𝓐𝗹𝗲𝘅𓈒 i still giggle at the fact that, even though it’s not canon by any means—it was still an interaction that happened therefore canon to me. * but psykos from opm being e.m’ adopted mother. she has no good intentions and wants to corrupt him, lmao.

amidst scattered papers when he got the call. at first he chose to ignore, 𝙛𝙖𝙧 too busy on trying to connect a possible location of the kid. —but it just kept going on and on… snatching the communicator with a tight grip like it could break. “ what. “

your throat is raw from screaming to a god who isn’t listening .

drown it out, drown it out.

i watch him in the kitchen, and i think of how much it hurts to love somebody. how deep the hurt is, how almost unbearable. it's not the love that hurts; it's the possibility of anything happening to the object of your love.

excellent. i’m glad to hear it. the only 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 fucking thing to happen today. say, why not take the rest of the day off ?

hm. how’ve you been ? you’ve been getting your tasks done, correct ?

hehe. no need to be jealous, it’s not a good look on you. you’re my only mutt, don’t worry.

my favorite mutt.

C137.

the fuck does that mean.

don’t embarrass me.

… ( 😳 ) okay.

Two sides of the same coin 𓈒

C137 you were doing so well. pussy ass behavior for backing down.

spelling mistake. i win.

is this you implying that you have no brain.

you actually think i’d have a change of heart ? please. you bring nothing to the table, and that is—surprisingly, the only * good thing about you.

so. you get up. you keep moving. you ignore it until you can't. you rinse. you repeat. again. and again. and again. and again. and you call this "life."

stop looking for happiness in the same place you lost it .

tck, please. they’re most likely just desperate fuckers who will do anything.

𝓐𝗹𝗲𝘅𓈒 ORION IT HASNT EVEN BEEN A DAY YET. 😭😭😭

more like nauseating. nothing pleasurable about you.

ah. it makes sense now.

they tell me, shaking their heads: "you should've been kinder. you are somehow furious." i used to be kind. it didn't last long.

now i know why i was drawn to you. we have the same darkness inside.

the air got tense.

( an internal wince at the mention of her 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠. … why * was he doing this for a dead kid ? —right. for the guy in front of him. ) did you not hear me ? she’s off the grid. 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒆. if you look for her you’ll return with nothing.

⠀ 𝐖𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐨 #⃝ｐａｒｔｙ ⠀

⠀ 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 #⃝ｃｉｒｃｕｓ ⠀

I want to be myself again 𓈒 I want to be 𝐬𝐢𝐱 𓈒 I want to 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 knowing everything I know 𓈒

why am i not scared in the morning? i don't hear those voices calling. i must have kicked them out, i must have kicked them out.

( … right, he’s not aware of when they had cut her eye out as an act of discipline. her breaking point. finding the words to say; to beat around the bush. ) no. i believe she’s entering her adolescent years. you probably know how that goes.

… it’s not your fault. that kid just has the tendency to roam around and visit different dimensions. ( … ) she picked one where she couldn’t stand a chance.

thank you. now, i’m currently working on trying to get her coordinates. rest assured that whoever took her will pay the price.

it’s helping me get a migraine.

you yelling is not fucking helping.

"You have got very sad eyes" she told me.

"I can’t help it," said the scorpion. "It’s my nature."

“ 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥. “ he replied under breath, a heavy huff following suit, “ why did i think for a second that a damn child would be useful. “ there was the slip, even after he, for once * tried to hold himself back from making any remarks. ( →→ )

𝓐𝗹𝗲𝘅𓈒 i forgot that e.m. only tolerates froggy, and that his older / future version is who sees her as his child. 😭

her bright demeanor was met with a sour, almost offensive look, like how she 𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 to be in such a mood when his daughter has went off radar. but the amphibian is merely a toddler, he shouldn’t blow a fuse and snap. not right now, not here. ( →→ )

it’s mortifying to be the one who remembers

hmm. very well then. yes, i do have people that i love. my people.

pretty personal don’t you think ?

it was a joke.

i killed my grandpa a thousand times and all i got was this lousy shirt.