I wanna make a game again

Being admitted to the psychward is misery, I was told that I am a danger to my two cats and my husband and that when something happens it will be really fast. I was sad because I know deep down I would never hurt anyone. Being separated from my husband and cats is my nightmare.

Ok so it’s self harm awareness day & somebody was like let’s do some suicide prevention, here’s some hotline numbers. We so badly need to get over the quick fix of handing suicide prevention over to hotline numbers. It says “I don’t care & won’t listen but good luck finding someone who will!”

Suicide prevention is not telling suicidal people to call a number for cops to take them to the psych ward. It’s being community for people. People suffer alone. You abandon your sad & mentally ill & lonely friends because they bum you out. We’re the ones with the duty of caring for each other.

I am just grateful to have friends who still reach out to me during my lowest low.

SAIHATE song by Onyx Kobayashi ust cheesum and ekkoberry/echoblossom123 lyric by greenfoliage #UTAU #iKA

Do you read? If yes what is your favorite book?

Mmm my favorite genre, Children's Music

Heritage: a story about growing and going places as an apple #Fletchfest

I cant believe cats are real because I was having the worst crashout ever and she just comes and tuck herself in my arms

I want to go outside but when I am outside I just wanna scream

I ruined my fountain pen (rookie mistake) I am considering to get an entry level twsbi and just get a uhhh ink bottle that I actually like

I felt like, not a lot of people say how difficult it is to commit onto something as someone who had bipolar disorder. Not because we can't commit, mainly because we often times sabotage ourselves for success.

This recent mood is making me want to make a grunge album about anxiety over redundancy

Packaged ust-base: Hono-Harmony tuning: oleh2ogi #UTAU #iKA

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Japan Letter Writing Day, Stamp Sheet, 1999. Illustrated by Dick Bruna designreviewed.com/artefacts/ja... #dickbruna #illustration

I need a new hobby honestly.

Langit Kita ft. iKA and Nemoloid Credit: Music, Engineering, M/M : Anemonie Lyric, Illust, Video : oleh2ogi voc. : iKA & Nemoloid Made for Hope Jam 1.0 #iKA #UTAU

The Defense Minister of Israel says it was "blood libel" to go after Israeli soldiers caught on camera raping a Palestinian.

Chat is it too late to learn to play an instrument (Im in my late 20s)

I think because the link read the slash as the page name it doesnt load, here's a new link ika-vsinger.xyz/downloaddata

I find it weird that big number = success, they made it. It muddled a lot of young people in the community to chase virality and be big to be recognized for their craft. I think its important to have a good understanding that smaller numbers doesn't equal to lacking quality.

Finished implementing this, feel free to check ika-vsinger.xyz/downloaddata/

I forgot to implement some stuff on iKA's webby but it will be up next month!

Did a bsky mirror for iKA's demo, Nostalogika will still be on youtube but future works will be posted on my webby and condensed version will be on bsky.

Nostalogika ft. iKA_ID Credit: Music by oleh2ogi‬ Produced by ‪WEKA Mix & Video : ‪oleh2ogi‬ Engineering : ‪comorybxto‬ Official Illustration: rice_cacce OpenUTAU icon: ‪skeouspace‬ voc. : iKA #iKA #UTAU

I made my own nekoweb website for myself, with this on I will take down my weebly oleh2ogi.nekoweb.org

⭐️ SPECIAL TRACK PREVIEW ⭐️ Editor-P ft. Anemonie - Miss Nebula @the-editor-on-bsky.bsky.social youtube.com/@Anemonie

🌙 TRACK #5 PREVIEW 🌙 intelligencecasino - sanitizer @intelligencecasino.bsky.social

the implementation/maintenance is actually just finished I miscalculated the day honkshoooooooooo

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happy(late) Miku day HATSUNE MIKURSO??!!!!!

Nostalogika is talking about my grief of losing my uncle. He would text me early in the morning because he is forbidden to contact me by my family. He would ask me how am I doing, and would tell me that he is proud of me. The last message was from my mom, telling me that he had passed away in 2020.

Last Miku Day post but thank you Hatsune Miku if it weren't for you I probably won't be here today.

Man. The world fucking is on fire. So go be as corny and cringe as you wanna be without hurting people. Live whats left of your only life. If you can’t be free in your body at least go be free in your mind and soul. Fuck the haters.

ABSOLUTE ECLIPTICA after a year in production.. everyone absolutely cooked.. i'm so honored to have been an artist on this!! GO GUMI!!

I finished the website update for summer in march, insanity

www.youtube.com/watch?v=7G-j... everyone come on come all!

🌟 ECLIPTICA PREMIERES TONIGHT!! 🌟 Catch the premiere live on shoukiko's channel: youtube.com/watch?v=7G-jUVWenKM

Ah... I thought it might be too small to be the Skulltifact... More of the fake SKULL QUEST, because why not. #fakegame #pixelart #art

I swear I will upload actual devlog guys maybe I should change it into uhhhhh what blogs

ika-vsinger.xyz +updated downloads +updated devlog +changed the bg to fit iKA's current image

Friendly reminder if you have nothing nice to say, dont say anything.

Happy Miku day! I’m sharing my master’s thesis (that doubles as a love letter) on the vocaloid community on itch today! Give it a read if you’re interested in theorizing Hatsune Miku! or the role Crypton played in the early days of the community, or vocaloid commercialization (1/2)

i released my shaylaaaa may contain flashing lights tho www.youtube.com/watch?v=s83g...

🎉selamat rilis iKA!

I will see everyone in 2 hours!

If you dont know Imogen Heap is also a musical engineer, she developed a glove that acts as a digital instrument. She is so awesome.