Sale going on until my bday~

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♻️Reworked the colors a bit because I was not happy. Now it's better 💕 Now that I have a cover, I present you my gay little novel! If you like urban fantasy and yearning boys and mythical creatures, then I suggest checking it out ^^ archiveofourown.org/works/61932598 #souldeep | #ocart | #writing

I'm so late to this party...I don't know if I'll ever render it. Smug bastard (affectionate) #sketch | #ocart | #souldeep

//Death awaits you all with nasty, big, pointy teeth.// The running joke in the ttrpg party is that Lilly looks like a bunny, but is in fact a hare and she will bite you. #rpgart | #ocart | #art

Sketch commission for @potatokyukun.bsky.social <3 He's so fun and had to make him a lil cheeky, but, of course, still stylish :D #art | #commission | #vgen

Because I loved this sketch so much >3< #ocart | #art | #souldeep

Because I loved this sketch so much >3< #ocart | #art | #souldeep

Sketch commission for @potatokyukun.bsky.social <3 He's so fun and had to make him a lil cheeky, but, of course, still stylish :D #art | #commission | #vgen

//Death awaits you all with nasty, big, pointy teeth.// The running joke in the ttrpg party is that Lilly looks like a bunny, but is in fact a hare and she will bite you. #rpgart | #ocart | #art

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Would adopt dog(s), could support artists that I love, would work without fear of not being enough which would probably fix my anxiety. Would have a genuine outlook for a future and a will to live.

We are so back! Got my graphics card back~ (will still try to upgrade but now I'm just happy I can play and draw) I have so many sketches....I want this to be good enough for a print so much.

lil bit of status update I guess :'D So my GPU is at a client's house testing some bugs, hence no new drawings really, just scribbling down ideas on the laptop. (I might get a new and better card out of this tho, so fingers crossed.) I'm sitting over on my insta playing with dolls in the mean time.

Remember your favorite creator possibly might be struggling with imposter syndrome and doubt and this timeline sucks.. so if you find yourself thinking “wow I really relate to this persons work” or that persons work gives you joy, you should probably tell them. It’s a hard time to be a creative.

Sketches of the boys because I rearranged the diorama and Aiji pulled in Isaac and Nyans for himself. Nyans belongs to @ashuradark.bsky.social and is Aiji's best friend and bandmate. #souldeep | #art | #ocart

The 'let's make Isaac blush' is an ongoing challenge in this household. I imagine this is even before they get together. Both are already yearning and one is more subtle than the other. #ocart | #souldeep | #art

Gotta love it when your urban fantasy universe art can be interpreted to irl. Love to live through major historical events. My only comment to the universe is: my bingo card is full. #ocart | #souldeep | #art

Revamped this old thing for the apple trend with a little twist of my own <3 #ocart | #souldeep | #art

This just called for Eden and her many assets. Day 5 - Lingerie #art | #ocart | #souldeep | #kinktober

*Climbs out from under the desk* I'm done! My lil space is done! There was a moment there when things didn't fit but everything is in it's place now~

*Climbs out from under the desk* I'm done! My lil space is done! There was a moment there when things didn't fit but everything is in it's place now~

Halfway there with the room rearranging. The diorama is put away so the doll's kallax is in place. Next up is my desk that will go next to it in the corner. If yall wondering where I've been 😂

I'm not even angry because it's ai. I'm angry because it sets back a grieving process and eventually, the process of moving on. I've lost my grandma to cancer when I was 18 and yet, I would not wish to use her image like this and it will send people into delusion and set back their personal growth.

I think most artists hit a point where they’re like, well if I can’t be the best artist, I shall be the most ME artist.

I'm a little slow on drawing and posting here because hubby needed my graphics card to test something with work and now I might get a new (better) one if they need it ( this is how you sell your old gpu quickly lol ) I'm more active on insta also because I'm in the middle of rearranging the room 🫣

Got a notification of a message but there is nothing in my chats, so if anyone wanted to contact me the site might have ate it D:

The art vs the artist’s hand 🐿️ I don't find them particularly interesting or pretty but hey, they draw my lil bros.

Is this happening? Maybe. Hopefully. I can't just sit around and wait till I feel good enough and I got a big hunk of inspiration from watching @carotdraws.bsky.social work >3<

you would think that as both an artist and a writer i would be twice as productive but i get so overwhelmed with ideas that i ultimately end up doing neither

When you have a meeting but you make out with your boyfriend/partner and now you have to wait a few minutes. Happens more than they would like to admit. #souldeep | #art | #ocart

Been outside. Touched grass and petted dogs. Took a few doll photos.

So many people get into relationships without being friends with their spouses and then act surprised when that relationship fails or becomes dull. I could not imagine being with someone for 14 years if they were not my best friend and this is what many shipping builds on. (Not all, but many.)

♻️Reworked the colors a bit because I was not happy. Now it's better 💕 Now that I have a cover, I present you my gay little novel! If you like urban fantasy and yearning boys and mythical creatures, then I suggest checking it out ^^ archiveofourown.org/works/61932598 #souldeep | #ocart | #writing

I feel like more and more we are headed to a secluded experience. I see discord channels as I saw private forums back in the day and on one hand I love it, brings back the feels, but on the other hand I see we are fucked if we don't have SOME kind of social media to get work.

Been outside. Touched grass and petted dogs. Took a few doll photos.

Quick store run then I'll be locking myself into discord live. Didn't draw all week so the juices are flowing. Come hang out or join in~ discord.gg/dTP9yg75x4

Quick store run then I'll be locking myself into discord live. Didn't draw all week so the juices are flowing. Come hang out or join in~ discord.gg/dTP9yg75x4

Sorry for not being as active, social media juices are running low atm so I'm more active in my lil secluded discord cottage. discord.gg/dTP9yg75x4 I'm staring a bigger projects that I'll probably only post there for the time being, being live helps with sitting down and actually do the thing.

Repost because I'm fangirling again. #ocart | #souldeep | #art

Making myself cry drawing the scene and listening to the soundtrack. #art | #ocart | #souldeep

Speaking of ascending... (I want to redo this but not today. And I still love the devoted look on Aiji) #art | #ocart | #souldeep

This is the reason why there needs to be a lock on the surveillance room. At least it's soundproof. #ocart | #souldeep | #art

Still a favorite. That look is a year of longing for both of them. #ocart | #souldeep | #nsfw

Still love this one despite being years old. The first night when Isaac couldn't sleep so Aiji stayed with him and when finally falling asleep to a boring tv-show Isaac refused to let go of his top hence the morning predicament. #souldeep | #ocart | #art

When your boyfriend goes radio silent on a mission and shows up without a scratch you are allowed to tackle him. ( I want to redo so much of these older ones but I can't simply redraw everything @-@ ) #souldeep | #art | #ocart

*Kicking my feet* I'm just so in love with them and doing this and seeing it like how I imagined is giving me more good feelings than anything else <3 #art | #souldeep | #ocart

Remember this? I finished it :D For a while the little spirit-creatures don't come in to Aiji's place, except for one time (not spoiler for those who read the first few chapters). After a while they start to be more present and getting up to cute little mischief. #ocart | #souldeep | #art