i yearn to create but my brain is smooth and empty

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🍂 ruse's autumnal collection #art #oc #ocart #autumn

Remembering that it’s Fat Bear Week has certainly perked me up after a blue day yesterday. BRING ON THE CHONKERS #FatBearWeek #art

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🍂 It's officially Autumn! 🍂 Quote repost with your Autumn themed #art *NO A/I

new ✍🏻 if you know where to find it

the period after getting off of bc pills has to be in the top 10 most painful experiences idk (im being dramatic)

new ✍🏻 if you know where to find it btw

sometimes the way i experience and interpret rp is so wildly different than the general audience i feel like i might be a little crazy akakdhfjs

some of my favorite flowers that have popped up in my wildflower garden lately

some resources for protestors A demonstrator's guide to understanding riot munitions and how to defend against them crimethinc.com/2021/01/04/a...

i fucked around and found out on a high energy today and boy am i already feeling the crash

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i once again cannot remember if i took my nighttime meds...

so turns out im a liar. it only took 3 days aldkbsk

Immigration attorneys in Chicago - please dm me asap. Emergency situation needing potential on the ground assistance.

this mother's day is hitting really weird for me. i have this overwhelming sense of sadness and empty feeling seeing all of these people posting pics with their kids. i thought my life would look really different at almost 27

i am once again announcing my retirement from writing head empty no thoughts whats a word

new ✍🏻 if you know where to find it 🤍

i miss being able to lift heavy weights and put them back down without the devastating consequences of an entire week of extreme joint pain and chronic fatigue

Guys, I love all of you, but the answer to RFK, Jr. is not that autistic adults hold jobs, pay taxes, and get laid, it's that everyone deserves to live even if they can't work, pay taxes, or get laid.

i miss having the spark to do anything. idk if its the meds or just a "normal" bout of depression (shout out persistent depressive disorder) but everything feels like nothing

theres something incredibly draining about sharing a fandom space with people who think that terrible awful bad things happening all the time is the only way to have a good story

kinda interesting how people were being really fucking mean about sooty as a character and mg got a noticeable amount of hate watchers but now that ember has done something that has riled up viewers we cant be critical about ember.... where was this energy about sooty idk

i wanna paint something horrific and terrifying and ugly and gross but unfortunately whenever i go to paint i naturally turn toward pretty colors andjfhaj

might just permanently dissociate so that these next few weeks of rp dont hurt me (i could just not watch but the hyperfixation demands it)

side-eyeing tf out of anyone who wants tessa to relapse /rp

this was the first deployment where things *almost* didnt go wrong. my animals just decided to have a meltdown right before my husband will be home alsjfjsk THEY COULDNT WAIT TWO WEEKS

the doom is violent and all-consuming

my adhd paralysis has actually been so bad since my husband left bc it affects no one but me. do i need to go to the grocery store? yes. will i? not until im starving. i will make the most obscene meals to avoid going to the commissary

the first part of writing a fic is me creating a doc, putting the title, and then staring at a blank page for at least a week

i am once again feeling creatively stuck and listless

me personally, i always root for my pixels to succeed. i want them to grow and change and sometimes that means taking steps backward to get back on the right track. but i'll never apologize for wanting the best outcome for them. im rooting for my lil pixel pookies

"oh hey chatty" ray mond is back . . . but where's cups? #raymond #chatterbox #nopixel

imo the mark of a good villian in rp is viewers wanting more screen time of the character. not turning the stream off or switching to a different pov every time the character shows up.

not me accidentally starting a fight all because i was trying to give people accurate meta

stoicism is not a mark of intelligence or sanity

my favorite genre is birds chirping when the character they wanted to have a backbone finally does and they go "not like that"

i just wanted funhouse games bro. just some silly goofy rp.

✨🎈🤡 Funhouse Family Portrait 🤡🌹✨

[threatening a baby] here comes the airplane

NEW VIDEO OUT :D #Chattercups #chatterbox #raymond #nopixelclowns #animatic #animation youtu.be/kKmsgHeSJyU

stuck in a perpetual cycle of feeling both too real and not real at all