will I be nearly incapacitated the next day(s)? Yes.

Some1 pls take one 4 the team dude…

Happy Mar10 day 🥳 This will forever be my favorite Mario meme

Ok. Resting today, fr. I don’t need to overdo it even more 😭 my right side is the one that hurts now, from trying to get my left side to keep up 😭😭

Everyone basically:

I'm not trusting the process until it apologizes

Man even my (secondary) adopted mama asked me how my arm was yesterday and I was like “oh it’s ok, it’s just bandaged more now cause I had an allergic reaction to the adhesives around it, so blah blah.” My real mom, I have to fight tooth and nail to try to get her to even help HERSELF

My BIL sent me the cutest voice message in English telling me I did a good job cleaning me room 😭 made my whole day

I had to show off my new tank 😂 (Excuse my fucking huge ass self)

hard to believe how many people across the entire world want one simple thing that just never seems to happen

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