being at home for spring break is messing with my brain, there’s just too much going on all the time and i need time to be in bed alone for like at least a few hours every day

i accidentally called jim from the office jim howlter

my supernatural rewatch slowed almost to a stop as soon as i got to the end of season 10 because it’s 2/3 of the way over and i know the ending and I DONT WANT TO GET THERE

absolutely terrifying experience to lift your tshirt up and see your bellybutton full of blood

i can’t believe it’s spring break already

i’m starting to get concerned about how often i literally forget what time of day it is. like completely just floating in a time void and it takes me a sec to adjust to whatever time it actually is after i look out a window

i got trapped into a conversation with a creepy guy in a parking lot today it was so uncomfortable

it’s so nice out i feel like a cat in the sun

i want to challenge myself to stay awake for at least like 10 hours today

i no longer possess the energy that once allowed me to stay awake for every hard monday, i can get hard in the afternoon it’s okay

my phone timer has been randomly changing what the automatic preset is for the timer, for weeks it was 32 minutes and today it changed to 54 minutes. i don’t use either of those times regularly and have no idea why it’s doing this

it genuinely makes me want to throw up when i think about the fact that i’ll never feel what it feels like to be a kid again

biggest decision of every day is if i should watch supernatural, heated rivalry, or dan and phil

the other day my brother was in my room and he randomly said “oh it’s alien month?” and i was confused until i realized he meant the dnp calendar it’s just so silly talking to him about them now bc he used to be in to like i am and he hasn’t been as interested in a while now

idk how many more hold on till may I got left in me

i would give my firstborn child to have a tv app for patreon

i found out daylight savings is tomorrow from dan and phil updates because apparently nobody else was gonna tell me

i’ve barely been on here because i’ve barely been doing anything, i go to class and i sleep but im trying to do awake stuff more again before it’s an actual problem

i swear i saw an edit of dean winchester to pain is cold water a while ago and i cant find it anywhere it’s driving me crazy

are dan and phil in my walls i literally JUST finished watching the golf video

i just got the message that school is closing for the night and my evening class is canceled as i was sitting here trying to rationalize not going

Dan and Phil just launch the damn patreon shop and take my money now. Open the preorders

I NEED ALL OF THIS IMMEDIATELY

i’ve never seen phil so stressed

THE PISS MOON

dan is one step ahead of us

they look so cute🥹🥹

my mom bought pizza for me and my brother last night and he dint want to take any of the leftovers so i’m gonna get like 3 meals out of it including cinnamon bread for breakfast

i meant to wake up early but whatever DAN AND PHIL IN AN HOUR

my lab was canceled today which makes it so tempting to not go to class and have a whole day off

iced coffee mixed with coke is so good

i’ve watched this like 6 times for reasons i don’t understand

yesss livestream on saturday

sometimes when i try to go to patreon i start to just type “dan and phil” into the search bar

i had literally no problems with my suitemates at all last semester and suddenly now there’s so many things

the girl next door must’ve gotten a new boyfriend there’s been so many noises lately and this wasn’t a thing before

so my professor specifically brought up my post in class AND quoted this part saying she thought it had weird vibes too

i have another class before i’m able to watch but im so excited

I'm gonna bite I'm gonna bite I'm gonna bite I'm gonna bite I'm gonna bite I'm gonna bite I'm gonna bite I'm gonna bite

i’m in my last semester of college and i still don’t know how to study

i had such a strange dream while i was waking up this morning and it felt like i was awake like i knew i was in my bed but i still was seeing dream in my head

please do not interupt my routine I will cry

just submitted an assignment that required me to make three different drafts of the same project, idk if i did it right bc i just formatted them all slightly differently but like it’s the same project?? why do i need three drafts?? and they were all supposed to be “near finished”

i gotta get out of the habit of telling myself i’ll work on homework overnight because it never works, as soon as it hits like 9pm my brain says no more and i end up having to get up at sunrise to finish it

does anyone even like the phan twitter videos anymore? im like beyond tired of them

there aren’t enough hours in a day for the things i want to do

i wish i was a boy the way 2010s emo twink danisnotonfire is a boy

can i say something gave me “weird vibes” in a discussion post?

i was jumpscared by the change in thumbnail style

i love bleeting and deleting… not even bc i posted something embarrassing or stupid just like. hm changed my mind after a minute Delete!