today I found out that @readeasel.bsky.social exists, read the first issue, and am very excitedly awaiting the print copy of the second I have in the mail now

this is one of the reasons that I am simultaneously proud to drive my approach to the world with fundamental principles in a basically consistent way and make no apologies for the incoherent concepts that emerge in the wake of those principles, because I have made no promise to avoid incoherence

hello from a new PDS

hey @safety.bsky.app what the fuck

Any streamer friends out there wanna collab stream LORT with me next Wednesday (the 21st?). I can hook you up with a key. The crew is me and @mellybelly.bsky.social so far. DM me if you're interested in joining! store.steampowered.com/app/2956680/...

rememebr: if someone comes at you with a knife you dont really have a choice as to whether you are in a knife fight. youre just wildly unprepared

theres nothibg fucking honorable about continuing to play chess when your opponent has turned it into a knife fight

PSA: DO NOT WEAR SWIM GOGGLES OR ANY OTHER SNUG EYE SOCKET FITTING GOGGLE TO A SPICY PROTEST

WW3 will happen as a way to get working class people to kill other working class people on the behalf of the billionaire class, and further solidify their dominance over us. No war but class war.

I’ve had a lot less time and focus for art because of life so I’ll be posting more sketches and unfinished art. #sketch #illustration #wip #cuteart #cryptid

I still gotta call that damn pharmacy

what the fuck 12:30 in the afternoon is much too early for jumping at hallucinated spiders in my peripheral vision this insomnia shit is garbage

well I went to all the trouble of setting up a Windows VM with the scanner software and I've got negatives laying around, maybe some of today's time theft is scanning film too

Happy rubber ducky day! 💛✨

in recognition of the office cartoon fascist collaborator Scott Adams' death I'm going to do time theft today by occasionally touching my work laptop's touch pad and reading on my phone

Trans people: "Fix your hearts or die!" Scott Adams: ok *dies*

if the point is to risk my sanity it has to be something hard to listen to once, like trout mask replica or dark ambient made from field recordings of a sinkhole, or projekt misanthropia or something. if I just want an easy million any kyuss record.

I think I'm finally going to play ultrakill instead of just smiling fondly at people celebrating it

ok I got the promise ending and I cried at least twice but Saturday was kind of a weird day, emotionally, but the game was gorgeous and haunting and I understood the broad strokes of the blorbos but holy fuck

hitting it raw is not justification for positioning yourself as a tyrant over someone for the rest of their life sorry

I think a lot of us are used to minimizing ourselves and excusing our exclusion from things because examining the reasons or that exclusion and acknowledging the scale of the systems perpetuating those reasons is painful and scary you don't need to do the machine's work by pre-crushing yourself

damn it I'm running late to my own scheduled blind first playthrough of Signalis

2005 was a weird time

Lmao

thinking a lot lately about our surprise when the victim of state violence is white, a citizen, a priest, a veteran, some category viewed as exempt from that violence. it’s time to understand you aren’t. no one is. whiteness isn’t the color of your skin it is a conditional privilege you can lose.

baby beluga swam so wild and swam so free that now he’s leading a liberation army. he grew up and he has a rocket launcher now.

marriage is a mutualistic partnership which evolved to hide cum from god in the one place he wouldn't dare look

This is why white people from any country to shut the fuck up with "do something" as a broad statement for anyone living on this land. Tired of seeing Europeans especially be so smug while this colonial violence that got here when settlers arrived is still harming us With alt text:

I think it's weird that testosterone is stereotyped as incoherent rage juice that makes you evil, that shit is nonsense everybody needs at least some of it and plenty of people are chill as hell with it dominating their endocrine system

so I'm probably not having a peanut butter jalapeño jelly and cream cheese sandwich for lunch

some day I will succumb to the urge to put hot sauce in my peanut butter and jelly sandwich but not today

I am going to eat some food and make some time to do something that makes my heart sing this evening

We've removed the paywall from this guide so everyone can access it. 👇 Stay safe.

Better together 💘🧸

Goals for 2026: 1) make more deliberate dietary choices; convenient food should be a choice instead of a default. 2) get back on the bike and start putting miles through it again. At least two centuries by end of year. 3) catch up on film develop/scan backlog. 4) finish the self-portrait project.

I am at war with many abstract concepts. The current year. Linear causality. The real numbers. I am beset on all sides with target rich environments, and I am determined to find out which ideas have blood a hatchet can find.

2025 failed to kill me and I intend to make 2026 regret the mistakes of its predecessor

fuck I kind of want to get a midi controller or e-drum kit so I can fumble my way through badly playing every instrument in a metal band and finally make use of the bandcamp project name I'm parked on

I gotta figure out what's wrong with the power circuit on my sound-reactive tesla coil so I can plug my guitar headphone amplifier into it and play lightning, I think that would be a healthier activity for me than working at my job

I think I'm finally going to play signalis instead of just smiling fondly at people celebrating it

RIP Keith Porter, a Black man who was killed by ICE on NYE

It’s absolutely the right call and fucking surreal that our public schools have to close because of the threat posed by OUR OWN FEDERAL GOVERNMENT. I am beyond livid.

important message to all bluesky users

FUCK ICE, FREE MINNEAPOLIS. FREE L.A. FREE CHICAGO. FREE EVERY US CITY HARASSED AND STALKED BY THESE GOONS!

once again I am mad as hell that the fakest numbers we have are called the real numbers

fuck I keep forgetting they did a second doomstar, I gotta rewatch Metalocalypse again

quote posting to be briefly vulnerable: I like how I look tucked but the volume involved does make it a challenge and the idea of taping down a deep tuck just seems so viscerally jarring that I plan not to try it and have been working on acceptance of just letting the chips fall where they may