The Matrix (1999) Dirs: Lana and Lilly Wachowski #oneperfectshot 📽️

I listen to a lot of music that's clearly intended to be vampire music but I choose to reinterpret it as werewolf music. Vampires do not have a monopoly on bloodlust and sexy biting >:T

This is genuine gym inspo omg. I've wanted to start bulking up again for a long time but continual struggles with trauma, my mental health, substance use & just surviving this last couple years have made that near impossible, and I've suffered for it. Exercise greatly helped my EDS lets fuckin gooo

As someone raised in the Church of England (the last Jew in my family was a Holocaust survior, aside from me ig, long story but my family's been Christian since then) it makes my head spin how American Protestants will do 5D mental gymnastics in order to not see Catholics as Christian

the demiurge is real and I wna fight them in a carpark

every day feels like it should be my last and im horrified that im still here. im more than angry, more than incensed at the prospect that a caring god would allow this. I want to scream so loud and with so much despair that whatever deity is out there has no choice but to hear it.

I don't have access to my paypal and cashapp doesn't work in the UK and I cant sign up for any other money transfer services if anyone wants to help me out it'd have to be a bank transfer, idk if that'd work or not incur fees internationally. this is part of what's been bothering me sm lately

throwing hands w/ the family, yknow the usual

taking this with grace was never an option I cant fucking pretend that im ok

HELP I FEEL LIKE IM DYING EVERY FUCKING DAY. I DONT WANT THIS I DONT WANT THIS I DONT WANT THIS I DONT WANT THIS I DONT WANT THISB

help

I just want the pain to stop I just want it to stop

what do I have to live for. i've been broken down to what genuinely feels like my last tentative piece of hope & the will to go on. by the people who are supposed to love me. i'm trapped in debt by my abusive brother and liable to get a beatdown if I say the wrong thing or stand up for myself

the project file for the video I'm working on and hope to finish today is named "with liberty and justice for all" so that should give you a hint to where I'm at

HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP

I CANT I CANT I CANT I CANT I CSNTOICAN

what the fuck is reaching a limit when I've been past it for years. I don't want to live like this. It fucking hurts it fucking hurts so much I haven't felt real for years someone just please help me ease this until it passes fuck I haven't been eating normally fr years im always out of meds help

I love wall of sound!!!!! I fucking love DSBM & witch house & lofi/dungeon phonk!!!!!!!!!

aw hell no Angelyne getting served by pyramid head soo unbelievably pumped fr more S4LEM x Shlohmo youtu.be/KDcHMncduNI?...

O yeah, I've been hit w/ some kind of respiratory infection, maybe COVID bc I've had an awful fever and shortness of breath alongside coughing up radioactive yellow phlegm

Rabbit maneeeeeeee soundcloud.com/zachtheheart...

bumps harder every year. youtu.be/Tvqiw-Em9wY?...

im still in the process of dealing w/ Molly not being here, but my mum just adopted a gorgeous bull breed mix called Lady, she's barely a year old & very excitable/prone to zooming around mouthing ppls hands, she has that Malinois energy abt her

Seriously, I feel like this site is a tool for spreading US-centrism. I don't know what any of these are, and really don't feel like I need to care.

A literal overgrown toddler is running America and provoking a potential war with Greenland/Denmark and I feel equally sorry for ppl in both of these countries

I got that DAWG in me: the dog in question 🎀🛹🐩 #furry #furryoc #ocart #oc #digitalart

Because I really need sleep but wanted to get something out there, I decided to break my investigation into yiffpersonality into parts. Enjoy!

Wip of Jay since she’s literally both just like me 🎀 #oc #ocart #wip

man. I haven't played deltarune but knowing enough of the story & relating heavily to both Susie and Kris this one cuts deep.

well it took like 3000mg of soma from my rapidly diminishing stash but im somewhat chillin finally tolerance is a bitch

please I s2g anyone who's able to help me out once I get my shit together I can do a pics slave thingy and do whatever u want I just need this I need it I can't fucking live I can't do anything I can't remember the last time I even showered. I just want to feel ok I just want to feel ok

please I just need the money to be able to fucking live. its literally that simple I'm broke and out of meds and I just can't fucking cope please

I need help. I need help I need help I need help I need help I need help I need help I need help

I WANTBTO SLEEP IBWANT TO SLEEP I WANTBTO SALE P I WANT TO SLEEP I WANT TO SLEEP I WANT TO SLEEP I WANTNTO SLEEP

nobody cares. nobody cares. nobody cares. nobody cares. nobody cares. nobody cares. nobody cares. nobody cares. nobody cares. nobody cares. nobody cares. nobody cares. nobody cares. nobody cares. nobody cares. nobody cares. nobody cares. nobody cares. nobody cares. nobody cares.

i can't.

these r all just working titles for songs im working on btw

its so hard to imagine a future lately.

i would rly rly prefer to not be alive rn

help.

if this keeps up im straight up just not surviving this year chat im sry.

I can't do this anymore and I haven't been functional for fuck knows how long. I need to constantly do drugs just to not be a fucking hysterical mess fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

on a major S4LEM kick lately and this shi so beautiful when ur several months deep into wondering how yr still alive youtu.be/-GZkUC0GYu0?...

lesbians. retweet of you agree

It's happening again & I'm abt to just crash so much harder than im prepared for. I have no money with a month to go until I get paid and I'm almost out of meds and my FB just got permabanned and I have no phone and I'm just not in a good place at all. idfk what to do.

Swelling rage

this album changed me, genuinely jawdropping songwriting and story/character/world building. relit my passion for DIY/independent music production soundcloud.com/vyletpony/su...

meds taken, ate some goodass food and now I'm just experiencing a rly rare moment for me since my hypermobility/EDS got so much worse & developed a substance dependency bc of lousily treated chronic pain and anxiety/neurosis. I feel fine? It's both weird and relieving, nothing bothering me