The fact that I'm alive right now is already 𝖍𝖔𝖕𝖊 𓈒

And for what 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘯 did he slay him 𖤠 Because his deeds were 𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋 , and his 𝖇𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫'𝐬 were 𝐑̲𝐈̲𝐆̲𝐇̲𝐓̲𝐄̲𝐎̲𝐔̲𝐒̲ 𓈒

I'll not be 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝 .ᐟ Mine is not the l̲e̲s̲s̲e̲r̲ 𝕷𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 .ᐟ

Name o̲n̲e̲ 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐎 who was 𝖍𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 ──┄ y̲o̲u̲ can't 𓈒 / I c̲a̲n̲'̲t̲ 𓈒 I'll tell you a 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭 .. / Tell me 𓈒 / I̲'̲l̲l̲ be the 𝖋𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𓈒

The most 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 child in this world 𓈒

An 𝖊𝖞𝖊 for an 𝖊𝖞𝖊 , a 𝖑𝖊𝖌 for 𝖑𝖊𝖌 — a shot in the 𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙 doesn't make it 𝐮𝐧𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 .ᐟ

Needle and the thread .. Gonna wind up dead ..

No matter where I look , you're always there — in the corner of my eyes 𓈒

𝕹𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖒𝖆𝖗𝖊 — The Guardian of negative feelings 𓈒

Needle and the thread .. Gonna wind up dead ..

It's no big surprise that 𝖞𝖔𝖚 turned out t̲h̲i̲s̲ way — When they close their eyes and prayed you would change ..

The most 𝘥𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘶𝘭𝘵 thing for me to bear was the 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 that my 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 wouldn't witness the 𝕷𝐈̲𝐅̲𝐄̲ I'd 𝖈𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐧 for myself , and that I

My 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 , my 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐟 𓈒

An 𝖔𝖉𝖊 to a childhood long lost ..

Well , I'm not the 𝖒𝖔𝖔𝖓 , I'm not even a 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗 , but awake at 𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 I'll be singing to the birds ..

𝕱𝖆𝖙𝖊 has been cruel , 𝖔𝖗𝖉𝖊𝖗 unkind — How can I have sent you away 𖤠

𝐖𝐇𝐘 DIDN'T YOU 𝐒𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐄 , 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 .ᐟ𖤠 / BECAUSE 𝐈 𝐀𝐌 𝐀 𝗙̲𝗢̲𝗢̲𝗟̲ .ᐟ

If I were to die right now — Well , that'd just be okay 𓈒

How many times have you made him cry 𖤠 / I didn't — I .. I'm doing it again , aren't I .. 𖤠

𝕱𝖆𝖙𝖊 has been cruel , 𝖔𝖗𝖉𝖊𝖗 unkind — How can I have sent you away 𖤠

My 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 , my 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐟 𓈒

I 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘥 a 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 of ̲y̲o̲u̲ and m̲e̲ , I 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘥 that we were 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖌 .. and in that 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 , we sailed the sea to a land we 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃

I 𝖑𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 and I 𝖑𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 and I 𝖑𝐨𝐬𝐭 you ..

My 𝐩𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫 is 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘭𝘺 a 𝕭𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆 at all , heeding to e̲v̲e̲r̲y̲b̲o̲d̲y̲'̲s̲ call .. Is there a 𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄 that I can 𝕯𝐑𝐀𝐖 𖤠

Now you're 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐞 , nothing's left of what used to be 𓈒

I 𝖑𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 and I 𝖑𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 and I 𝖑𝐨𝐬𝐭 you ..

You 𝕹𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 even 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 in the f̲i̲r̲s̲t̲ 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 𓈒

You're the 𝖘𝖚𝖓 , you've never seen the 𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 , But you hear its song from the morning birds ..

No time for goodbyes , didn't get to apologize .. Pieces of a clock that lies broken ..

Am I so wrong to think that they might 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 me too 𖤠 Why shouldn't they 𝖆𝖉𝖔𝖗𝖊 me 𖤠 Is it not within my r̲i̲g̲h̲t̲ 𖤠

I want to 𝖙𝖗𝖚𝖘𝖙 you .. but I've grown so accustomed to being 𝖚𝖘𝖊𝖉 that I am scared you will take 𝐚𝐝𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐞 of me too 𓈒

And the more that I am in 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐍 , the m̲o̲r̲e̲ that you'll 𝐠̲𝐚̲𝐢̲𝐧̲ .. And to me , that seems like a 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝕱𝐀𝐈𝐑 trade 𓈒

You cannot 𝖘𝖆𝖛𝖊 someone who does not want to be 𝖘𝖆𝖛𝖊𝖉 𓈒

You cannot 𝖘𝖆𝖛𝖊 someone who does not want to be 𝖘𝖆𝖛𝖊𝖉 𓈒

And for what 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘯 did he slay him 𖤠 Because his deeds were 𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋 , and his 𝖇𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫'𝐬 were 𝐑̲𝐈̲𝐆̲𝐇̲𝐓̲𝐄̲𝐎̲𝐔̲𝐒̲ 𓈒

I 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘥 a 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 of ̲y̲o̲u̲ and m̲e̲ , I 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘥 that we were 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖌 .. and in that 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 , we sailed the sea to a land we 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃

I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry

Until the day , the 𝐬𝐮𝐧 can not take the s̲e̲p̲e̲r̲a̲t̲i̲o̲n̲ any longer , and he 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 , engulfing the 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧 and everything else in a burst of 𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𓈒

A papercrown , and a heart made of glass — A tattered gown , and his kingdom of ash 𓈒

My heart knew the weight , 𝖙𝖊𝖓 years worth of 𝖉𝖚𝖘𝖙 , and neglect ..

The end of time 𓈒

Hе 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 to be 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 you 𝐥̲𝐨̲𝐯̲𝐞̲𝐝̲ 𓈒

Hе 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 to be 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 you 𝐥̲𝐨̲𝐯̲𝐞̲𝐝̲ 𓈒

It's a 𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐄 as o̲l̲d̲ as 𝖙𝐢𝐦𝐞 , looking for something you just c̲a̲n̲'̲t̲ 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𓈒

It's no big surprise that 𝖞𝖔𝖚 turned out t̲h̲i̲s̲ way — When they close their eyes and prayed you would change ..

I will not let you forget what you did 𓈒 𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𓈒 BECOME RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR MISTAKES AND ASSIMIL THEM .ᐟ.ᐟ ☽

He doesn't know what he is beyond what others wanted him to be 𓈒

Because who am I if not exploited 𖤠

Needle and the thread .. Gonna wind up dead ..

In this masquerade he can't feel the pain 𓈒 Cover up his heart with a little paint 𓈒