finished my Halloween room in Hello Kitty Island Adventure! also made a crafting room and a spa room

misophonia has been really bad lately. every time the people i live with eat crunchy food, every time they cough burp or clear their throat, even just the sound of their breathing - i get really bad intrusive thoughts and rage which is really annoying because i like spending time around them

i've been refraining from venting on here (aside from the last thread) because i thought it would be good to keep this more professional, but it has felt like a part of me is missing. i think i want to include that kind of openness in this new place

tfw you realize you have to seek out the kinds of people you want to have in your space, and that they're not just going to come to you magically

i swear i cut my bangs straight, you just can't tell until i flatiron them

weight loss journey over the last 2 years... first year, lost 15kg by working my ass off (uphill against my meds, known for weight gain). 2nd year, started slacking off, gained some back, lost some again and now i'm down 17kg from my start weight. im half way there & ready to work my ass off again!

Out of all the Outer Wilds places, I think this is the one that made the most impact on me when I first stumbled upon it... #outerwilds #outerwildsarts

*kneeling before the Queen* me: my lady. Shid, but also Fard the Queen: hmm. troubling is this news, indeed

looking for honest opinions on this. my friend is getting a bunch of mushrooms tattooed on him designed by his friends. the drippiness is supposed to be like an inky cap. i'm starting to think it doesn't even resemble a mushroom, my idea is too out there. thoughts pls?

Neva concepts — Autumn edition 🍂

frens?

yeah, i still haven't painted this tiny canvas yet... but now i have to!

i've now posted Bella sitting on me so much that people think she's my cat LOL

Bella cuddles :3 she usually doesn't like sitting on anyone but she loves me for some reason

I'm at a loss for words... #outerwilds #outerwildsspoilers #outerwildshatchling #outerwildshornfels

here's the full backpack... almost done but there's still room for more travel patches on the straps 🤔

i couldn't put my #outerwilds patches on in a line in the order they go in so i put them in an orbit instead and i think it came out really good!

lesbian dino :)

found the inspiration to do simple eyeshadow + minimal liner (compared to the huge wings i usually do) + no foundation/mascara and i gotta say... it's way faster & easier, who would've thought lmao this might actually motivate me to do makeup more often (most days i go without cos it's so much work)

round 2 of "what i made vs the inspo" ✌🏻 i wrote more about my version on IG, which is also where all my selfies go so if you want more of those you can request to follow me there (username is arachnocorpse)

what i made vs. the inspo

thinking about the time my old boss was talking to a brand rep about a wine we had in store that had Aotearoa on the label, and she said it as "areolas" and both of us were dead-faced trying not to laugh things to calm my nerves ✅

ughhhh i'm always nervous whenever i have a blood work appointment. and i'm going to have to do them frequently once i'm on the PKD meds. will i ever get used to it once they're every month? or will i be doomed to have bad nerves for the whole day every time 😫

other design is all gone but there are just a few of this one left. Iink in comments

the IG ads got me again... but this is actually sooo good. can't wait to try the rest of the dessert teas (it was a bundle) as well as the strawberry rose one i got i'm just really into beverages, i kind of have to be with PKD haha so it's something exciting for me especially since i quit alcohol

🫟 Oh no! I spilled my gender fluid! 😫

RIP

ahhhh i love it!!! 🥰

i try to avoid looking too brooding in photos but this makeup look calls for RBF

feelin' vampy today

i cuddled a cat in my backyard yesterday. 10/10 day

stained glass by @girl_lynx_ on instagram, it's so beautiful 😍

cut the first shirt for the quilt yesterday... it was very scary but the rotary cutter works really well especially since i have a cardboard template to help cut straight and to the right size

another 2 days of Grounded building. i started making blueprints for a warehouse but it looks like a cathedral 🤭 it just sucks getting supplies to build now cos the yard is so scary. giant bugs are scary!!! building relaxing 😌 risk and reward

i've been playing Grounded almost non-stop for the last 2 or 3 days, and boy am i in a daze about it. got hyperfixated on building, it's all i can think about x_x

yesterday i tried out the new purple eyeshadow i got and i'm pretty happy with it 💜

PKMN Green

didn't even get to look at the apartment btw, tried to set up some other viewings while i was in the city but couldn't get any responses. other than that i enjoyed my birthday weekend in the city

Cooling down

alright i survived a night out to two cocktail bars without drinking any alcohol! today's my birthday but we're just going out for Chinese food so it's all smooth sailing from here

used gifts i'm happy to get! a We Are the Strange beanie, Jack Skellington "Bone Daddy" cologne (yay another fragrance!), and nudie playing cards!

Bella usually doesn't cuddle with anyone but whenever i come over to bestie's she has to come sit on me! feels nice to be somebody's favorite haha

i love when girls have a signature anything. signature fragrance, signature fruit or flower they incorporate into outfits, signature emoji, signature songs i think i'm starting to make mine rose, like the song from Nana, and because of my history as a romantic youtu.be/SYtLk2GwLLs?...

To the man who told me I was too much, who showed me shadows and ache, when I was looking for sun-- perhaps you were simply too little, not enough, shallow and heart-sheltered, a rainstorm puddle who swore he was the ocean, a ghost-god who couldn't even see his own reflection. #TinyPoem

no one wants to rent to the disabled, no one wants to hire the disabled

i don't even get to look at the apartment. it's not going to work out. heartbroken and back to feeling like i'm never gonna make it to the city

feeling really tempted to pull the trigger on cutting them up... because even if i don't end up getting the apartment, i don't really want them going back in my closet lmao i'm just so afraid to actually do it 🥲 but i need the spaaaace

kicking myself for getting rid of my Fever era Panic at the Disco shirt... i had thought i grew out of them and was embarrassed to have it but now i am full of regret for not keeping it 😭

thinking about cutting up my tshirts & sewing them onto my comforter b/c i won't have room at the apartment to have them in my wardrobe

Goth Shadowheart pt 2