me playing left 4 dead on my ancient macbook air

i woke up and cleaned until my body could no longer handle it, then i took an everything shower and fought for my life the entire time, but im alive, its 9am, and im gonna get comfy back in bed :D

ive been tossing and turning for the last 3 hours i just wanna sleep >:0

i wish i could feel normal about my relationships with people i try hard to be logical, but i still feel so insecure and scared that im doing something wrong, and no one wants me around, even with evidence to show otherwise its exhausting :/

9pm im playing more left 4 dead im getting better at using the keys!!!

ive got the hiccups for the third time today, im over it 🙄

yeah

i miss my tails, wife

Completed! Chicken #1 20x20 in canvas Oil painting From my human brain

if i ever get the energy or courage to leave my bed, i think i will get a little snack :D

you know what they say: not every peepee time is poopoo time, but every poopoo time is peepee time

ⓘ𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚍 𝚊𝚒 𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛

hitting my pen while playing video games, genuinely hitting flow state

oh man,,, i hear a tank i wonder where it is???

i am back and maybe wont fall back asleep this time maybe

fatigue hit me so suddenly, and now i feel like all i can do is lie here and sleep one minute i was awake and focused, next minute im sleeping for several hours and waking up with worse pain

i feel like a soggy leaf

on a journey to relearn how to play left 4 dead with the keys (ive always been an xbox kid, so i would use my xbox controller, but it wont connect to my ancient computer anymore😔) i also dont have a mouse, so im rawdoggin it with the trackpad lmao

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i hate that sleeping in on my days off is 7am 😩 i usually wake up at 4:30am, so i guess it IS technically sleeping in lmao

suddenly sad

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when you see someone hot you gotta pull out the ZOOWEE MAMA!!

hitting the pen of pondering and wisdom

just drank the water of healing and strength

playing the left 4 dead that makes me wanna smoke a weed

smoking the weed that makes me wanna play left 4 dead

i hate when you write an emoticon, and an app auto corrects it to the corresponding emoji against your will like no, i didnt write 😎, i wrote B) give me back my damn whimsy bitch

its only 5:30pm and i feel like its bedtime i wanna be awake and play on my phone >:P

i identify as queer, no labels have ever felt right to me, and i was so stressed about needing to fit into a category, so i decided to go with queer because that at least feels comfortable to me but im thinking about how my coworker tried to convince me im just bi, and im still salty about it lmao

i think i could easily out pizza the hut

feelin like a wurmp in the mud

working overtime, can't wait to go home later :P

i ate food that i shouldn't have, and now im paying my debts to the toilet 😔

sometimes im embarrassed to let people know im back into a hyperfixation like "yeah,,,, im here again,,left 4 dead"

if you're a man and i let you in my orbit on here consider yourself lucky and also on thin ice

just sent my friend the most unhinged, uncharacteristic message, and i feel like i need to put my phone down, stare out the window, and really reflect about what i said

re5 chris redfield is the only biblically correct chris redfield of all the chris's and that one guy from re7

Repost with four random facts about you: 🍊my birthday is december 11th 🍊im the first person in my dad's side of the family to be born with brown eyes 🍊i was in color guard when i was in middle school 🍊im eating a klondike bar right now

i wish there was a crazy heavy thunderstorm outside right now

i forgot i was called for jury duty, so now i gotta check the website next week 🙄

i think i will eat edibles later and watch long videos about drama i know absolutely nothing about

its me im the old man shaking my fist at a cloud that the prophecy foretold

my boss has this sfw playlist to play in the store, but for some mf reason she has this crazy song called detachable penis in it???

i survived bitches (lovingly) no cathryn on camera

my boss likes to NOT tell me about things happening at work because shes scared im gonna say no (because i WILL, ive been very clear with my boundaries) and instead, i hear from my coworkers that theyre sending in a crew to record us so they can play it on the ferry all summer like im so mad

asked my mom if she could guess my fav xlov member based purely off vibes the answer is no

leaving the house in shorts while its 45°f is an investment that will pay off later

didnt know how to explain to my doctor that im being held down by the pressing weight of existence, and that we are literally a speck of dust in the vast expanse of the universe and i just cant seem to find a reason for anything anymore, so i just told her i think work is stressful :'D