It always shakes me when I encounter gay men that are transphobic, ableist, and edge lords. Like... having a curated space for so long has tricked me to believe that queer spaces tend to be typically better but nah those nasty types are extremely prevalent in our communities unfortunately.

Took some time to finish this because I wanted to do as much justice as I could, but I have to remind myself that...im new to this. Just keep going. So, here is my little love to an amazing friend @knightlycan.bsky.social

Team member and friend @carrietheone.bsky.social has been hospitalized and is fighting for their life. Her family is raising money for unexpected medical expenses. If you have the means and are able to, the donate link is: www.spotfund.com/story/9195d3.... Any reposts and shares are appreciated ❤️

If you consider yourself to be self-aware but are only aware of everything you need to improve & unaware of what you are great at/proud of, you aren’t self-aware. You’re just being a hater to yourself & mistake it for self-awareness. Inability to see & celebrate your strengths is not a virtue.

Today I GOTTA GO FAST in Sonic Racing: CrossWorlds!! Tune in at 6pm bst on youtube! (in 3 hours from now)

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Calling all friendly, trusted streamers and community members: I’m proud to launch Summit or Plummet Cup. A tournament within Peak where duos race biomes to the summit. Be the fastest or sabotage others, the choice is YOURS! Register your interest: HERE

Do you want $473 in audio plugins for literally less than $3 because guitar center pissed off Sam Pura? If you use the discount code FUCKUADANDGUITARCENTER to get his everything bundle you can live this dream.

AHH i can't believe we got the model revealed tonight 😭 i always get super nervous doing events on twitch thinking people won't show but ppl always show up and show out. i can't wait to have this finished and reveal my new *me*

Not even going to lie, the brain has been doing gymnastics. I thought maybe I have been overstaying my welcome in spaces, or that people were starting to not like being around me. But the same feelings have extended into new spaces, and maybe I just really hate myself? I've been having a moment...

I also feel like a complain a lot. If something is worth complaining about, it might not be a fit. I hate whining and complaining so much that i actually annoy myself about it too x.x Like obviously its not working for you babes.

I spend so much of my energy and time trying to carve a space out for me to exist in, and sometimes you just dont fit for a reason, I guess. I dont feel like I fit anywhere and when I try to it always feels forced. Im just an awkward and anxious cat. So dont be alarmed if you see less of me

Bye Bye Big Bird 😢 No more #npr

I'm inviting all of you to come celebrate my 25th birthday on Twitch at JackieTheRaccoon! I'll be up to various things like some Marvel Rivals with friends later! It'll be a great time! I've got a Kofi goal set up for extra funds for my birthday but also for TC JUST IN CASE!

Being non-binary in a semi anon space such as VRChat and the furry fandom, people see my pronouns and automatically assume woman or that I am afab. Dating apps also, if you say you're nonbinary will basically make you "woman lite" and try to match you with straight cis men.

You + your fave Pokemon

My toxic trait is that when something feels like its too difficult, I give up on it. I really dont like to do that, but I also dont like doing things without evidence of improvement. I need to do better about that.

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You + your fave Pokemon 💜🔮✨️

napped during my lunch break and stayed a bit late to finish a project for work 😌 time to reward myself with yaoi and a cocktail

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YESSSSSSSS SHES HERE @dextralicious.bsky.social

This Shrooky set is whats getting me through the day. It lives rent free in my mind www.mixcloud.com/Shrooky/phi_...

You need to stop using the AI ChatGPT Gemini LLM shit, even to show how bad it is. If a tech reporter did a thing, there's no need for you to do it to try to replicate the occurrence. It's been reported on. This is a case where, "I'm doing it ironically," still has the same effect and impact.

I havent been extremely transparent because these past two weeks were hectic. Theres been a lot that happened and im still processing through stuff, if I seem panicked or manic or avoidant or needy. Im just trying to keep my head on. This year's been a lot and im just waiting for the ride to stop.

Uh oh....ive spread myself thin again hehe

I caught a beeg feesh today~

Let's get the roast a cookin'! I will be hosting my Birthday roast! I have invited some of my most shady and rotted friends friends to read me to filth! Maybe even a few slurs are gonna be thrown... Make sure to catch it all on August 16th at 6pm pst at Twitch.tv/aphasiaspeaks

The way every skin in this set looks so good!! OMFG.

Only i would be in a country for less than 48 hours and experience a medical emergency x.x

I feel like I let the fear of people calling me a clout chaser and coattail rider ruin my relationships with friends that get a larger following and viewership. Like...if I go back to a stream I feel, I have no connection to them and their chat size and speed puts me off. It scares me!

November makes Year 10 for me on Twitch. UNDERTALE was the second game I streamed and it resonated with me so much and i think that its amazing that we celebrate a decade in the same year 💜 The sight of a sentimental cat fills you with DETERMINATION.

we are going to need to keep up this 'yelling at payment processors' energy for more than just today Ideally, we will need to keep up this pressure over a span of a few weeks As many people as possible, each making 2-4 calls a day, for a few weeks, is going to make the biggest impact

thought i should start doing vids of this and putting out little tasters 👅 #pup #puppyplay #mashup #dj #dance #electro #djpup

WillMart will now be rebranding as ManaStop as I usurp the branding and rights due to the burning out of Willandria Alize "Comet" the Furry Leopard Print Pup Jackson-Washington-Jinkies. Hope yall are ready ManaBeeBees to enter the shop. 💜💜💜

🦝🔴 Live playing Altheia: The Wrath of Aferi! Really intriguing colorful game inspired by Zelda! www.twitch.tv/jackietherac... Thank you @neondoctrine.games and Press Engine for the key!

To skirt around the uniform policy. I put it on my lunchbox instead :3

Something about the CLT airport and pins because this is the second time someone has stopped me and wanted to do.something with pins, this time a lady wanted to trade the Hot Potato one I had for one of hers, and I obviously wanted the Free Palestine one~☆

The Queen of Night (Epiphyllum oxypetalum) blooms just once a year at night and only for a few hours.

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Friends!!! We sexilyyyy extend this cordial invitation to our first Community Wine* & Paint Night! 🍷🎨 on Friday August 8th at 7pm PST 🍇 with special guests @cyreelism.bsky.social @sukar-baba.bsky.social & @medusaiv.bsky.social 🍾 Bring your paints & fave alc or non/alc bevs <3 GLASSWARE ENCOURAGED🍷😘

I think one of the more interesting concepts of just drawing random stuff is just trying to see which eay my style goes and what it ends up becoming down the line. Ive been jumping in between Infinite Painter and Sketchbook and I really like the tools Infinite Painter offers

This itch.io NSFW policy change is unfortunately nothing new, the problem isn't the platforms themselves but rather Visa/MC strong-arming these services into revising their NSFW policies. So if you're eligible I invite you to sign this ACLU petition: action.aclu.org/petition/mas...

The new black hairstyles for our cozy game Loftia! Let us know which style is your fave! 🤎

Here's a screenshot of the email I sent to Visa about this. Collective action *can* make a difference in times like this, and sending a letter takes as little as a couple of minutes.

I dont know how far this is going to go out, but the actions being taken by digital storefronts like Steam and Itch are just a small taste of what lies in store if we let the pressure from Visa, MasterCard, and Collective Shout go unchecked. Right now its, nsfw games, and then its all nsfw content.

I just wanted somewhere to post my weird gay video games. Why can’t they leave us alone