Bad feeling in the air. Beginning to feel like self isolation again.

Glad i at least have a friend who will always hype up my art

I really wish i had more people i can talk to but im so picky ab how ppl comfort me, it usually sends me down another fucking spiral even tho i KNOW they mean well so idk I'll just deal w everything on my own 😒 I hate everything

i literally have no family here. even my sister would rather not be here

Great more people pisssing me off 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄

My mom never complaining about her siblings (shitty people) but complaining about how her nieces and nephews didnt come home for Thanksgiving and how they're bad kids. Little did they know they wanted to come home. I didn't. I want to leave and never ever talk to them again.

Loveeee feeling ticked off

Im too woke for this 🫩

It sucks having debilitating social anxiety while you watch all your friends make more friends

Me when i try to talk in a server and it gets completely overlooked 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

bad. i actually havent been anything close to happy in weeks. sorry i keep going away

every time i come home i have to go to a fucking funeral lmfao

And I'm awake again and, you guessed it, still upset

Don't worry guys, I will be going to bed upset too

just finished parks and rec, time for me to resume being evil

i think being this angry is a hereditary trait i fully understand how my dad was pissed off ALL the time because i, too, am pissed off ALL the time why? idfk!!!!

Man i woke up really upset lol

Hate that i fuckimg wasted away today by sleepimg :(

Sorry to everyone I've talked to in the past 7 hours, i was not conscious and remembered nothing

Man this is the only one I got but Josh has dreams where there's two Mavericks,,, and that's all I'll say for now

My favorite thing in the whole world is how anxious i am all the time about everything Second favorite thing is how i haven't been happy with any of my art recently but have grown enough to hate all of my previous art Close second!!!

Still awake. Yeah

Bo Burnham is on parks and rec?????

Lore dropped that Brodys an alcoholic today Feeling. Terrified.

Oh no. I got the urge. The urge to ask a large artist what brush they use. I didnt see it anywhere on their socials. I REALLY WANNA KNOW

All I See by NateWantsToBattle IS the Josh x Mav song of all time

Do i drink alcohol to try and sleep bc I've been having such a poor day 🤔

started crying at (checks notes) 2 pm !!!! new record, everyone clap!!!!

Morning.

im also thinking about max but that's less fun (angst) tbh brody also has a lot of angst/trauma and its actually a lil bit similar to max's in specific ways, but the difference between them is brody's is something he moves on from and max's will live in his brain until he dies

Danny Gonzalez comedy show a DAY before my birthday AN HOUR FROM MY HOUSE and i am in IOWA >:(

thinking deeply about. Brody

Um. How did i get 30+ notifs on this account. Lol

If racism isn't a deal breaker for you, YOU ARE RACIST!!! my god

Rare aesthetic: being told no one ever really would do or expect what you want in a relationship, knowing full well you would do those things for others

Feeling really anxious so i likely won't be on socmed as much today Idk no one else sees these except people idm talking to in this state, but just in case

Love having to convince people NOT to buy the Harry Potter books in big 2025

It genuinely sucks so bad seeing people hype up other peoples things more than mine 😭 lmao

i am really enjoying parks and rec

feeling: lonely and pushed aside

Thinking about how my sister asked me if i know three days grace 🥹 me? are you kidding.

feeling stuck between the duality of being constantly pissed off and liking my friends

simply not giving time to people who don't interact with me or treat me like my own person. we are not friends if you treat me like a commodity or an extension. on the flip side, i love the friends who i can genuinely talk to and have a conversation with, its been nice!

"seasonal depression" but i have really bad regular depression and my birthday is this season which makes it worse

forgot i cant ragebait my parents bc i learned the art from them 😭

Thinking about how my friend and i made a son in a video game and we wanted to name him a weird version of dumbass so we named him dumaas 😭

It IS this damn app i think 😭 i can only be on here for like 5 minutes at a time before The Despair sets in

Having an actually abhorrent night lmfao.

If procreate doesnt stop crashing, im going to start crashing