fortunately by day two of flatline Denver understood both the shape a circle is and what running is

I think I'm leaning Waveshaper control, that archetype is just better explored and my memory of the local meta is very very short on submerge threats and midrange is the bulk of what sees play though plenty of the better players are on something aggressive so Geomancer Ponza could still be the way

plan for the evening: - identify and prepare dinner (~optional but prudent) - guitaraoke (important, music connects the mind to the body) - voice training practice (important, need to rebuild neglected habit) - hack some shit (important, need "cybersecurity educator" on resume to not be a lie)

with some time to collect myself and consider with a clearer head I think I was probably correct not to impulsively shave the side of my head instead I want a wolf cut

noticed that eggyalex's account was deleted the other day. I hope she's well.

I have a scheduled stream tonight but I bought patches at the metal festival and started sewing one onto my bag probably gonna start late tonight lol

Explain your @ I'm the king bitch of dipshit mountain lol

I gotta get some reps in with a deck ahead of this weekend's Sorcery store championship. Obviously I'm not playing a deck with a prominent record of winning tournaments, but I need to choose between the Geomancer Ponza deck and a Waveshaper mono water control list

well before tonight I certainly hadn't ever seen a tech death band have two guys come up on stage and do a shoey together

new discourse. is the word daemon pronounced the same as demon or do you say "day-mon"

also I'm incredibly pumped for flatline fest tonight, trying this thing where I explicitly listen to music that won't be playing tonight to see if that makes what's live hit harder

hot damn this new record from The Heavy Eyes bangs

"Transgender women love this show because it’s about how masculinity turns children into monsters.... A Gundam is a mask of metal manhood that takes all punishment. A Gundam enables you to kill. A Gundam is a coffin." I've been trying to figure out why trans women like mechs and she just fucking...

I oughtta mute platner's name, I don't live in Maine, I shouldn't know as much as I do about some dickhead that's going to sell me and people like me down the river the second it's remotely expedient whose election I can't realistically influence, let alone let myself get mad about his Nazi ass

oh shit that's right I had a couple of fun programming projects in the works, maybe I play some guitaraoke and pick one of those back up

fuuuuuuck, I don't want to do the weekly unemployment "I applied to these jobs please send me not quite enough money" humiliation ritual but the alternative is having way less than enough money someone just hire me to hack computers again already

I also gotta figure out a way to present myself such that I can experience the feeling of being desired as a woman; it's literally the gayest month of the year and I deserve to know how it feels for a lesbian to go all awooga about me

I should actually make up my mind about whether I want to be named Anathema POCALYPSE and plan for convincing a judge to allow it or pick another word to spell with my initials or if I would rather have a more normal name that doesn't discard my family names or what

The only durable peace is "Fuck you, see you tomorrow".

one of my favorite things about learning a basic level of Dutch was noticing compound words and loanwords in ways I'd previously ignored. Aardvark, for example, just means "earth pig" and "pindakaas" is peanut butter because cheese wasn't legally protected in the way butter was

I am honestly disturbed by the swiftness with which "trans healthcare not available to anyone under 19" is going from being regarded, rightly, as collaboration with trans genocide and a fascist federal government to "the best we can expect" even among those who damn well know better...

the ones who walk back to Omelas after equipping a bastard sword and a gun

all my homies hate the demiurge

the proper way is soaked in so much piss it's orange yellow and green

how it started / how it's going

Reposting from 2024: Making puberty blockers the first line endocrine treatment for trans kids instead of just giving them hormones was a Faustian bargain between a society that would only accept trans people's existence as an incurable mental illness and the people willing to accept those terms.

“if you died nothing in my life would change”: a twitter exchange about a pizza “face god and walk backwards into hell”: a dril tweet about hollering at zoo animals “you cannot kill me in a way that matters”: a tumblr shitpost about mushrooms

cis people are scared trans people will gently correct them trans people are scared cis people will legislate our rights out of existence, make it impossible to exist publicly, deny we are who we say we are, and straight up murder us so, u know, pronouns are hard i guess, sure

oh dope, my employer is contesting my unemployment claim on the basis that the reason for my discharge was not "INVOLUNTARY," as listed on the notice of potential unemployment benefits I was sent after applying for them, but "due to inadequate performance that was due to carelessness or negligence"

oh fuck i have a stream scheduled for 15 minutes from now I'm very sore from machete chores probably gonna open into warm-ups on truvox while I decide what to do I think Diablo IV still has the tail end of the anniversary event going

They're doing the thing, they're explicitly saying a trans woman has to let people attempt to murder her.

I’ll probably never feel smarter/more connected to “god” than when I realized that the Ahegaos of today’s East are as the Awoogas of yesteryear’s West

the machete portion of tonight's panicked yard work nearly draws to a close which is good, because my lower back is pissed

Can't a girl get a break?

someone should pay me two hundred thousand United States USD dollars per annum to poke at weird computer bullshit until CVEs spill out I think I'd be great at infosec piñata for two hundred thousand USD United States fiat dollars in American currency per year

happy 6/7, everybody

part TWOOOOOO TERMINAL DOGMA // MORTAL REMINDER thanks for listening

they should invent a me who just has like 80 thousand dollars sitting around

it's bad when all the LEDs in my computer flash white as a loud click sounds through my headphones at the same time that my monitors go dark and then the power button isn't working, probably

June put "dopesmoker (karaoke version)" on YouTube and

Now only half an hour late!

tonight, starting at 9PM Mountain (in 6 hours), I'm going to spin up a retired htb machine and get to work hacking it blind. Furthermore, broadcast my efforts on Twitch so you can ask me weird questions or prompt me to talk about my process or something. Let's learn about hacking computers together.

this bitch thought she could make up a time to commit to doing something, lmao

As long as in dawdling, I'm just gonna openly solicit input here. Discussion of this joke has piqued my curiosity. As women of culture, of course we all know about lecithin and pygeum to retain or gain liquid volume. What about cum opacity? Is it keepable with testosterone suppressed by estrogen?

We're LIVE streaming more STALKER: Anomaly on spookalucca.tv

holy shit this at the gates cover by light this city rips

and I think the streaming schedule is gonna plan on starting at 9, not 8

important lesson: hearing Arkona's Goi, Rode, Goi! and getting lost in thought about how I had a religious coming of age ceremony that was gendered incorrectly but in retrospect there's some stuff I only dimly remember that felt a lot like being seen and I wonder if there's a way to revisit those

ok. ok. Three, maybe four days a week. Monday, Wednesday, Friday. My sleep schedule is *fucked* right now so an actual consistent time of day is maybe not possible to commit to but I can plan to be broadcasting by like 8 or 9 PM those three days plus Thursdays if D&D gets cancelled that week.