as i try to figure out where to break my novel or how to move forward with my life (it's been a crazy week) I've been listening to this on repeat NON-STOP! basic vaporwave but my brain seems to like it. Enjoy www.youtube.com/watch?v=_oyy...

And as the hunt for a new apartment in St. Paul MN continues. PLEASE SEND HAPPY VIBES FOR ME PLEASE!!

He gives $20 Billion of OUR dollars to bailout Argentina without consulting Congress or the American people. Does that seem like the actions of a KING to you? Join us & let him know just what you think about that this Saturday, 10/18 #NoThronesNoCrownsNO_KINGS 👑

Well... What the fuck happend? I just got kicked off Facebook. No reason. Just "community guidelines." I know I've been on it too much and I want to get off it BUT its where my friends are. Like seriously. What the Fuck Facebook?

Book RED (as it being called for the moment) IS COMPLETE!!! At least the first draft. 127K words. Now I need Beta Readers while I work on Book Blue! (It's technically the same book but not... long story) Any volunteers?

I need more references to get my (possible) Life Changing Gig. I'm running out of people I have worked with or have enough experience with me to act that I have worked with them. Any volunteers? Thanks!

Question for my IT friends: Is this safe/Recommended? Office wants me to install Fortinet VPN on work computer. Ok. They tell me I have to install it on my personal phone. BAD. I google searched and "Privacy concerns/company can remotely unlock/wipe phone" popped up but I can't get verification.

This is mostly for the artists: Dear people, Have you ever thought "i need a vacation" and the only place you are even remotely interested going to doesn't exist because its a setting of your work? Yep.

Whoa! Alligator Alcatraz is going to be complete by Tuesday and open for operation on Wednesday. Am I the only one wondering how Ron DeSantis got this together so fast? Floridians, make sure you remember this the next time a hurricane hits and you can’t get disaster relief in your state.

Time to grab the popcorn! Also brace for impact!

At a meeting at work: Saltbane: You know what I wish? Me not looking up from phone and deadpan: "You wish you were a little bit taller? You wish you were a baller, You wish you had a girl who looked good you would call her?" Pause as the office stares at me. Webguy: HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT SONG?!!

To answer your question (Probably) Am I still writing if I'm GMing a game? I'm trying. I don't want to stop with my WIP but it's been rough for the last few weeks after edits. It was suggested I step away for a bit. But I'm coming back. It's too important for me not to finish it. Wish me luck!

I'm gathering players for a Star Trek TTRPG through discord. So far i have 4 people I don't know as players. I'm also going to run the same scenario as a Captain's Log game with my own character for video. Why? Because I have to. Anyone else want in?

Ok. That does it! Who wants to Play in a Star Trek RPG? I've got one in my head and it won't go away. I'll run Saturday nights, online if I have to. If that time doesn't work for you, tell me what does. Right now My Monday nights, Wednesday Nights and all of Sunday for a while are booked.

Parents:You are just sitting at your desk most of the time. If I were you, I'd use that time to train myself. Me with ADHD and work so toxic it should be a superfund cleanup site: WILL EVERYONE PLEASE FUCK THE FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE! SHOUTING AT A DOORWAY BEHIND ME DOESN'T COUNT!

Got first 15 min of male performer for Faulty Destinies back! WHOO HOO!! There are a few edits to send him back but not much. I'm not sure how we are handling the female parts being added (I paid for them, i'm going to use them, goddammit!)

They had me at Liam Neeson. Then they absolutely NAIL the landing.

If a Democratic president had the week Trump's administration has been having, they'd be standing in front of a firing squad. Trump's hosting a golf tournament. An international one where attendees WON'T wind up being "disappeared" by ICE. www.miamiherald.com/news/traffic...

Some of you will get why I'm posting this. For some, particularly if you are an X-er like me, this might awaken old memories you don't understand. Feel free to ask. Enjoy! www.youtube.com/watch?v=4g_3...

Urge to run Star Trek RPG still running even though I feel disconnected to the fandom, nostalgic for another 30 year old SF property, and putting out feelers for players or games with no luck so I don't feel like I have community. So anyone else want to game or talk about the scenario? Please help!

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This guy has a net worth of approximately $2 billion.

music coach says I have an ear of a music director based on a conversation. I know how music should flow from one song to another for a concert or album. I told her most Xers worth their salt can because of how often we had to make mix tapes. :)

Not sure but i THINK I have break points for the book (BUT REST ASSURED BETA READERS TO BE! I'LL BE ASKING FOR YOUR FEED BACK) I'll need more feedback and finish soon but for those who know so far it breaks down like this:

Felt exhausted all day. Took until tonight to remember that I ran out of Concerta yesterday. No meds for a few days. So that's a thing...

Current word count of WIP just passed 240K words. It's official, depending on genre, this is now the size of 3-4 books. I'm basically half a Cryptonomicon or almost the first three Harry Potter Novels. This is going to need some editing... and artwork.

Funny....All of a sudden, no one's performing arbitrary sex-change operations on unexpecting grade-schoolers anymore.

Well... This made me smile today.

I'm feeling a Star Trek game urge coming on.. CRAP!! NOT NOW!! Let me finish my novel first! So.. Um.... I um.... ... ......................Ok so the tholians come into play....

Trump is already telling us we can’t complain about his incompetence.

Cleaning and rearranging my apartment to clear out the old vibes and reinvigorate me to create and build a better life should not fill me with existential dread. And yet, here I am, arranging my RPG books wondering if they will ever be of use. I'm debating on purging some. Mostly the PDF ones.

Office meeting. Boss: "So about these new tariffs..." Me projecting but not yelling: "You know what I love about Star Trek: Deep Space Nine? Well, let me tell you!" They all laugh. Boss again: "But Trump had done some things..." Me: "IT HAD MORE STYLE THAN VOYAGER!" I did not stop. It worked.

I have a strange promotional video in my head to make for myself but I would need assistance. It involves recreating the first 60 seconds of the movie Snatch as a way to promote my books. I can do most myself (i think) save for the first shot which has camera movement. Thoughts?

I have decided. If they ever film my books as a TV series, while this character has never appeared and is only spoken of in passing, his image might be seen everywhere and thus I must cast: The Emperor of the Vuldrox Empire: Jeffrey Combs If he said yes, I would write him cameos.

Came back from a lunch burrito with a friend who needs a little help (easy fix, great guy.) I'm suddenly feeling a lot better. Behold the power of a good burrito and lunch partner!

Ah, good. That project is done. Now I have time to... um... to... huh... WHAT THE FUCK DID I WANT TO BE DOING?

Tulsi Gabbard has just been confirmed as the Director of National Intelligence. 😫

Suggestion from therapist: Maybe I don't deal with reality for a while and just live in my Faulty Destinies universe for a week or so. She's recommending something of a media/social media fast. This is a tough one.

Sitting down to write. And distracting myself, doom scrolling, feeling my shoulders tighten, questioning what I need to finally unleash my creativity which feels unobtainable given medical, social, political, and economic structures right now. To brain: UNCLENCH, GODDAMMIT!! FOR FUCK'S SAKE!!!

Ketchup On Walls Alert: HIGH

This was more than I thought it was going to be. I love this guy!! www.youtube.com/watch?v=gVNI...

Holy shit, they're actually going Full Kirby on this one. I'm there. youtu.be/AzMo-FgRp64?...

Well that didn't take long. Granted it was blatantly illegal and unconstitutional... Also granted this was a "test run" to see what he could get away with. Stay tuned.

Watching Remembrance of the Daleks on youtube. Huge number of Daleks with distinctive voices. Me: Is anyone else slightly sad that we never got Lemmy from Motorhead to cameo as a Dalek voice? It would have been awesome!

Fox News is reporting this and irony may never recover.

Winning an election doesn’t mean you get to disregard laws passed by Congress and signed into law by the former president.