i wish all cheaters a very die

blaaahhhhhhhh

needing it while on your period is a whole different level of torture

can i just be on my knees begging already

feel like ripping out my insides meds are not enough i need to be taken out

existing feels hard today

doing normal household chores but arching my back and bending over repeatedly until he yells stop

in love addicted obsessed

who needs sleep

i told my exs mom no to coming over today bc i wouldnt be home, but then she said what about tomorrow and im just tired of telling people to fuck off nicely ig idk

one day without crying would be nice.

people pmo. how is it i ask ones in like a year to watch *one* of my kids and all yoy could do was a few hours but the moment your other granddaughter needs to be watched for 24 hours you just do it. then have the audacity to try to invite yourself over to my house so i have to help watch her?? tf??

hot

crying after sexual things bc im emotional and need to be in their skin instead of thousands of miles away (:

CALL ME YOUR BABY LOVE ME TIL YOU BREAK ME FUCK ME LIKE YOU HATE ME KISS ME AND TASTE ME LOVE TIL YOU HATE ME FUCK ME LIKE YOU HATE ME

how can someone love someone this much after only a short time i dont get it but i am so unbelievably happy i dont deserve it ugh

wow im in love

Need Him Bad

trying ti listen to music while drinking is rough when most of your favorite songs are sad LOL

bsky plz give us private accs so i can post my ass

also today when i picked up my dinner the person rolled their eyes at me for saying yes to something they asked me if i wanted and i cried so that's where im at mentally lmao

so i think that means im going to drink and play games and things, sorry in advance for any unfiltered posting 🙂‍↔️

basically had to guilt my ex into taking over parenting his own child so i can have a small break but at least i got the night ig

too early to be this sad im sorry

and if i deleted everything and ran away

im losing my mind

usually tipsy on fridays this sucks lmao

want cuddles </3

everyone always says lmk what i can do or says to ask for help when you need it but no one actually means that.

i need a break so bad

i miss them so much i think i may d*e (it's been like 30 minutes)

ahhhhhhh i miss him

the way some people interact with people they barely know on the internet is so odd

computah how to feel like i belong

my head hurts, my whole body feels off and im just ready to get in bed again

timezones suck so very much

idk if im getting sick or i just cried and felt like shit too much yesterday 😅 either way i do not feel great

i wish i didn't have to ever sleep

need him to hang out with me and fix me immediately

i miss them i miss them i miss them i miss them

today was hard but i did it anyway

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he heals the part of me that feels like im too much and not worthy of love just bc i feel everything so heavy

spiraling bad

everything is too hard.

anyway, back to being numb about it

fuck my dads wife posted their new grandchild in the family gc today. he hasnt even seen my kids in almost a year lmao okay (:

sucks wanting to just be held by someone and not be able to

can we just cancel today i don't want to exist