"there are no third spaces anymore" wrong. blast furnace

devastated to report that it’s not been 24 hours, and my whole document has the SCUNGE, and I’m like “actually this is all unilaterally ass”

capitalism ripping me from my son’s embrace

I'm an illustrator who has worked in editorial, publishing, advertising, animation, and games. Recently though I've been drawing mechanophilia in MS Paint 🤖💦 #PortfolioDay

everybody come live with me in the beautiful world where there’s a Koito AMV to this song

more old gk mgma drawsss #goldenkamuy

tho, while we’re here, thank God I don’t fly to see my family for Thanksgiving anymore, bc this just means that I have a long weekend to work on stuff lmao I WILL be making an overly complicated tart to go to a friends house with, due to the nature of who I am as a person, but I’m not flying

The problem is, of course, is that I will finish 2/3 of a chapter & be like “well, that’s enough of that, I require my head pat like a fucking golden retriever & everybody tells me what a good job I did” Which is a pathology I really should’ve rerouted into a masters degree or something by now lol

메이지 배경으로 그리려면 모자를 그려야 한다는 게 아주 곤란하다...(모자 못 그리겠어...

OK, I did it, nobody has to kill me

"the writer's fetish" what about the character's fetish that the character is unaware of. what if its their problem not mine. and im just egging them on

all right, I have to go on record about something, I have to speak my truth: Hanazawa Kojirou’s mutton chops are actually fine, they just look a little bit funny to the modern eye, but they are not in and of themselves ugly Now the COMBOVER, on the other hand,,,,

Hi, OK, I can’t draw, I have an art idea free to a good home OK, so these refs, except you do it with Ogata in the sniper cloak, and a wildcat

it actually does drive me fucking crazy when I’m trying to make edits about things is that there is— I know there is —a vintage bw art nude photography series of a Japanese guy posing as Saint Sebastian, and I can’t do anything with it, because the man in question is fucking MISHIMA YUKIO

Le Tigre #goldenkamuy #taur

it’s about! Foundational Fratricide. your brother is basically one of the guys of all time for you to kill

I think the essential economy of my being is that it is now 3 o’clock in the morning, I’ve just got out of a slapstick kung fu movie, and now I’m saving pull quotes about later roman brother emperors to my phone going “this too could be yuuo…”

i am SEATED, i have. A THEMED NEGRONI, i am ready for ONE HUNDRED AND SIX STRAIGHT MINUTES OF PUNCHES FROM 1993

no but this time I mean it: oh my God

snagged tickets to the 90’s kung-fu midnight show @ [indie theater] tonite, hell yea

more soft beefleaf from a week ago, regretfully i must inform everyone that i’m still on my bullshit and will remain so for the foreseeable future

˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞. Every month I email a man in Chile ˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞. trying to explain that if he wants to import shit, he has to pay duties ˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞. this is out of my fucking control ˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞. ˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞. ˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞. ⠀∧＿∧ （𓂂︲⩊︲𓂂)つ━♡・*。 ⊂　　 　ノ 　　　・゜+. 　しーＪ　　　°。+ *´¨) 　　　　　　　　　.· ´¸.·*´¨) ¸.·*¨) 　　　　　　　　　　(¸.·´ (¸.·'* ♡

🐰🐱もケモ化💓

ok but like what if i DO buy a candy advent calendar, but specifically to count down to Koito and Tsurumi’s birthdays, and I put little cutouts of their faces on the relevant dates

if your ad interrupts my songs, i should have the legal right to kill you

affirmations: I am conversationally normal in group settings

House of Atreus 🤝 House of Hanazawa

宇佐美にどんなピアスとタトゥ―を描こうか 拡張ピアスは描かない。耳たぶが伸びるのが…嫌だから…

flic.kr/p/WLVMZ8 I have brain poison to a truly devastating degree, because I saw this pic on Tumblr, and then immediately went “oh 🥺 small ogata…”

This one was newer (cw: gore, blood) #tgcf #hexuan #shiqingxuan

as fucking anticipated, pre-Thanksgiving sale launch came for my fucking life 😞

Re-draw

real scholarship happening here with @camillahect.bsky.social

you guys wanna see the crane, he was in the park the other day

anyway, this is my accountability announcement that I have to work on *#hiscity ch 4 this weekend, so if I don’t get back on and post that I have done so, you guys have to like come to my house and kill me with hanmers or whatever

oh god ogata with one of those horrible beard stencils that they sell so that you can line everything up nicely, one of those fucked up plastic ones that you hold in your teeth before you go in and shave everything 😬😵😫

I am once again thinking about how Ogata has SUCH a high maintenance haircut to be running around in the fucking wilderness with, I KNOW in my heart he has *fucked up* the back of his head trying to touch up his fade with a straight razor, using like a piece of tin propped up on a twig as a mirror

archiveofourown.org/works/73762091 re-up for my descent into specialty retail holiday hell cyborgs! androids! realizing the man in front of you, now a literal robotic object, is somehow more of a real person *now* than he was before & you’re not actually sure where that leaves YOU robo-incest! #yuuo

storeroom #goldenkamuy

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[ext, office building: JAY murmurs urgently into an ear mic, then waits, absorbing the reply with an expression of dawning horror. They look up, with the face of one who, alone, must maintain a terrible lie] they’re telling me the symptoms of your mental health bullshit affect your daily life, guys

I’ve had a terrible revelation. You might think that Usami is the Jeremy fragrance of gk, but actually it’s shiraishi

anyway, I think you could bait Ogata into physical affection if it was a weird brinksmanship thing by which being the first one to back out of a hug meant that he was losing, somehow

(with the caveat that I know I’m grumpy because of coworker bullshit) But like anybody else feel like the biggest hurdle to you writing is having to grab yourself by the neck and shake violently to the tune of “YES, you have something mildly interesting to say, you dumb bitch, omg just do it”

UGH I was gonna write tonight, but I literally did a data entry for eight straight hours, and I can actively feel my brain slithering out of my ears

He is literally a fucking stuffed animal, he’s so cute, and he’s the most annoying creature on the face of this earth

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