🧩 — hai

🦷 — dissociation nation who up

🦷 — well i think i know what switching feels like now. Hm

🧩 — i am so tired and spacey tbh i don’t even know who i am rn i think i am adam tho . shrug

Telling everyone I know that I just bought a milking stool and then asking them what they thought I meant after I show them this

🧩 — aw fuck i forgot to take my effexor no wonder i'm spacey

🧩 — i'm gonna try to start signing off w emojis to help w my dissociation and knowing who's fronting if anyone. still questioning the whole system thing and it'll probably be a while before i figure out if i actually am or not. but im hoping this will help

so tired. think i might be an osdd1a system. much to think about.

#promosky 🥺 i'm adam, 26yo, it/its (aux he/him) irl coyote + adam stanheight (saw) nine inch nails fan ^3^ reader, writer, + digital artist spiritual 'kin & therian my only dni is no minors (<18) more? rentry.co/marrowed oomfs feel free to repost <33

hold on i'm cooking (left is 2022, right is a sketch from today)

i kind of wanna put dragula on dakota's playlist

sick, sick, sick by bayside is cerincore btw. fully encompasses his experience with falling for dakota after being hurt by others so many times i think

dakota has cerin try weed for the first time and cerin takes one bong hit and proceeds to yap about the paranormal for 2 hours

i'm gonna start posting abt my ocs more

we are charlie woooorrrk

handle change from coyoteskull —> stonedyote

i think i'm getting sick

why are people allergic to giving me closure /nbh

when am i gonna stop being Angry

Welcome to the Ninth Parade (2022) #gideontheninth ##mortustheninth #ortusnigenad #Mortusnigenad #aiglamene #harrow #harrowhark #tlt

my bacteria means i like it

icon is my oc ripley :3

Rejection sensitive dysphoria is something you really really have to work on. It’s vitally important that you work on it because it’s not fair to your friends and family if they’re afraid to say “no” to you because of how you may react

gonna hide in my sisters suitcase so i can go to brazil. watch out karen i’m coming too

i love dabs

frankly, every award it doesnt win will be a robbery

nosferatu (2024) is a BANGER of a movie 🔥

going back to work tmrw seems so daunting but maybe it's cuz i'm high as fuck rn

fireworks are evil bc my dog valkyrie was too scared to poop last night ):

thank you to all of you who have stuck around for me this year. with how much i've been through, it really means a lot. ily guys ♡

wish i could rub my engagement in my ex's face. suck my dick kirby i'm engaged to someone i ACTUALLY love now bc he doesn't abuse me (:

my homunculus

bro i think one of my fav coworkers quit ;-; she posted abt needing a new job, and my lead sent out a new schedule link which she is not on ): tasha noooo

handle change :3

good morning krusty crew

the chair company is such an odd show

MEEEEMEMEEMME

the corner of tumblr i'm somewhat in is such a fuckin cesspool rn it's crazy

my weed disposable is pretty much dead and i don’t get paid till wednesday. lord help me

i wish i had dutch bros money

it feels unreal to be able to call ezra my fiancé......we've just been thru so much bullshit together that it feels surreal to finally be able to call him that. i've been wanting to marry this man practically from the moment we met LOL

i need another energy drink bro i'm so tired today

i love my fiancé (this was ~4 hours before i proposed to him)

#promosky cuz i wanna be more active marrow / carrion / adam 26 + it / he i love anatomy, saw, my fiancé, my animals, and medical dramas !! i am a digital artist + i write sometimes (: i read sci fi, romance, and horror novels + some nonfiction ! special interest in osteology 𐂯 ♡ feel free 2 rb!

life is pretty good nowadays, for the most part. i miss the people i've left behind, whether they cut me off or vice versa, but i don't feel as if any of them could've supported me well this past year with all that ezra and i were going through. and that's ok. i wish the best for most of them.

popping back on here to tell y'all: I AM ENGAGED!!!!!!

hit the pen too hard before my doctors appt and now i'm high asf in the doctors office

reading saw fanfiction at work while my client colors a picture. did i mention i love my job.

Taste the god particle you rat

ezra's dad sleepover let's goooooo