its my white boys last day of being the Official white boy of the month of the year... tonight he passes on his crown to another white boy who is yet to be determined... goodbye goodbye u were bigger than the whole sky.......... we had a good run chat

also starting to realise that my mums pretty evil too. but hey. whatever

i know its not smth Nice to talk about and also it makes ppls knees jerk a bit but. im starting to miss my dead abusive dad more the more that i realise half of his abuse to me couldve been stopped if the psych system wasnt so goddamn evil

pspspspsps im in the mood for deep slash personal yapping gimme stuff to answer ngl.link/saintcecilia

Can’t breathe

im high as absolute BALLS rn on these meds do ur worst itll be funny

how many of u have (preferably hypermobile) ehlers danlos ??? im pretty sure i do (im also celiac and the co-occurrance rate is INSANE) and i want to know if whats wrong w my hip atm sounds like subluxation or smth else :(

plugging bc a distraction would be nice ... ask some big qs or whatever! ngl.link/saintcecilia

before i go, this week in my town, the police station was filled up with mainly elderly citizens who held up signs opposing genocide - they included a vicar, community garden leader, and the daughter of a holocaust survivor. it isnt terrorism to hold signs, take direct action, or to oppose genocide

peacing out again for now bc i dont need to be making everyone else miserable by inevitably miseryposting on main LOL if we're moots u can follow me on @juneaus.bsky.social though 🫶🫶

to be so honest im having the worst few weeks ive had in a really really long time . i dont remember the last time i was this depressed if i ever even have been, ive started having hip subluxations, idk its just Bad Times!!!!

Sorry about disappearing on u oomfies i am literally just trying to not kms 🎊

spent my day yesterday writing smut and now im too brain-tired to finish my essay thats due in 3 days aughhhh

i realised i might be so physically unwell atm on account of the october crash

WGAT ARE U GUYS TALKING ABOUT WHAT IS ANY OF THIS

idk how the fuck im gonna do christmas dinner . baby celiacs first christmas

let me do some campaigning. dallon should be ur white boy of the month of the year because hes suffered more than jesus (being stolen from several times, etc), and also bc he definitely has no idea whats going on w this and thatd be really funny

just voted in the apnotmas because my white boys are up for touring incident of the year & most likely to make it on broadway. but i was reading my options like WTF ARE U GUYS TALKING ABOUT??? im so offline oh my god???

hiiii :3

face to face gp appointment in about a month about mental health... those motherfuckers are gonna try to Take me away arent they. why else do they want to have me in the room.

reposting bc my surgery consultation is in 9 days, and im pretty sure im on the verge of another infection from the gum flap being inflammed :') im trying to keep it down at home, but theres a chance ill need to get that looked at too soon

IIIIM AAA SINNERRRRR THINGS ARE NEVER GONNA BE THE SAAAME YOURE MYYYY COMPASS SPINNERRR BUT YOU KEEP MY HEART TRAPPED INSIDE OF YOUR BIRDCAAAGE 🔥🔥‼️🔥‼️🔥‼️🔥‼️🔥‼️🔥🔥‼️‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥‼️🔥

the first vet bill was a total of $563.18, and i’m having to take the little girl in for a second opinion tomorrow because the first vet dismissed her eye infection and it’s getting worse. if there’s anything you can contribute to help this baby out, i would be so grateful ❤️ venmo: @atlantismoses

james marriott dan and phil crossover shut up

on my mind today is how, weirdly, being bipolar and being celiac Play into eachother for me. before i got celiac, if i was too depressed to cook or do dishes, i could order food and i would still be able to eat. now i cant do that, i either have to force myself to cook or go hungry

im sick and coccooned in bed, ask me things to keep me busy!! go deep if u want ngl.link/saintcecilia

this means its also about to be six months Gluten free in about 2 weeks... damn..........

HAPPY SIX MONTHS BASICALLY NICOTINE FREE TO ME BABEYYYYY 🎊🎊🎊🔥🔥🔥

damn im just mid www.idrlabs.com/intelligence...

feeling like this rn

reposting bc my surgery consultation is in 9 days, and im pretty sure im on the verge of another infection from the gum flap being inflammed :') im trying to keep it down at home, but theres a chance ill need to get that looked at too soon

RPF! RPF! RPF! Try my rarepair gay metalcore hurt/comfort rpf with a bipolar MC and mutually-dubiously-platonic feelings boy archiveofourown.org/works/73949581

bashing my head into a wall Celiac disease is not an intolerance or an allergy. gluten intolerance does exist but it is not the same as CD. CD is autoimmune and causes damage to ur small intestine. a gluten allergy isnt even real, a wheat allergy is

just saw my first entirely serious "i have celiac disease but the bread in [other country/continent] doesnt make me sick!" SIGH...

rocking back and forward Resolution 1199... article 2(7)... article 51..... R2P...

theres nothing better than finishing an assignment u hated every fucking second of writing OHHHHHH

As a white man, I hate AI for appropriating my culture of being confidently wrong about things while using Reddit as a primary source.

dafad 👇

actually the only healthy way to engage with dan and phil is to read and/or write problematic fanfiction about them. if you don't you're a fake and a poser and you're not part of my club

listening to penance... u guys dont get it imagine writing a song when ur like 22 and suicidal and then 7 years later you play it live to sold out crowds and you sing "well i deserve to be happy now" with them all. sorry for being insane and parasocial but...

reading my own smutty rpf on the train rn out of spite and tbh i cooked

the video sab is featured in is literally so bad i actually can't believe that people watch this shit. and yet! 200k subscribers for this person who claims not to understand that putting fanfic in front of her audience is putting someone on blast. OPEN THE SCHOOLS!

bored i have 2.5h until im home still come ask me stuff u can go as weird or deep or Whatever as u want ngl.link/saintcecilia

fit check 😛

roadmen in shropshire makes me giggle as a concept... u cant do all that in the fucking market town of shrewsbury and expect to be taken seriously. this is SHREWSBURY for gods sake

rpf is always ok and is completely legal. ESPECIALLY if its explicit

ah shit i lost a loop earplug. why do i always do this at shows

Immediately fell asleep after the show last night but i had so much fun ugh

arr u kiddinh me bro. I NEED TO DIE

he didnt. kms. but i got to scream this again sooo