Feeling almost human again. I’m afraid of what’s waiting in my inbox.

I don’t have the time to be this sick.

Perhaps the only downside of having friends who are all scattered to the four winds is not being able to drive across country to hug the living shit out of somebody you love who really needs it.

I know it’s hard out here for everyone, but if you’ve got even a little bit to share, this is a good cause. 💜

I need more Dark Country in my life. www.youtube.com/watch?v=yX14...

Why can't I just unpluuuuuuuuuuuug?! 😅

"Lucky" #Rimworld

Grief is a sneaky and persistent little fucker.

For folks who live in or have been to Salem, Mass. during spooky season: What are the best things to do? Best little shops? Favorite coffee spots? Best places to stay? Looking to be there for October 16th, leaving early am on the 17th. Thanks! 💕

I think I may have to start a Substack. Any advice from those who know?

Word of the day: “Stochastic terrorism”

Two hours to game time. The wait is killing me. I hope I don’t kill all of them.

I'm rusty at designing dungeon crawls.

Cats in hats is the best feature ever added to any video game. #StardewValley

I am unreasonably proud of this score.

Turned in name change paperwork. Day 1. It’s happening. Want to help me be me? Give. Share. RT widely! My goal is $1K by October. Every bit helps break the past and lights up the future! Thank you! ko-fi.com/penofsmiting

Friend of mine is raising money for the food pantry I volunteer at. Please hang out and if you have some funds to spare, think about donating, every bit helps! Share for visibility! www.twitch.tv/4amchampions

Heck Raiser #MildHorror

This was in my FB memories today. 15 years later, I still haven't learned my lesson.

Stop scrolling and post two characters who bring you joy and happiness

So as life would have it I am in desperate need of a root canal. Insurance is covering a good portion of it but I am still going to be on the hook for about $850. I'm doing my best to come up with that myself, but if you are able to help I would be forever grateful.

Kill the cringe that lives within you Be the cornball your inner child deserves

First attempt at finding a new therapist and the therapist is a no-show. I’m the exact opposite of a Luddite but this isn’t exactly exciting me about telehealth.

Ah yes, here comes the Sunday Existential Ennui — right on time.

Turns out I do remember how to run a game.

I had a dream the other night about running an "Oops All Dragons" game for my friend group, and I can't get the idea out of my head. I also have no idea how to really make it playable 😂

Finding out that Chef Anne Burrell died by suicide is hitting me way harder than I would have thought.

One week to go on this sale! Shout out to those who have purchased anything at all this month - You're helping to fund my trip home in October to visit family I haven't seen in a decade. 💕

Today is a day I wish I had a bottle of Emergency Bourbon handy.

1. First played: D&D (Red Box) 2. First run: AD&D 2nd Ed. 3. Played most: D&D 5e 4. Run most: D&D 5e 5. Favorite: FFG Star Wars, The Quiet Year, For the Queen, D&D 5e 6. Most recently played: For the Queen 7. Most recently run: For the Queen I need an excuse to branch out more.

This is a Very Good List.

Ten writers of whom I've read 5+ books: John Scalzi Frank Herbert Connie Willis Martha Wells Terry Pratchett Douglas Adams Neil Stephenson Issac Asimov Peter Clines Jim Butcher

The alarm went off, and my brain had me utterly convinced that today was Sunday and my phone was malfunctioning. I'm at work, but still have that nagging feeling like I'm not supposed to be here. Thanks, brain. (or Thanks, capitalism... I'm not sure which.)

It's my birthday month so you know what that means? The 3rd Annual #MeghansBirthdaySalebration is back! Every day in July a different one of my #ttrpgs will be available for free!

Ok, but I’m gonna need a Mr Terrific spinoff now.

I may just fill the server up with soot sprites.

There's a little something inside me that wonders if I'm ready to start DMing regularly again...

The composers did a credible job, but this new Superman deserved a full John Williams score.

Two fundamental truths about me: 1) Left to my own devices, I'd become a hermit, eschewing all human contact as I turn progressively more inward upon myself. 2) Even just five minutes on the phone with a good friend can absolutely buoy my mood for days. What even is my brain?

1977: why would the bartender in star wars even care if some robots with artificial intelligence came into his bar 2025: ohhh ok

The caffeine, it does nothing.

Trekkies: if you see this post your first experience with Star Trek. I have clear memories of catching bits and pieces of The Motion Picture on HBO when I was 5 and the next year began a TBS re-run of TOS in order. Mom watched it religiously as she'd been a fan of the original broadcasts.

It's possible I was hungry while naming the chicken...

I cannot stress enough how great of a GM April is. If you're going to Gen Con, DO NOT miss this game!

Feel your feelings first. That is important. But don’t shut down; show up.

Some music I put on to relax to. Other music I put on to stop all other thoughts. It occurs to me just now that those may be the same thing. Have a brain melter: www.youtube.com/watch?v=_WzZ...

Without downloading any new pics where are you mentally?

A tempest in a teapot really sucks for the tea.