I need to find some more self esteem

I’m simply going to pass away

😭

I wish I was never born. I’m just a fucking failure. Waste of paint.

Waking up and wanting eggs to see that all of the eggs have disappeared Sigh

Ugh my stomach is so upset all of the time x.x

I just give up

I forgot to pay the Internet bill I’m fucked and they’ll shut it off and I feel so stupid I hate forgetting things

Eric Dane has passed away at 53 after a short battle with ALS He will be remembered by many as McSteamy on Grey’s Anatomy, but he should also be remembered for his disability advocacy He worked tirelessly to raise awareness for ALS, including how hard it is to get a diagnosis.

I’m super hungry but I already cooked today and I’m out of metaphorical spoons to do the thing 🤷‍♀️ Mental illness is rough

I’m sorry that I’m so depressed

I get so sick of crying

TIL my obsession with eating paper as a child was probably PICA which can develop as a trauma response So that’s neat

I need a big change.

I wish I had ice cream 😭

Didn’t realize my pharmacy forgot to give me one of my meds until I ran out. 🤷‍♀️ I’ve been trying to get them all weekend. I don’t have money until Tuesday. Going to be a shitty few days.

Jealousy makes me feel quite awful. I feel guilty about feeling jealous about something.

Maybe one day someone will understand me and love me anyway

My cat has just been playing with a reusable shopping bag all morning? 😂

I love Valentine’s Day. Today was very bad. Makes me feel worse.

I’m beyond tired. 😴 it’s not even 9. I didn’t sleep much the past few days and it really caught up with me

Anyone wanna be my valentine and send me some money so I can order food? Lmfao 🤣

I’m trying to sell my Harry Potter collection but I’ve gotten no messages about it as of yet. It’s the adult edition hardcover collection from Raincoast Books. Extremely good used condition. I’m asking $500 CAD but I’m open to offers.

I’m trying to sell my Harry Potter collection but I’ve gotten no messages about it as of yet. It’s the adult edition hardcover collection from Raincoast Books. Extremely good used condition. I’m asking $500 CAD but I’m open to offers.

[flirting] wanna watch me eat all 20 inches of this ikea hot dog?

They’re still open for a couple of hours if anyone can help.

Got my spring butterfly mount!

I REALLY need to go pick up my meds but I have no way to get there. I took my last antipsychotic yesterday. I will run out of my mood stabilizer tomorrow. PayPal.me/netherwhere

I hate being reminded that I live in Alberta.

How did we grow up watching things like Ferngully and Terminator and not get the dang message 🤦‍♀️ I wish the end of human kind wouldn't take the rest of the planet with them but here we are~

I REALLY need to go pick up my meds but I have no way to get there. I took my last antipsychotic yesterday. I will run out of my mood stabilizer tomorrow. PayPal.me/netherwhere

Ridiculously anxious tonight. 😩

People think the highest Michelin rating is 3 stars, but there is a hidden 4th level where the Michelin Man comes and kills everyone at your restaurant and mixes your ashes in tire rubber. Then he exalts you by wearing you around his waist for all eternity

My washer got fixed today! It’s been out of commission for a week. So relieved about that.

I don’t want to be awake

Back to bed. I’ve slept for most of the last three days. Depression? I hardly know her.

I hope beyond hope that my mom can help with groceries tomorrow. She hasn’t replied to my texts since Monday but🤞

This winter has been long.

Live. Laugh. LOOKOUT for that tree.

Criss cross applesauce

Hey yall. Still really need help. Don’t really know what else to do. Anything helps. 😭

I think I need new anxiety meds.

Almost out of toilet paper. No groceries left in the house. At least I got cat food for Lance. Meh.

Hockey hockey hockey 🥅

I had a pretty embarrassing meltdown yesterday. Thankfully I feel much better today. Mental illness is hard.

Getting a crow to read my emails and explain them to me

I slept most of the day yesterday. 🥱

I feel safer here than the other place.

Abolish ICE. There’s no reforming it. There’s no compromise. There’s only one way to rein in ICE’s terror campaign. Abolish it.

What a fucking day. Mentally and physically exhausted. 😴 I haven’t eaten anything of substance in a couple days, either, which is making it more difficult to deal with. Nap time, I think.