a couple of female eurasian bullfinches foraging through bushes 🍃 i haven't worked with gouache in a minute, but fell in love all over again with this piece

#wip but I can't help it, you guys have to see this one #Solavellan

okay so I started a new game!!! Guardians of Azuma ✨ It's a GORGEOUS game, and I'm really intrigued that it's basically both an RPG with voice acting, characters/relationships to build--and a farming/town building sim? like, say no more.

Just chilling on my island with Animal Crossing Annie <3

Had a great time with Annie yesterday 🥰 We entered in a little local schooling “arena eventing” show; basically just to get out for the first time after winter break. It was a mix of Showjumping/cross country jumps, but in an arena. And we won our division! 😁

Bellanaris✨ #Dragonage | #solavellan #Dragonagetheveilguard | #oc

okay so I finally finished wuthering heights. Just in time to be accurately upset by the movie

Idk why but me and my best friend are now lowkey convinced by the Selena Gomez conspiracy

I’m gonna compete on Saturday :D Annie and I are going to a little schooling event—not a big deal at all, but just a chance to take her somewhere and have a fun experience. But it’s “Arena Eventing”, so it’s like, in an arena but with a blend of Showjumping/Cross Country jumps. Should be fun 🥰

I had a dream last night I was being slowly chased by a herd of zombies, led by like, very tall dark entities, and I had to continuously escape them. I wish this wasn’t a pretty low tier on the horror scale for my mind, but unfortunately, a solid 3 out of 10

some more screenshots from starsand island ✨

Flying/Ice; bwahah I get to be Articuno >:D

Sometimes I get a little upset when I live in a collapsing dystopia for many years

had an urge to make some uh bean horses today, so here's that

So I started Starsand Island—I love a good cozy game ✨ This is an early release game, 3D animated, and a farming/crafting game. The style is adorable, the graphics are smooth and good quality, and I’m enjoying it so far! (Playing on PC)

It's Valentine's Day! I was so scared I wasn't gonna get this finished (I kinda didn't), but it's done! "Arlathan Dalliance". The thought? Solas, ass, smooch, long hair. I also realized I've already drawn this pose? 🤷‍♀️ Whatever. #DragonAgeFanArt #Solavellan #AncientArlathanAU

valentines for my villain-tines solas ⚔️ maelgwn #dragonage #solavellan

I bought my off the track thoroughbred mare last August, she’s just 8 years old & green, about two years of very inconsistent post track training. She’s difficult to ride because she’s extremely sensitive, but she’s also a BLAST because she’s so smart and game. Super happy with her progress ❤️

I feel like a shell of a human and tbh idek if I want to be human. I’ve seen and experienced so much terror and trauma but idk. Idk why I feel like I’m snapping. It’s not that any of this is brand new…I think I’m just drowning and there’s just not much more I can take without air

at this point, if the elites are just a bunch of vampires eating babies I wouldn’t even be surprised Idk I feel like my brain is broken and I’ve gone insane because literally nothing feels shocking anymore. I mean that wild conspiracy isn’t even far off the mark. They are literally eating babies

post ride face scratches <3

Tonight’s agenda: watch Brave and cry because I’ll never have a “mend the bond” moment (and also because i just want to go ride in the highlands and forget about everything)

If reading these letters doesn’t fill you with a deep and urgent need to burn these concentration camps to the ground after releasing their prisoners, you would’ve been on the wrong side in WWII.

People need to realize that, along with citizens swept up in immigration raids, they have also detained citizens for being involved in activism.

So they’re upping my meds …hoping that helps because I’m trying everything else I can possibly do to help myself and y’all I’m lowkey highkey Not Doing Well

anyways so does this mean I don’t have to hear about football for a while

Honestly, it has to be a weird time to be a figure in pop culture due the president being Literally The Worst. Like, Elmo can say sharing is good and somebody in his X mentions will say “Elmo, you rotten son of a bitch. This goes against everything President Trump stands for.” And that’s not wrong.

oh the dreaded braids (When I say she hates them, I just mean she likes to shake her neck when I’m messing with her mane, because it’s ticklish to her. she doesn’t pin her ears or get aggressive and isn’t in any pain or anything lol)

Miss Spitfire Annie having a blast jumping outside today 🥹 Shes what we call a “hot, sensitive ride” and like, the most extreme end of that scale. She’s not a usual ride for an “amateur”, so, she’s always a challenge for me. But I love her, I love the challenge, and I’m excited for the future <3

how your email finds me

People at the barn are even noticing something is wrong with me. “Are you tired?” “Are you okay?”. I’m exhausted. My soul is exhausted. I feel like humanity is nothing but monsters. So no, I guess I’m not ok

I don’t want to talk about my personal traumas here but if you’re getting weird angry and sad vibes I’m going through a bit of a mental breakdown. I’ll be ok

That mask is also popular with neo-Nazi accelerationist groups, which I think is really important to mention. Just like it's important to mention that ICE agents in Denver have been dropping Ace of Spades cards where they've kidnapped people. The white nationalist culture at work is clear.

I’ve known rage since I was a little girl, watching wrong things happen all around me. I’m intimately familiar and accepting that it is armored love; a defense against injustice. But I’m so full of rage it feels like I could combust into a rage deity and burn this entire fucking world down.

Everyday of my existence as a woman, I feel even stronger that Daenerys was right. Burn it all down.

this is the kind of content I get on my algorithm. I mean, it’s not WRONG

"it's a slow burn" i say as i stare at the draft that's taking me forever to finish

I was trying to find something that looked like Procreate on Windows since my IPad 9th started getting really slow. Since then I used Clip Studio which is great, but I wanted to bring the traditional texture back. Rebelle 8 is a wonderful surprise and I wonder how I never heard about it until now?

I can't stop taking photos in this game Everything is so pretty???? #dai #dragonage #dragonageinquisition

Both today:

I grew up as emotionally distant to my parents as someone can be even when living in the same house so…I’ve only learned bits & pieces from distant relatives. But I do know my great grandparents on my mom’s side moved here from Scotland.

Guess who loaded up Animal Crossing for the first time in two months 🫣 And I was in the middle of tearing down my entire island….sooo it’s a MESS lmaooo

So idk what it is exactly but I CAN NOT stay interested in wuthering heights. Maybe it’s the writing style, maybe it’s just…not content I’m interested in, or maybe I’m stupid because I can’t even tell you what’s happened so far (I read 100 pages)

Well I didn’t read as much as I wanted to in January—only finished The Lost Apothecary, I’m a bit bored of Wuthering Heights so I’m taking a break from it, and, I’m still reading Circe. But I mean I was in the hospital the first weekend and the world is on fire so, at least I’m reading at all

Today’s riding outfit of the day (featuring Luna)

My horse was super excited to jump today—and a few times jumped me out of the tack over the fence, and hopped after the jump. I just stayed cool and cackled, and my trainer was like “most people would get scared—you laugh!” And yeah, that’s how I know something is wrong with me

lots of exploring today <3 #enshrouded